I feel deeply connected to Neanderthal’s in a spiritual way
We all know the Neanderthal.. the cave man.. though they apparently weren’t cave dwellers really.
From the time I was a boy, I’ve felt deeply connected to these beings. I’ve wanted to know all there is to possibly know about their species and how they once lived. Their industrial processes (tanning, dying, crafting), religious, and more. But we simply don’t know much about them
I feel more deeply connected to them than a normal person. I dream about living in their world, as one of them, but the dream is always hazy and I can’t remember much of anything from that time period, but I knew I was there. I just can’t remember dreams like that, unless I get lucky. I also catch myself daydreaming about living life as a Neanderthal, in their small village. I think of going out to hunt in the harsh winter winds. I now yearn for that type of life, even though I’m living a modern sheltered life now. My mind yearns to live off of the land with a close tribe, but my body just isn’t there
I’m starting to think, maybe I was a Neanderthal in substantial past life of mine. I don’t know if that is a good thing, or a bad thing, but all I know is that I’m fascinated by them in a spiritual way. I’m not sure how to convey the feeling of spiritual-ness in words, but I feel something