u/No_Title1337

ever since a few weeks ago, i’ve been absolutely horrified by the thought of death. i don’t want to die when i’m older, i don’t want to see my loved ones die, and i don’t want to die too early either. i’ve thought about death before every now and then, but it’s always been something ive brushed off until now and it wont go away.

it’s gotten to the point for me to where i don’t even want to go outside out of fear of somehow dying too early. i don’t know why, or how it started, but i’m genuinely scared shitless and i have zero idea how to make peace with it and become calm again.

i can’t even think about my family, graduating, or anything of the sorts without crying and knowing that i’m getting older and i’ll one day die and never come back and i despise feeling that way so much because it makes me just feel like some wuss.

i’m starting to get more in to drawing digital but i have no idea how to correctly color my art. every color i use just feels dull and doesn’t work correctly, so i’ve been trying to find videos about color theory, but none of them help. like i understand hues, chroma, etc, but i still have ZERO idea on what to do, so if anyone has any tips id be very grateful. thank you!

i got yearly contact lenses a couple months ago from uniqso and was wondering how often i should clean them? i clean them often but idk if i’m overdoing it

hi! i’m going from 12g to 10g with a pincher and i’ve run in to a problem. i can only fit it about a quarter way in until it starts to hurt and idk what to do. i DID slide it all the way in yesterday (which wasn’t a good idea on my part at all) before i had to take it out afterwards due to the pain.

i was thinking about just gradually trying to stretch my septum by putting the pincher in for longer amounts of time or just getting an 11g one if i can, but i wanna know what you guys think.

this might be a pretty common question on this subreddit but i’m 15, turning 16 at the end of the year and going in to 10th grade (i’ve been doing online for the past 2ish years or so due to moving & family problems) and i’m worried about making friends.

i have much different interests than other people i’ve met and i’m pretty introverted, and i don’t wanna be seen as just some awkward person with no friends because i don’t have any/only a couple where i live at the moment. i’ve made friends in my past school years, but that was when i was younger and i’m worried that people will just be rude or not understand me