u/NovelRazzmatazz8111

Quick update hi I am A (host) (female) and the other day I was switched out unexpectedly by B (protector) I can only remember so much of what he said he spoke to me while I was in the innerworld or headspace
(not sure what it’s called) and he was fronting. He said he was upset at me because it’s kinda selfish when I do things and make decisions that put the body at risk of harm or danger and doing things that harm the body (like not eating and not taking care of myself) (putting up with abusive men) he said this is my body too it is our body. I have a life too we have a life. And when you hurt yourself or get in a risky situation your hurting everyone else too (everyone else meaning the other altars) he helped put some things in order and he’s not upset at me no more (he doesn’t stay mad at me for long) I just felt really bad like why can’t I be the one to just disappear or be locked up🫣
but after that talk I’m really trying to do better because he’s right about that stuff😔

It is me A again (host) it seems that even though M helped me delete my BF the other day B my protector is upset at me and not talking to me😭me and him are really close and we have been really close since I was a child and before I even knew what DID was and before I got diagnosed. I know he gets upset at the stupid decisions and things I’ve done in life and he’s always been the one that has to step in to fix everything and my mistakes and I always feel bad it’s my fault again for putting us through what I did the last couple weeks with my now ex. I think B is just finally fed up with me😭

Why do some men say they are very lonely and no one talks to them and they wish they had friends but it’s so hard to make friends as you get older but then you talk to them and become friends so that man is not lonely and then find out he was lying and is talking to several other women and telling them the same thing that he is so lonely and has no friends and nobody to talk to. I just ended a friendship because of that. I like to be friends to those that are really lonely and don’t have friends I’ll be there but not to someone that lies about it. Why do some men do this and wonder if someone has experienced this too

I am A (host) and last night I deleted my BF off my phone. I was having very bad anxiety to the point of having a panic attack because of my BF. And M (male altar) talked me through it and helped me delete my BF. I felt a huge relief after. But then I also felt like what have I done? When I start to miss him and feel like crying I’m reminded by M and B (male protector) why it was the right thing to do and how much harm he was causing me/us. I felt so bad and so weak for putting us through this.
I apologized to everyone (my altars). Im still recovering from all the anxiety and emotional harm my bf was causing me/us.

Hi it’s me Izzy I’m 13 years old male. I’ll make this quick. Our host named A for short (female) always has problems especially when talking to guys. She gets overly emotional at the things they message to her and she gets a lot of anxiety from it. Another alter named M for short (Male) has been in love with host for some time and even tho host says no one else can ever replace M. M feels kinda hurt and jealous now because host has been talking to some guy she met online and this guy has been treating host like she’s just someone he’s messages when he’s bored or his bestys are not around. Host has a good heart but often gets stepped on a lot by people. Our protector named B for short (Male) and I have both agreed to delete the guy’s contact off the phone because B doesn’t like the extreme anxiety host has been getting because this guy

I noticed that my altars depending who’s fronting will talk to my family members or my friends/BF it’s been hard because no one knows I have been diagnosed with DID but when they speak to me they often expect to speak with that same person they know and spoke to.

EDIT: I often don’t remember what they talked about and I have to pretend that I know but then they ask me if I’m feeling ok and I seem different today stuff like that

Hi everyone I was just diagnosed with DID but what if the diagnosis was a mistake. and I’m still learning about it
sometimes I don’t know who I am or who’s fronting I just feel like that’s the real me at the moment and then sometimes I feel like I’m watching someone else take the wheel in my body
(best way I could describe it) I often hear other voices in my head anywhere I’m at for example I’m at the store and I want a cute plushie and a voice in my head says
“you don’t need that you need to save money focus on what your here for” or “you better not waste your money on that”. I have also overshared some things when I’m on the phone with others and then I regret it and a voice in my head will say things like “that’s why I need to step in with stuff like this because your too emotional and I have to protect our peace”
I just wanted to know am I crazy or can an alter be telling me these things? Also would he be considered a protector?

Hi everyone I was just diagnosed with DID but what if the diagnosis was a mistake. and I’m still learning about it
sometimes I don’t know who I am or who’s fronting I just feel like that’s the real me at the moment and then sometimes I feel like I’m watching someone else take the wheel in my body
(best way I could describe it) I often hear other voices in my head anywhere I’m at for example I’m at the store and I want a cute plushie and a voice in my head says
“you don’t need that you need to save money focus on what your here for” or “you better not waste your money on that”. I have also overshared some things when I’m on the phone with others and then I regret it and a voice in my head will say things like “that’s why I need to step in with stuff like this because your too emotional and I have to protect our peace”
I just wanted to know am I crazy or can an alter be telling me these things? Also would he be considered a protector?

Hi im AuDHD and looking for others to talk to and make friends I’m F33 and I’m really obsessed with Carebears, Bluey, Monster high, TMNT, Roblox, Dandy’s world, Anime, Rocks and gemstones and a lot more I like to talk about my day or things I find interesting but don’t have anyone to tell and talk to