I am 100% fair olive. I am definitely visibly green, however also very pale. I can never pick between gold and silver. I thought I was cool tones for a long time before I knew I was olive and just wore silver, but recently I’ve been getting told I should wear gold instead. My hands are more red than the rest of me for some reason. But I am getting proposed to soon and I need to decide yellow or white gold!! Help!!!
I don’t know if I’m just having a hard week or what. I have gotten my shift for wrong twice this week. I caught my toast on fire TWICE. I was so worried I left the stove on this morning that I took an early lunch to make sure I hadn’t burned my house down. I hadn’t but still. I have so many things I need to do like clean and work on my final assignment for school and I just am procrastinating and dreading both.
I’m having a hard time because I just don’t understand why it’s so hard for me. I know it’s adhd but I just can’t help feeling like I shouldn’t be this way. Normal people don’t check twice, write their schedule in their calendar and still somehow get it wrong. Or be a fire risk in the kitchen. I’m just so frustrated because I’m really fucking trying. And no one around me understands.