u/Octoberof2022

I have made a list of my desires at the beginning of 2026, this list included very small things but as well as very big things for me such as purchase of a house and closing of an ongoing legal case for over 10 years. All of them happened without me moving a finger so far. Except the purchase of the house, i didnt use any technique except putting my wish like a grocery list on an old notebook. For the purchase of the house, i shared here, i did only SATS and that is it. Even the money i borrowed for the house, was found through a third party for me - i still will pay it - but even for that i didnt do anything except telling this third party i needed a loan.

Why? Because somehow i didnt have any emotional attachment to them. It was just like a grocery list. Even the legal case, i didnt even have to appear before the court, after 10 years a friend went there and case was closed at the first hearing, done and gone.

Now this list contains one wish - that has been outstanding. It has so much emotional attachment to it, so much pressure, i cried over it, i begged, i got angry, you name it.

But this week, while i was working on limited beliefs through EFT tapping for this specific desire, i realized and 'encountered' immense amount of sadness in me. It was not even limited belief itself but what came out was how sad 'i'was because of the internal pressure i have put on myself.

Who is this me? Who is the one putting the pressure on? What have i asked from her - to act certain way, not to ask certain way, to meditate, not meditate so much, live in the end, not to live in the end... i have realized it was rather insanity to ask my human self to 'achieve' all these goal posts always kept moving. Whether 3D or 4D, i needed to stop this insanity.

Then last night i woke up in the middle of the night and i thought what happens to the world when i am sleeping? The world goes on even if i am sleeping. I can still wake up and recieve some news that happened while i am not 'awake aware'.

Where am i going with this? While we are the only authority in our world we are part of the 'bigger' consciousness. If we think as the ocean being the entire consciousness, we are a wave in this cosciousness. We are not running the entire ocean with our awareness but we certainly cannot say we are not the ocean.

Where does our 'states' we occupy and our awareness in terms of manifestation falls? Think as occupying a state (of the wish fulfilled) as changing your coordinates in the ocean, or your relationship with the ocean. The entire ocean arranges itself with you (because you are part of it) in accordance with the state you are occupying. The ocean has no other option to do this because you are part of it. But you are not running the ocean by yourself.

Why i think this is so important? Because i think there are so many of us out there becoming 'spent' like me for one simple wish, whether putting the wish on a pedestal, or thinking they have to 'run' the show and putting so much pressure on themselves if they are doing it right or wrong or how many times which techniques etc.

But maybe, i hope to help someone with this, we should change our relationship with the ocean and become neutral; not asking something from the ocean in lack (please give me this give me this) or not thinking 'i am god, i have to run the show, i cannot rest, and put ourselves on a 'pedestal' naturally causing so much pressure on ourselves.

After this realization, i became completly 'natural' with the ocean and my wish. I am part of the ocean, ocean - whether is a dream or not- has its own flow and i am part of it, i am so naturally part of it that i am neither below nor above. It gave me such a relief of pressure because i am not running the entire show but it also gave me my position back from 'lack' and putting myself 'below' to ocean (as begging for smt). I am one with the ocean. I AM.

And when i change the state i am occupying, the ocean changes and adjusts itself. Why? Because i am part of it, ocean cannot and will not push me out, ocean does not push its wave out and purge it. It can only flow in flow with the wave. As long as you realize you are part of the ocean you will see and realize the ocean will always flow with you . It will ride with you and it will ride you. So ocean will always 'reflect' your state - i think even reflect cannot be used here because it would imply separation. So i dont like the mirror analogy for that matter. So not only events but other people also ride you, hence once you change your state of being, ocean changes, entire ocean changes, it has no other option. By changing your state, you are changing your wave and the entire ocean changes.

So where i arrived with this personally? I became neutral not only to the ocean but also to my desire. I came to I AM in a very unexpected (personally) and much more of a healthy way for me. Almost as if i could care less if my desire happens or not. I am not sure if this is sabbath or not at this point but i just wanted to share - hoping it may give different perspective and help someone.

Any comments are welcome. Thank you.

Hi All, i have to say i really like this community and it helps me immensely. So i wanted to make a very short share. Some days ago it was suggested in one of the posts here Edward Art - and thank you so much for this.

So i have been doing Neville reading and listening Edward Art at the same time, a lot these days and i have to admit 2 together it clicked so differently for me so i just wanted to share some things that clicked differently like as if i am taking 'notes' for all of us.

If it is not allowed i guess it will be taken down

and please let me know if i am mistaken anything - i would be happy to correct myself;

- creation is finished, so 'you' are not creating anything, you are just assuming the state in which that creation exists. we sometimes think we have to create something, do something but no creation is done.

- you are the awareness, you are not your meat costume/little man but you are the awareness itself hence the state you decide to be aware of, hence the '3d reality you want to be aware of', so whichever state you are aware of it is reflected in 3D.

- you are not doing anything, all is 'done' by the awareness, once you are aware of the state, it reflects. the little man actually does nothing, it is merely performing in the stage of the awareness/state.

- you are dreaming, just like in a dream, you dont change the dream, you do not go out there and change the people, you change yourself, the dream changes.

- it is important to be present, why? there is no past or future. everything happens in the now. so if you are not present, so living in the future or the past all the time, things will not 'happen' because you are not in the present, so be aware now in the present and be in the state now and be present.

And thanks to everyone for contributing to this community.

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Hi, i think i know the answer but i would love some encouragement. I am not new to the work. I have been back to meditations now full track for fertility and 1 week it was amazing but it has been couple days i just feel even more shitty during meditations. I cannot shut my mind and i find myself thinking of all the bad things not only about this journey even about my partner, my colleagues like i cannot even believe where i end up in the meditation.

Then i judge myself feeling shitty, thinking of myself being a shitty person - which i am not and all crazy things.

Is this my old self pushing last boundaries, clinging ego or am i doing something wrong? Is this normal? What would you tell me if it were you?

Thank you

hi all, we had an interview with Reprofit Brno a week ago with the doctor. She said she will send us the protocol with the 'representative'. Representative sent us the protocol the day after - no prescription just informaiton, so meeting was on Tuesday, she sent us forms and information on Thursday. We had questions and responded to her on the same day.

Today is Monday, i have not heard back from her since Thursday. Is this normal? Am i overthinking? My worry is, if this is the way of communication all along, so she comes back 3-4 days after each email (we dont have whatsapp from her) i fear that lets say i go to ultrasound where i live (i live 1,5 hour away) send her the results and she comes back late and i already ovulated. I have never done this before but i was just thinking before we start is this a bad indication, not sure what to expect here? Or does it get better once we start?

thank you for all the guidance.

hi all, we had an interview with Reprofit Brno a week ago with the doctor. She said she will send us the protocol with the 'representative'. Representative sent us the protocol the day after - no prescription just informaiton, so meeting was on Tuesday, she sent us forms and information on Thursday. We had questions and responded to her on the same day.

Today is Monday, i have not heard back from her since Thursday. Is this normal? Am i overthinking? My worry is, if this is the way of communication all along, so she comes back 3-4 days after each email (we dont have whatsapp from her) i fear that lets say i go to ultrasound where i live (i live 1,5 hour away) send her the results and she comes back late and i already ovulated. I have never done this before but i was just thinking before we start is this a bad indication, not sure what to expect here? Is this a red flag already? Or does it get better once we start?

thank you for all the guidance.

Hi all, quite some time Dr.Joe student here!

Wanted to share something and ask advice;

So after too long i am back to BOTEC 1-6 - for healing and conception. I just wanted to share after such a long time, i did for very long time BOTEC 6 and after, but i am back to BOTEC 1,2... and they are amazing! Like i literally forgot how amazing it makes me feel! So if someone looking for motivation - go back to first BOTECs they are amazing! It is always good to change a bit but to remember how amazing is the music and the beats and all just amazing! I wanna stay there all the time in which no problems and anxiety exists..

On another note, i am after conception and reaching out to quantum field. Watched all the testimonies on youtube, if you have any advice, questions to advice me and send some baby dust, happy to receive! I am doing BOTEC and changing boxes at the moment.

Much love!

hi all, we had an interview with Reprofit Brno a week ago with the doctor. She said she will send us the protocol with the 'representative'. Representative sent us the protocol the day after - no prescription just informaiton, so meeting was on Tuesday, she sent us forms and information on Thursday. We had questions and responded to her on the same day.

Today is Monday, i have not heard back from her since Thursday. Is this normal? Am i overthinking? My worry is, if this is the way of communication all along, so she comes back 3-4 days after each email (we dont have whatsapp from her) i fear that lets say i go to ultrasound where i live (i live 1,5 hour away) send her the results and she comes back late and i already ovulated. I have never done this before but i was just thinking before we start is this a bad indication, not sure what to expect here? Or does it get better once we start?

thank you for all the guidance.

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Dear all i just want to share something, i had the realization literally today and it is insane how i didnt put the 2 together. I know in this sub these kinds of posts are not liked but help me out here - please bare with me as it may be long ;

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We were looking to buy a property in a specific place with my partner - both 40s. A very specific island and specific neighbourhood in this island. Prices are insane. Nothing in our budget - we have little budget.

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So my partner found something, i hated it, where it is located i hated (if felt in the middle of nowhere and i would be afraid to be there alone), shape of the place (no charm), how big it is (very small) etc. But mind you, there has been nothing on the market for over 1 year in our budget where we are looking. Also we have a big issue, if we buy it now (it is outside the country we are living in) we cannot live there right away, for us it is a plan rather in 5-7years, we prepare for early retirement and other personal stuff then move. But then he was very nervous having the place and not living in (there are issues if people occupy empty houses and you cannot kick them out easy) and wanted to travel there all the time so we make sure the house doesnt get bad etc. Which i was not a big fan, because i still want to travel other places and do not want to go there for every paid leave. We already have a small place in this island to which we travel as frequent as we want anyway which is super easy to manage.

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So coming back to the place he found, i didnt like it but i agreed to it. I said if i dont like it in the next 2-3years we can sell (we agreed) and it is in our budget so it is a start (you gotta start from somewhere to build the life you want) but in my heart i could not see myself living there but i said it is what it is, nothing is coming up and we will take one step at a time.

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However the only thing i did, every night before sleeping, i did kind of SATS; a window and i am looking outside the window, a view i like in the island (so not from the place he found) and it is a place i like, i feel good in this place. I did this and left the rest. I said i surrender to the place we found but i kept my 'SATS'

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Comes the couple night before we are travelling to conclude the sales for this place. My partner during dinner tells me he needs to share smt but i should not get mad. I was like what is it, there is nothing we cannot handle by communication. He said he found a new place, bit outside budget but still managable. If i would like to see it before the sales happen that day. He thought i would be mad because the other sale thing has been going on for a while etc.

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We go there to see the place, i am in love. Place, location (extremly safe as there are neighbours other houses), garden, has has amazing charm, pool etc. Like whatever doubt i have in mind are gone. And even better, why such an amazing place is in our budget because a very old couple living there and they will be allowed to live in until they decide not to (expecter 5-7years) they are taking care of the place like a rare gem, so no need to worry for us to be there, what happens with house etc. While this set up and unknown timing is not for everyone, for us it is just the perfect setting that we didnt think about. We can still go to our little place as much as we want, prepare for our move in the upcoming years and in the meantime have a place we both love and being taken care of. If before 'our time' for this place we want to move, we can still rent something bigger but small knowing we have our final destination ready. I am just so in peace and happy with this set up.

We ditch the other place that day and agree on this sale.

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So what do you think reddit? I was just thinking until today it is an amazimg coincidence etc and today i actually remembered i was doing my SATS! Does this mean that i succeeded?

Dear all, while i know i am at 40Plus IVF forum, i wanted to ask you does it makes sense what i am thinking as i am very new to this subject and do you think i may have a slightly more chance; i am 43 - turning 44 in October. We are looking to do IVF and i know our chances are very low. it will be our first time trying IVF. we have been trying just with injections to mature the follicles (which are 2-4 each cycle) and natural way for 3 months now.

however i wanted to ask to the ones who have been on this journey longer than i am;

I eat very clean, i have ketogenic diet 80% of the time so far for a long time, i have been taking supplements for 1 year now Q10, Omega, Resveratrol, NAC, NMN (since Jan), VitB, VitD, VitE etc. whatever is all suggested for fertility journey. So overall i think - i am trying my best to give my eggs the rather better environment to grow as much as i can, i am active etc.

Today we discussed with my doctor IVF options, while he also suggested to go to egg donor, my partner is not super open to it and i also think i would like to try with my own eggs first.

we have in mind to spare some money to this for some attempts like either 2-3months mini ivf with duo stims or just 2-3 months go for it, depending on what he suggests. We are looking to invest around 15000 EUR (we are in Europe so costs are lower than some other parts of the world).

I wanted to ask you all, do you think it is realistic for me to think because i have been eating healthy and taking all the supplements for this long there is a slightly higher chance for me from the beginning of IVF journey to get a viable embryo or you think it is as much as any other person? Did you have any change of your chances by changing how you eat and what you take?

just as a side note I was pregnant Q4 of 2025 naturally however we lost the baby in week 7-8.

I am well aware of the facts of my age, statistics, what it takes etc. While yeah in the ideal world i should not have waited this long but unfortunately life does not happen to everyone in the same way.

thank you.

Dear all i will be having QHHT session with a practicioner this weekend. I am looking forward to it and trying not to create many expectations. I have prepared my questions, she didnt say how many so i have a list and i thought i could narrow it down with her if she says it is too much, i would like to mainly focus on next steps in my life, i believe i am ready for a new chapter and somehow i feel i am stuck in my mind that some grand revelation shall come rather than taking one step at a time, so this is something i would like to overcome and talk about a bit in my session.

However what i wanted to ask you all is that is it possible/common/normal to ask something about future but rather concrete, like 'will i move to x", will i do y, will z happen to me?

Or is it stupid? It is not a furtune telling session obviously, and everything is ever changing but just wanted to have an idea.

Thank you.

Will be doing (probably around 5g) mushrooms in couple weeks, (did 5g and 8g before, 8g was heavy but went all well at the end) and i was thinking to do changa at some point that night. Do you think it is a good idea?

I have read dmt ends the mushrooms effect and kills the trip basically, is this true? If they go well together when should i do it? Right when it kicks in, Towards the end? Or in the middle? I would like to - hopefully not horrific- get a breakthrough and dont have access to dmt pen or anything. And was thinking mushrooms would help to break the resistance and help with surrender?

Edit: did changa several times before, so not a first timer to that too but never got the breakthrough as i understand because everyone says when you have it you cannot not know, and i dont know :) thank you!