u/Ok-Suggestion-1354

She is very sick. Please, I beg you, pray for her.

I know there are already plenty of threads about this, but I'm a Project Zomboid player, and I'm getting tired of waiting. It's already been a week, and I was wondering if anyone here knows what the longest game maintenance has ever been, just so I can get an idea of what to expect.

Hello everyone, first of all, i'm French, so there may be some mistakes in my English. Also, to give you a bit of context, I'm a pretty bad Christian. I only half-believe in God, and I sin a lot especially because of pornography.

Recently, I've been trying to rebuild my relationship with God because I'm the best version of myself when I pray. I'm no longer afraid of other people, I have much better self-esteem, and overall I'm just a better person.

So tonight, I asked God to give me a sign through a dream so I could have more faith. Since I've been extremely upset about Louis' death (A 17-year-old teenager who was killed by a gang of thugs in France.), I also asked that when I woke up, I would understand why we're supposed to forgive others even people like Louis' murderers, who, in my opinion, deserve hell.

Then I had a dream where I was doing random chores: closing the windows, turning on the faucet, making myself a whey protein shake for the next day...

I was about to put on a TV show in my bedroom. I walked in and suddenly said, "Oh, right... I'm going to pray to God!"

So I started praying. I wanted to recite the Lord's Prayer, but I couldn't remember the words, so I improvised:

"Our Father, who art in Heaven,
May Your name be... known through all the praises of Heaven...
May Your kingdom never end..."

Then, all of a sudden, a woman who looked like my mother started floating in my hallway.

I immediately felt that something was deeply wrong, so I charged at her and tried to strangle her (I'm definitely not that brave in real life). She grabbed me and threw me across the hallway.

I ended up in front of my apartment door. I got back on my feet, but she started running toward me to grab me, so I quickly grabbed my apartment keys, ran outside, and found myself in the stairwell. She, however, couldn't leave my apartment.

She said something to me, but I can't remember what it was. I think she said she was there because of me. For some reason, I let out an evil laugh (seriously, I have no idea why), and then I woke up at 6:26 AM on 26/06/26, hearing my mother in the hallway getting ready to leave for work.

I want to make it clear that this isn't fake, and I'd genuinely like to understand what this dream could mean. Am I cursed or something?

Finally, I'm currently developing an app a Bible reader where you can add custom background music and images, and even complete QTEs to advance through the text like in a video game. But after this dream, I'm honestly thinking about giving up on the whole project.