What a joyful creature :)
Was over at a friends yesterday, she's been watching Marble Hornets (because I forced her too hehe). We finished it together, and I am so glad I was present to see her reaction to Hoodie being Brian, it was hilarious (I had also been very successfully gaslighting her into believing Brian was dead, I'm so good at this).
Anyways, have Brian :P
HELLO HELLO FUCKERS!!! HAPPY OCTOBER! IS SPOOKY SEASON!!!!!
HOW MANY OF Y'ALL ARE DRESSING UP AS YOURSELVES FOR HALLOWEEEEEEEEEN?? I KNOW I AM, GETTING OUT THE VERLAINE OUTFIT AGAIN HEHEHEH
HOPE YOU HAVE A FABULOUS OCTOBER CRITTERS >:]
-HABIT 🟣🐇
Haven't drawn these two together in a little bit, which is odd for me because they're usually all I draw ;-;
ALSO I FINALLY FIGURED OUT HOW TO DO TIMEPLAPSES!! That's right, Tim is learning technology, it's a miracle, I'm usually so bad at it.
Will put the timelapse in the comments when it finishes exporting if y'all want it :)
For a bit of context, I've been doing really really badly mentally for the last two years or so. I've been struggling a lot with my physical and mental health, I've been losing weight, my hygiene has been getting worse and worse, and I've had a really hard time dealing with a lot of aspects of my identity in an unsupportive and toxic household.
Today started off not great, had multiple panic attacks and was left alone to deal with them while my family all went out without me, and I've been feeling super dysphoric lately. But this afternoon, I got to talk to my favourite gaggle of weirdos again, and for even longer than usual today, AND we got to voice call.
I also found this sweater in my closet (no idea how it got there, very suspicious) that looks like Brian's hoodie :) Hopefully I can go shopping soon and find one with a hood so it matches better. Am gonna be sleeping in it tonight because wearing it just makes me feel way calmer.
I brushed my teeth tonight for the first time in probably over a month. Usually I feel ashamed of myself, seeing all the blood in the sink as proof I neglected myself like that, but I just felt proud of myself for trying today. I've also put on 2kg since I last weighed myself!! Went from 52kg to 54kg, so that's good news.
I have been struggling so so much, and it is ALWAYS people in this community that make me want to try harder. I've met so many amazing people here and I love almost everyone I've spoken to, and I couldn't think of a better place on the internet to be.
If anyone else in this community is struggling too, it's not gonna be this shitty forever. Things get better, I promise, you just have to stick around long enough to see it through.
And u/Archive_Of_Stars thank you for making me want to be alive again. There aren't enough words to express how much I love you guys, and everyone else in this community.
Have an amazing day/night/life everyone <3
- Tim 💊📹
Hi!! it's me, the shirase guy, its been like 6 months since i posted anything but WHO CARES i am back
these are super rushed because i have no patience today
SO, kinda fell out of my BSD hyperfixation and then dropped off the face of the earth to obsess over marble hornets instead, but ive finally done more bsd art everyone cheer
just some stuff I never finished, HOPEFULLY the wait will be worth it because im working on something awesome and cool right now, AT LEAST I HOPE IT IS, we shall have to wait and see if i can pull it off :P
should i finish these? the first one just needs colour but the second is literally just a sketch rn ;-;
okay thats all from tim for today, have a wonderful day/night/whatever time :)
I wanted them to kiss. That's it, that's the post.
Top quality content, Tim producing bangers once again 🙂↕️✌️ /silly
Alright that's it have a good day/night everycreature, Timothy out :P
Lots of medical trauma across my kins, ESPECIALLY Tim, who I’m permashifted as ;-;
I feel really sick, it smells like how I remember where I was kept as a child, smells like the lab I was kept in as Verlaine and the hospital I worked in as Doc
idk if I can do this
wish me luck :(
- Tim💊📹
Traditional? Digital? Paint? Ceramic? Sewing? Music? Photography? Woodworking? WHAT DIFFERENT MEDIUMS DO YOU GUYS USE??? SHOW ME :D
I mostly do digital now, but I used to do almost entirely traditional drawing, either fineliner, pencil, or crayon. I also like to paint, sculpt, and whenever I can I like woodworking. I used to play the saxophone as well but I was never very good ;-;
Real art is such a beautiful and diverse thing that AI will NEVER be able to replicate
WOAHHH TIM'S POSTING FLUFF?? HE'S BEING NICE TO US? WHO WOULD'VE THOUGHT??
I post too much Brim content but I DON'T CARE, I am on a medical prescription with one Brian drawing a day or else I will EXPLODE! I love my wife :]
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Love u guys :]
Starting to think I get bored too easily. Keep making the most random bullshit and it's always these two freaks ;-;
Also starting to think I might post here too often. Nobody's said anything about it I'm just constantly riddled with anxiety and fear. Should I stop? Or am I legally allowed to continue feeding you all my slop?
ANOTHER another request. Well... not really request, just a very in depth conversation about Brian wearing leather gloves. Which... yes. That is all I have to say.
ANYWAYS, this was a fun one, thank you for being so inspirational u/InternetCannibal and u/Longjumping_Hawk_223
Have a fabulous day folks :]
Fulfilling another silly request :)
She's so beautiful. Live laugh love trans-fem Kralie ✨
ARTIST!! IT'S THAT TIME AGAIN! When I spontaneously post some bullshit because I want to see how amazing you all are 🥹
Do OC's themselves count as an art?? Whether we draw or write them, we are putting effort into creating something that is ours, and building our own worlds around them. Do they count as art? Hmm, much to consider.
ANYWAYS!! SHOW ME YOUR BELOVED CHILDREN SO I CAN APPRECIATE THEM!! TELL ME THEIR LORE! YAP TO ME!
I felt bad for lying to everyone and making you all sad and upset. SO! Have this as... let's call it a peace offering.
Am I forgiven guys 🥺
Every year, I make a picrew of myself with the same creator (Potatolord's Persona Maker, my personal favourite picrew ever).
This is my view of myself over the last 5 years :)
So. Are we feeling joyful? Full of joy?
>!I would like to formally apologise... I have wronged you all. I am a liar and a fraud. Enjoy your misery.!<
WE ARE OUT OF THE SUFFERING ARC, EVERYONE CHEER
WHAT?? OPAL DRAWS SOMETHING HAPPY?? HE ISN'T MAKING EVERYONE MISERABLE? UNHEARD OF!!
I'm having so much fun, happiness and whimsy for everyone, so much joy
A lot of the time, I just draw when I'm bored. I think of some dumb thing I wanna do, and I do it. It's a good use of my time and it's really fun!
Here is a collection of all the stupid things I've drawn recently, obviously lower quality than my big pieces but I love them just as much :]
People need to stop requesting art that's gonna make me SAD, I've cried ENOUGH over these losers-
I made myself feel better by drawing some random bullshit, so that's there too, hope you enjoy