I don’t have friends anymore really…

Long story short I am a ride or die. I am there at 2 AM when you tell me that your current boyfriend took your jeep and you don’t know where it is. I drive my ass over there and we try to figure it out. That’s the type of friend I am and over the years I feel like I have been nothing but open and honest with all my friends I want the best for them. I lost my mom at nine years old 2003 and then I lost my dad in 2017. My blood sister and I are not close. She irritated me the most when I was younger. I’ve told her many times I don’t need a mom I need a sister this isn’t a therapy session too much to go into but I am 32 now and it feels like I only have one friend now and you know I love her so much but at the same time I want more in the sense of a friend that’s like a sister.

I would love a friendship Were we have the same things in common ,talk to each other all the time , believes in God. at this point in my life because I did not talk to God for a while after my mom and after my dad died -but I have a better relationship with him now, but I feel so alone, but on the plus side I’m getting my ring this year. I pretty much call him my husband. I am so freaking grateful for him. I prayed for him and God freaking delivered, but you really do need a best friend and a group of woman by your side. I don’t know how to describe it. You need them and I just feel like people don’t value that anymore.

And as I sit here once again, evaluating my life and clearly the wrong people I invested my time with who can just discard me like that is wild. I know I’m not the problem. Anyone would be lucky to have me as a friend. I’m very self-aware very in tuned . I guess I’m just very sad and I would love to have more friends and I don’t know what to do third places have really disappeared and I have a needy dog that I love so much but honestly, he can’t be left alone at home that’s another issue but anyways here I am just sat on the couch watching YouTube.

Thanks for reading. I did this in voice text so hopefully it all makes sense.💕🇨🇦

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u/Ok_Needleworker143 — 9 days ago

Bayswater Foggy Grey

So this is something that I’ve noticed when they first dropped this suede bag. It was the one on the right the blue but then I guess they realize they either made a mistake and then changed the photo to the gray because I was like why isn’t there a leather matching this blue? I like this blue a lot and then it’s gone. I’m hoping maybe they will re-launch like how could this be a mistake but anyways I want a Bayswater but I want an interesting colour but not too bright you know just food for thought. I don’t know if anyone else noticed.

u/Ok_Needleworker143 — 9 days ago

Thoughts

So I’m new here I have one real purchase from LV last year my neverfull love it then a YouTuber that I watch showed me her rep of the carry all which I’m like OK, I’m gonna get the same one from her seller. You know trusted source so I’m waiting for mine to arrive, but now I’m conflicted on making another purchase because I want a speedy now I’m looking at the different versions. I love the one with the pink handle only launched at a specific store when I googled, and then I like the dark speedy but then I’m like do I just get a classic to match my neverfull because I just wonder if I get the most expensive versions that people will automatically know oh that’s fake no way she dropped12k or am I just too much in my head. Like I care and don’t care does that make sense yet at the same time I don’t like to draw attention to myself.

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u/Ok_Needleworker143 — 12 days ago
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New Colours ?

Hi everyone, I just got my small boat and tote zipper one I have a large I am holding out to buy my medium one and be responsible and not buy all these bags and all the colors. If you know what I mean, do we know if there’ll be more colours launched in the fall or do they do them in the beginning of the year contemplating if I should wait.

u/Ok_Needleworker143 — 1 month ago

INTERIOR LEAK

Hello guys I’m here because my husband doesn’t go on Reddit but we have water coming in on my side of the truck when it rains , aka floor area is wet 🤔 we have the AT4 and windshield replaced once . What can this be and how do we fix 🤔

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u/Ok_Needleworker143 — 3 months ago

Miss Budweiser RC boat 1/12

Ladies and gentlemen my favourite internet sluthers I have until September to find this gem for my husbands birthday , what do you give a man who has everything but this 😂 help me hunt this down god bless 🙏🏾 I’ve seen it for $1500 obviously too steep.

u/Ok_Needleworker143 — 3 months ago

Agenda

I’ve been looking at peoples planners on Pinterest and now I’m obsessed and I want one do I need one? No am I telling myself to buy one for the end of the year for 2027 yes so that I can wait you know delayed gratification but I don’t see the damier version. I’m guessing it’s out of stock. Is this a justified purchase?🫣

u/Ok_Needleworker143 — 3 months ago