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I just ended college and have failed to make any female friends my first year, which was like my #1 goal. 😭

I am getting a surgery on Friday, and before then I’d like to go to the zoo or Hawaiian falls, but I don’t want to go with any of my male friends. I’m posting to see if anyone would be interested.

Also, I would want to build a longer relationship than just this as well and we can do more things together and hang out and chat. You don’t have to be the same age as me.

Some things about me are: I like stuffed animals, 2010s toys, my pet rats, Roblox and various other things. Please let me know if you are interested, you can comment or DM!

I pretty much like anyone, but I am a bit shy at first :)

I just ended college and have failed to make any female friends my first year, which was like my #1 goal. 😭

I am getting a surgery on Friday, and before then I’d like to go to the zoo or Hawaiian falls, but I don’t want to go with any of my male friends. I’m posting to see if anyone would be interested.

Also, I would want to build a longer relationship than just this as well and we can do more things together and hang out and chat. You don’t have to be the same age as me.

Some things about me are: I like stuffed animals, 2010s toys, my pet rats, Roblox and various other things. Please let me know if you are interested, you can comment or DM!

I pretty much like anyone, but I am a bit shy at first :)

I don’t know what to do. Ever since I remember, I feel like my mom has sexually harassed/abused me. Things like commenting on my breasts/butt, to fondling and groping me. Literally ever since I was a child. And I have a feeling and some evidence she did even more than that to me when I was little that I just don’t remember. Every time I bring this up to her, she just denies ever doing it which is 100% false. And I know she knows she does these things. But she gets so absolutely upset whenever I talk about it to her, she either almost cries or leaves the room, or tells me I just need to stop talking to her forever. It just makes me feel so upset that she will never admit to what she has and continues to attempt to do, and nobody in the family even cares or thinks it’s a big deal. I think it’s changed many aspects of who I am as a person for the worst and given me ptsd and hypersexuality ever since I was young. I know she had a bad childhood, but I don’t know any details. Part of me thinks she gets so upset because she is used to this behavior happening to her as a child, so she might thinks it’s normal? But part of me knows that even if she did, the amount of times I’ve yelled, screamed, and cried saying it makes me uncomfortable should’ve turned her off of that behavior far long ago. I just don’t know what to do anymore. I feel like I’m walking on eggshells being around her. I don’t feel safe. I don’t want to cut my family off when I can afford to just because of her, but she will never stop her behavior, and every time I’m around her I get super tense and constantly worried about what she might attempt to do next. I don’t know. I guess I just want to vent and have some reassurance. Please nobody leave comments telling me that this isn’t a big deal or not serious. I’ve had enough of that being said in my own family. I just want someone to tell me it’s okay to feel this way and that this isn’t normal.

I don’t know what to do. Ever since I remember, I feel like my mom has sexually harassed/abused me. Things like commenting on my breasts/butt, to fondling and groping me. Literally ever since I was a child. And I have a feeling and some evidence she did even more than that to me when I was little that I just don’t remember. Every time I bring this up to her, she just denies ever doing it which is 100% false. And I know she knows she does these things. But she gets so absolutely upset whenever I talk about it to her, she either almost cries or leaves the room, or tells me I just need to stop talking to her forever. It just makes me feel so upset that she will never admit to what she has and continues to attempt to do, and nobody in the family even cares or thinks it’s a big deal. I think it’s changed many aspects of who I am as a person for the worst and given me ptsd and hypersexuality ever since I was young. I know she had a bad childhood, but I don’t know any details. Part of me thinks she gets so upset because she is used to this behavior happening to her as a child, so she might thinks it’s normal? But part of me knows that even if she did, the amount of times I’ve yelled, screamed, and cried saying it makes me uncomfortable should’ve turned her off of that behavior far long ago. I just don’t know what to do anymore. I feel like I’m walking on eggshells being around her. I don’t feel safe. I don’t want to cut my family off when I can afford to just because of her, but she will never stop her behavior, and every time I’m around her I get super tense and constantly worried about what she might attempt to do next. I don’t know. I guess I just want to vent and have some reassurance. Please nobody leave comments telling me that this isn’t a big deal or not serious. I’ve had enough of that being said in my own family. I just want someone to tell me it’s okay to feel this way and that this isn’t normal.

I don’t know what to do. Ever since I remember, I feel like my mom has sexually harassed/abused me. Things like commenting on my breasts/butt, to fondling and groping me. Literally ever since I was a child. And I have a feeling and some evidence she did even more than that to me when I was little that I just don’t remember. Every time I bring this up to her, she just denies ever doing it which is 100% false. And I know she knows she does these things. But she gets so absolutely upset whenever I talk about it to her, she either almost cries or leaves the room, or tells me I just need to stop talking to her forever. It just makes me feel so upset that she will never admit to what she has and continues to attempt to do, and nobody in the family even cares or thinks it’s a big deal. I think it’s changed many aspects of who I am as a person for the worst and given me ptsd and hypersexuality ever since I was young. I know she had a bad childhood, but I don’t know any details. Part of me thinks she gets so upset because she is used to this behavior happening to her as a child, so she might thinks it’s normal? But part of me knows that even if she did, the amount of times I’ve yelled, screamed, and cried saying it makes me uncomfortable should’ve turned her off of that behavior far long ago. I just don’t know what to do anymore. I feel like I’m walking on eggshells being around her. I don’t feel safe. I don’t want to cut my family off when I can afford to just because of her, but she will never stop her behavior, and every time I’m around her I get super tense and constantly worried about what she might attempt to do next. I don’t know. I guess I just want to vent and have some reassurance. Please nobody leave comments telling me that this isn’t a big deal or not serious. I’ve had enough of that being said in my own family. I just want someone to tell me it’s okay to feel this way and that this isn’t normal.