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23F and i am trying to finish this order but it's huge and i keep getting/ allowing myself to get distracted.
Wanna call and help me stay focused?
Ty💕
9am, currently shopping for baby clothes😫😫 somebody stop meee🌿🥰 23F
No weird stuff!!
Im 23 years old... i have never had an issue with my looks before.. but suddenly that changed and it's like I'm living in a shock?...
I posted myself on reddit recently about weightloss because after having a kid 5 months ago, i was stuck gaining weight.. the problem turned out that i DIDN'T eat enough.. so my body held on to everything because it didn't know when it would be fed. Okay cool.
But the comments were double.. 2 subs, one hated my guts, called me fat over and over, picked my whole face apart about what was ugly about me in detail... comments were so bad i bullied myself to fix a nonexistent problem... i love walking but i was walking to lose weight when the issue isn't lack of exercise..
Anyways.. it has been a pattern for me.. we talk, i show my face, i get rejected... some people make it seem like I'm the ugliest pig they've ever seen and then there's another half that thinks im lying.. they genuinely can't see why i struggle with my appearance and then they get mad as fuck at me because they think im rage baiting... like what the hell is you fucking problem..
I am genuinely hurt.. i met a guy, we started talking everything was fun, he lives close and we decided to meet up... idk wtf happened but suddenly it was very friendship based and after he left he started avoiding me... he couldn't even reject me properly and i hate that...
Because not only do i get rejected so often... they leave without telling me WHY... bro if you think im fat, say it. If you think im ugly say it.. if you’re not attracted to me anymore, say it... if i did anything or said anything or didn't do enough.. at least say something..
And if i wasn't the problem.. say that too...
My feelings are very hurt...
Hii,
As a single mom i spend a lot of time with my kid. It's amazing but i am definitely starved for physical touch...
From cuddling on the couch while watching a movie, to laying in bed as close as possible...
Have conversations but also enjoy the quiet.. sip tea and have calming moments.
Please State your ASL. Thank you, see you soon!
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23F😁 (5 months pp, recently had a baby).
Heya..
I am a 23, new mom... who always had a weight problem.. im not skinny unless i go through some kind of trauma, am really really sick or i move...
I've been between 105kg and 110kg for the past 10 years of my life... that's when i moved out of my problematic family house..
When i moved to grouphomes there suddenly were meals and snacks... and i was allowed to eat as much as i wanted... matter of fact.. i was never allowed to go outside.. and by the time i was allowed to, i didn't want to go anywhere no more... and it led to me expressing myself through eating.
Anyways, that was my backstory.
Now in the present, aka 10+ years later, i recently had a baby... a P96 Baby. 4.1kg at birth 9lb something.. i am currently 5 months postpartum.
Before my pregnancy i weighed between 105kg and 110kg..
At the end of my pregnancy (i gave birth at 39 weeks and 3 days, induction just in case that matters..) i weighed 118kg. So i didn't really gain much considering that my baby was huge..
But now postpartum, today... i weighed 127kg... idk... i thought i was getting skinnier.. i told my bff that i have been feeling prettier etc... yet i got way heavier...
And how the fuck do i get down this hill?
Love, Mom...
Also, my cupsize is 95J.. at around 7 - 8 ish months my bra size was 95I.. but that bra literally snapped.
Anyways... any advice? Please and thank you..
For what it's worth, i am 170cm tall and caribbean.
Hey 23F,
I am 5 months postpartum and i recently took my first plan B ever. I got VERY sick after taking it... i got so sick i stopped feeling like myself...
I took 3 pregnancy tests since.. the 29th being the last one.. all negative, im considering to take a digital test..
I had sex on the 4th, 5th, and 6th. Took the plan B on the 7th, then had sex again on the 9th and the 10th...
I have been extremely emotional for the past week.. (i was also completely overwhelmed..)
Is being 17 days late normal? (In 3 hours 18 days..)
Has anyone else had this??
23F, single mom
I need something... someone... to hold my hand and remind me to breathe... help me breathe...
Im panicking.. i feel anxious... don't tell me how to fix this please just hold me.. hold my hand.. hold me through this...
Right now im a mess... i feel like a mess.. i look like a mess and im living like a mess and i have 0 capacity to fix any of that...
Please?
Im not sure where to go with this....
I've reached a point where i can only cry.. every little thing makes me cry, good or bad..
I recently had a pregnancy scare.. my daughter is 5 months old, im a single mom and i recently had a lived situationship.. (i was still figuring what i wanted).
After sleeping with him, i took a plan B.. for the first time in my life. I took a EllaOne..(just in case that matters..)
I had gotten sick.. like.. really sick.. plus i was busy, stress, family, my own emotions, needing to care for myself and my daughter while trying to build a life for myself / us.. (mind you im 23...)
I am 13 days late for my period, took 3 pregnancy tests since sleeping with that guy. Last one was yesterday.. all were negative. About 3 days ago i started getting acid reflux.. throughout the whole day..
Im in this in between where im not sure of what's going on.. i have been extra drained, very emotional...
I try to keep it together but it has only lead me to excessively masturbating to heavy porn and smoking more often...
I feel like an absolute mess... what the fuck do i do.. how the fuck do i fix this.. what the hell is going on...
Oh and this past month i was so incredibly busy... barely at home... and i have been extremely social..
Please be kind.. life has been hell... and idk what happened because life was GOOD... i was in a happy place with my daughter in our home... i feel devastated
Oh and I've tried to go to therapy but my POH said that until im at least 6 months postpartum, they can't give me therapy..
Hey, 23F
I am 5 months postpartum and im not sure if that's what makes me so feral constantly.... like deadass.. it doesn't take much...
Today i masturbated 4 times in 45 minutes to heavy... extreme porn...
I know that i tend to cope with my problems by hyper fixating on something... smoking, drinking not so much.. but lately.. A LOT of porn, masturbation and exposing myself...
Today i completely shocked myself because i posted myself... naked.. online.... like wtf...
It was a bdsm platform.. but still... it's not something i do.. and i just keep on going until I'm completely overwhelmed...
What the fuck do i do and am i addicted?? 4 times in 45 minutes and exposure really made me pause...
Oh... and the genres don't make it better... it makes it difficult for me to not be disappointed and disgusted by myself... because what.. the heck...