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How can I improve her? I feel like something is wrong.

None of the cultural attire's designs are set in stone, so I can change them as much as I want to fit the design.

Also, it doesn't read, but that is a pleated loose short, not a skirt.

This is a modern Fantasy world, and three of the things she's wearing are cultural attire from her city: the white shirt with delicate long sleeves are a symbol that she's higher class, since she doesn't need to do manual work. The socks are a family thing, and the fake additive braids are often given to you by parents at 16.

Her name is Kei: in the first part of the design (age 17 or 18) she's mostly the typical rule follower, wants to honour her family and she's quite naive. She's forced into becoming an adventurer by circumstance, and the most she does to protect herself from the danger is the black shirt you see underneath, as it's a type of armour. Otherwise, she refuses to separate herself from the hair extensions that can be a major issue in battle, wants to keep the shirt no matter how impractical, and same for the socks.

Then, in the second design, she's supposed to look more mature, as she's 3 years older. She's rebelled a bit, and is trying to use fashion as a way to express herself more, without forgetting her origins. She is far from having figured herself out, so the makeup is meant to look more experimental than anything else. Her hair was cut in battle, taking the hair extensions she cared a lot about with it. No one in the crew knows how to cut hair, so it's meant to look messy. She kept what used to be circles, and turned them into the triangle earrings.

She'll also have a backpack in the final design.

Also, I'm using "Kei" as a placeholder name, so if you have any better ideas, please, tell me!

u/PTblackhole — 17 hours ago

Trying to design my sona. What do you think?

I thought it would be fun to lean into all the little things I liked from my childhood, that are now considered cringe, can you guess what they are?

u/PTblackhole — 1 month ago

[New version] What do you think of her and her design? What weapon and/or ability would you give her? (Old version at the end)

On her backstory: | used the heart theme because her heart was taken by someone trying to control her. She managed to escape and is now trying to live at her fullest, while desperately trying tc pretend she won't need to face the one who has her heart. She's actively avoiding any type of a hint that leads to him, and it will come back to bite her in the future.

u/PTblackhole — 1 month ago

[New Version] Thoughts on this character design? What kind of person do you think she is? How do I improve her?

Also, do you prefer with or without glasses?

Edit: in terms of personality, I want her to seem like a very intelligent person, who can be very sharp, and sometimes quite dangerous (she tends to be ready to do a lot more than most for her goals). However, she is still quite naive, as in she doesn't really know much about the world she's in (a modern dark fantasy). She still believes in following the rules and that authority figures are always right.

u/PTblackhole — 1 month ago

Who's the artist of this? And is the art from something? (Spoiler because it's pretty spooky. You've been warned)

u/PTblackhole — 2 months ago

How is the upvote ratio calculated?

I have a post on my 2nd account that has 0 upvotes, with a 44% upvote ratio. I thought downvotes negated upvotes? So to get 0, you'd need a 50% upvote to downvote ratio. If my math is right, with 44%, I should have -3 (using the smallest whole numbers possible)

How does this work?

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u/PTblackhole — 2 months ago

Is anyone interested in helping me mess with my family?

So, I'm a young adult. Female. And at every. Singe. Dinner. Since I was barely even a teen, it's ALWAYS the same story. "When are you getting a boyfriend? Oh, you must be hiding him from us! You'll make a great mother! We'll help you pay for your marriage, just introduce you to him!"

And yes, those are all things they've said. Slowly, I've started "fighting back". By which I mean, just saying that I'm not interested in getting with someone and to please leave me alone. Of course, the answer always is "oh, you'll find someone!" "Don't be dramatic, someone will come around eventually!" "Love is the best feeling you'll ever experience!" "You'll find the right person!" I was once even told I'm not aromantic, just depressed 💀 (I was 15 btw). I tried to fight back a bit more aggressively, and the answer was "okay, you're sensitive today! Let's talk about it when you're in a better mood". They had been harassing me for HOURS. And when I snap, I'M SENSITIVE.

Anyway. With all that backstory over, I went to uni this year. Didn't see them for almost a year. And, a lot changed. By which I mean, I got therapy and grew some bloody balls.

So, since I know exactly what's coming when I come back and go to that family reunion... I want to mess with them. I have the confidence to do it now.

I had originally planned to make a list of every flaw in their relationships, and answer with that list to anyone who asks me why I'm not in a relationship, but that'll get me kicked out of the family for sure. Plan 2, that my friends in question insisted on, was to take a picture of me, female, with two of my best friends: one trans and the other a black girl. For context, most of my family is... Traditional. By which I mean, biggots. And if they ask, I can show a picture of all three of us, and pretend we're a trouple, and go on and out about how good sex is with these two and how we're in an open relationship. But, again, i want to mess with them enough that they stop asking, not kick me out. So I turned that down, hilarious as it would be.

So, any ideas?

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u/PTblackhole — 2 months ago
▲ 235 r/NonBinary

I need help from anyone non-binary! I'm a fantasy writer, and I made this non-binary character. Any input on writing them?

This is pretty self explanatory, but I'd like your input on this character. Whether that's on the design, or on aspects you'd like to see in their story. Is there anything about being non-binary you'd like to see more representation on? How would you prefer non binary characters to be written? Anything at all can help!

Their backstory isn't fully set yet, so if you have anything you'd like to add in there, please tell me!

For information about this character: they have 4 arms, and 4 eyes, though 2 are usually closed. They're a very caring character, usually considered the parent of the group, energetic, keeping the rest in check (the rest of the main cast can be very chaotic). Although, they can be quite fearful, and sometimes struggles to take the first step forward. They're also putting in a lot of effort into controlling their anger.

As for the world, though different cultures have different views on gender, and they'll be visiting a bunch of places that see gender differently, they themselves come from a society that has set gender roles that are very important.

So, what's your input?

Thank you to anyone willing to help!

u/PTblackhole — 2 months ago

New character design! I feel there's something wrong around the head area? How can I improve it? Also, I can't figure out the shoes

u/PTblackhole — 2 months ago

Why do we do this?

I know I sound insane, but... Why? Like, what's stopping me from not going in debt and never paying it back? I had no money, and paid for my shopping for a few months now. My bank account is at -400. It allows me to keep going for a while. What's stopping me from just... Living like this? Get a van, live there sedentary so I don't pay gas or rent. Those have solar panels for electricity. All you need to pay for is food and water, and a job at McDonald's can get you that. And have extra time for hobbies, for yourself.

Get a job, get a house, get a degree, have kids... What's stopping me from just... Not? From just leaving everything behind, not playing in society's rules? Hell, if I save up some money, I can get a small, cheap terrain for my van, park it there, plant some potatoes and other simple plants... And food is much less expensive.

I guess the point I'm getting at is that I'm fed up. With everything. Politics, society, expectations, everything. I'm seriously considering just giving it all up. Live at my parent's house long enough to save for a van and then fuck off out of society. It sucks, because I used to have hopes, and dreams, but some assholes with money decided to make life hell for everyone. And now I just can't even imagine a future for myself. I'm already crying myself to sleep with the pressure I currently have. At that point, if I end up with some 9-5 getting on the grind I think it might just be better to die. Like, what's the point. I'm not making it old enough to need retirement money, so why not just take it now?

I'm asking this seriously. I'm a young adult, I genuinely have no idea what's stopping me from doing this. What are they gonna do if I stay in negative numbers on my bank account? What's the worst that can happen from giving up on society? Why do people even try to get jobs, to have kids, to get a bigger house, a bigger car, a bigger garden... what's the point anymore. Have you seen the world? I don't want to spend my life miserable in some world I hate just to suffer in a retirement I can't afford. And, so what if I end up getting old enough to need retirement? What's the government gonna do, let me die? Put me in a shitty retirement home? I've lived through a shitty enough environment, what can they do to me anymore. And if I die? Good. Better to have lived well and young than to have lived old and sad.

There's this poem, I like, about Icarus. "Never regret thy fall, o, Icarus of the fearless flight, for the Greatest tragedy of them all, is never to have seen the blinding light."

And... Yeah. School was miserable. The start of adulthood is miserable. Adulthood will be miserable, being old will be miserable. "Oh, work hard to have a good retirement" yeah, great retirement, my bones are too frail to even try half the things I love and everyone around me is either a bigot or has Alzheimer's, and my whole family will be dead. How fun. Great retirement. I'd rather see the blinding light, and take the fall.

I'd rather die at 25, having lived every moment of my life. And if that's the plan, I don't see the point in giving a shit about debt, about kids or houses or fucking health for that matter.

I'm just so done. Why do we still do this? Why do we go along with this shit? Why am I so sure the one freeing plan I have is impossible? Is it bad that I'm thinking like this? Am I giving up or just adapting?

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u/PTblackhole — 2 months ago

My friend called Ghost Stories dub the prequel to Class of 09 when they were younger and immature and I... I have no words

Thoughts?

Also, art not mine, I found it on Pinterest

u/PTblackhole — 2 months ago

How do you get past your own biases to make good character designs? (TW)

Specifically, in my situation, I find it very hard to vary body types and add flaws to character designs.

If you look at my characters above, they all have... Similar builds. Basically, they're thin, or somewhat strong at most. I personally struggled with eating disorders and general distorted views around weight, so I find it very difficult to make bigger characters, whether that's in terms of fat or muscle or just bone structure. Which has really affected my storytelling/art.

Basically, it usually goes like: I try to make a different character, I see the worst parts of myself in them, I hate the design because of their build, I never draw them again.

I used to mostly justify it because my characters tend to be in situations that require them to be fit, but since I've started designing fantasy races and side characters, that's just not working anymore. And, it's just bugging me.

It's important to me that I vary body types in my art, since I plan on making comics, and a lot of the subjects I handle are around politics, racism, discrimination in general... And on top of that, I just want to put the representation in my stories that I never saw myself as a kid, because I know for a fact this lack of representation is why I ended up like I did.

Have you dealt with this? How can I make different designs and body types seem more appealing to me?

u/PTblackhole — 2 months ago

How do you get past your own biases to make good character designs? (TW)

Specifically, in my situation, I find it very hard to vary body types and add flaws to character designs.

If you look at my characters above, they all have... Similar builds. Basically, they're thin, or somewhat strong at most. I personally struggled with eating disorders and general distorted views around weight, so I find it very difficult to make bigger characters, whether that's in terms of fat or muscle or just bone structure. Which has really affected my storytelling/art.

Basically, it usually goes like: I try to make a different character, I see the worst parts of myself in them, I hate the design because of their build, I never draw them again.

I used to mostly justify it because my characters tend to be in situations that require them to be fit, but since I've started designing fantasy races and side characters, that's just not working anymore. And, it's just bugging me.

It's important to me that I vary body types in my art, since I plan on making comics, and a lot of the subjects I handle are around politics, racism, discrimination in general... And on top of that, I just want to put the representation in my stories that I never saw myself as a kid, because I know for a fact this lack of representation is why I ended up like I did.

Have you dealt with this? How can I make different designs and body types seem more appealing to me?

u/PTblackhole — 2 months ago

How do you get past your own biases to make art? (TW)

I'm talking specifically about character art here, but can apply to everything. Specifically, in my situation, I find it very hard to vary body types and add flaws to character designs.

If you look at my characters above, they all have... Similar builds. Basically, they're thin, or somewhat strong at most. I personally struggled with eating disorders and general distorted views around weight, so I find it very difficult to make bigger characters, whether that's in terms of fat or muscle or just bone structure. Which has really affected my storytelling/art.

Basically, it usually goes like: I try to make a different character, I see the worst parts of myself in them, I hate the design because of their build, I never draw them again.

It's important to me that I vary body types in my art, since I plan on making comics, and a lot of the subjects I handle are around politics, racism, discrimination in general... And on top of that, I just want to put the representation in my stories that I never saw myself as a kid, because I know for a fact this lack of representation is why I ended up like I did.

Have you dealt with this? How can I make different designs and body types seem more appealing to me?

u/PTblackhole — 2 months ago

(Possible final version) My fantasy race! Tell me if there's anything I should change/add, and there are questions highlighted, that I may have not thought about, but otherwise, I think that's it!

The hand feet make me so uncomfortable lol but they just seem like they would make sense

u/PTblackhole — 2 months ago

(Update) What do you think of this as a fantasy race?

The more I try the more it just looks like a furry

u/PTblackhole — 2 months ago