u/PersonOnInternet7654

After whitepine ended, i was eagerly awaiting to see what ivory would make next, however since she is quitting content creator, i need to find other series that are like whitepine.

I absolutely adore whitepine, i especially love the atmosphere that it creates, the shots alongside the music keeps me thinking about this show after it ends, and i love all of the characters and the story

Can be any form of media, another minecraft series on youtube, a show/movie on netflix, a youtube indie show, an anime, a video game, etc. i just need something

I love the music, and I want to download them so i can listen to it offline.

And if possible, I would also like being able to download the other non whitepine songs that also appear on the ivory soundtrack page, but that isnt necessary

idk exactly how to set up one of these types of posts, so I'm just gonna toss out some thoughts and stuff and hope something comes out of it

I have been living the past 17 years as a male, and I never really thought otherwise until recently (like a few months ago).

What I can say from my childhood is that my favourite colour was pink, and I do have a decent stuffy collection. I did get my nails painted once but I don't remember what I thought about having that done.

I have been doing a tiny bit of experimenting, so far it is just shaving my body hair which does feel nice i think, and I am planning on starting to grow my hair out.

But I never really experienced any feelings of gender dysphoria or really felt uncomfortable in my body.

I never really cared for my body/appearance. My clothes is just whatever I can find in a bin of my clothes, and I never really bothered with brushing my hair, and for a time, using soap when showering.

I do end up playing female characters in games when given the option, I think i ended up developing a superstition that I play better as a female character.

I think I feel like I would be perfectly fine if I woke up as a women tomorrow. I do sometimes imagine myself as a women, and (might be considered nsfw, so i spoiler tag it) >!my fantasies involve me being a women!<.

A reason for me doubting the possibly of me being trans is that I may have dysthymia (lesser but longer lasting depression) or something like that. I have a feeing of hopelessness towards the world and my life in general, and I do have a more pessimistic outlook in life. Idk if me feeling that I might be trans could be a result of me trying to find a possible reason as to why I might be feeling down.

I am overall am very uncertain about my own thoughts, or about myself in general (not just about my gender identity, but also some other stuff like my interests).

if needed, you can try asking some questions, and I can try answering them

I am trying to download some files i have stored on icloud onto my computer, ive been told to right click the files/folders and use the "aways keep on device" option, however basically none of the files end up getting downloaded.

While there are a good amount of files, the total space is less than 4 mb, and yet none of them successfully downloads. They are all stuck with the status being the 2 rotating arrows

I am using icloud to sync a worldbuilding project between my computer and my phone, however the syncing is so bad that the files do not even match.

The icloud drive folder on my computer is outdated compared to the icloud drive on my phone, and subsequently the files i am writing on are different on the 2 devices

Whenever we enter deathmatch and are attacking the enemies base, and when they decide to continue pushing, pretty much 95% of the time we end up losing

The enemy has a much bigger advantage fighting in their own base. and it is noticeable enough that ive seen games where my team has double the soldiers in deathmatch and we end up losing

The only times i saw victory from a team who kept pushing into enemy spawn during tdm is when they had a huge advantage (something like a whole team vs 4)

I enjoy using the negotiator and pretend i a m a trench troop.

I also seem to find the hope pistol pretty good with it

I have selected the files i wanted to download onto my device from the icloud website, however the option to download the files is greyed out

How can i fix this issue?

I am trying to download a folder i have stored on my icloud to compress it into a zip, and ive been told that i cannot compress it unless i fully download it onto my device.

however when i try to download it onto my device, there are some files that do not get downloaded

for example, in one of my folders there are several files, all of them downloaded successfully except 1

ive tried cancelling and redoing the action but it still doesnt work, and ive tried just waiting but i think they should be downloaded after waiting a day.

also in case a bit of context might be needed, the files store a worldbuilding project that i work on through obsidian

how can i fix this?

hope i used the correct tag

I am trying to compress a file so i can send it, however it eventually times out and it doesnt go through

I have done a few attempts on both compressing it into a zip files, but they dont work. but there is no progress indicated on the progress bar.

i have tried restarting my computer, but that didnt work.

I have tried taking what i want from it, and putting it into another file however copying and pasting also runs into an error where there is no progress indicated on the progress bar, and it times out

both times it doesnt even seem to calculate time remaining, it just times out

if it matters, the file is currently located in icloud, and i have enough space in icloud (says i have 700 mb available, the file is 2.43mb)

I am a big pve fan, and i love grave digger despite it being pvp, so im really looking forward for a possible pve gamemode.

Any ideas about what it is about/changes to accommodate being pve?

I initially though leatherneck would be good, to offset the melee weakness. however i noticed that when i die to melee, it is normally after getting knocked down from my shield getting hit, which results in death afterwards. therefore leatherneck is useless

if what i said above was a bit confusing, lets just say leather neck is basically useless and i am looking for an alternative

https://preview.redd.it/ynvnfv7oggfh1.jpg?width=1826&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=57fd55c4c9be054a89483edac24e1478052f2f0f

I though i remember hearing that crunchyroll has some series for free, so i tired watching some after making a free account

https://www.crunchyroll.com/news/guides/2025/10/26/free-anime-episodes-youtube

one of the ones mentioned is classroom of the elite (which i chose at random from this list), but i cannot seem to be able to watch it both on the website and the app.

I have also tried to watch several other animes, including but not limited to aot, demon slayer, frieren, and vinland saga, none of them played. I also went through the new list and chose a bunch at random to test, but none played

some of them could actually be premium locked (didnt bother to check), but there doesnt seem to be any indication of which one is premium only and which is not. no tag in description or badge on the thumbnail

ive verified my email, and i checked both the web and app

idk if there is some hidden button i gotta press to watch it. Or if there is something wrong or im missing something

I basically never use 3rd person, i just prefer playing in first. yes ik it will make me ass at peaking, so i am technically playing at a disadvantage

I feel like lancer can be very powerful for me, however it seems like i am very ass at lancer and i want to get better

any tips to help, or build rec

my current build is talon and survivalist

Such as which skin for which character has lore and what is the lore for them

I am not talking about the milestones/skins that tie back to the actual character, more like other characters, such as that 7n7 skin that has an ice cream hat/hair thing. I’ve heard that skin has some lore but idk what.

Im a cis man right now, but idk how to really feel about my body.

I feel like im at the point where if i accidently drank a potion that has a 50% chance of me turning into the a female, i dont think i would freak out over it.

My body never really felt off, but i would say it never felt great. Ive never really liked how i look. I know i dont remember having this feeling when i was a kid

Idk if this matters/is relevant, but I also don’t really bother with appearances, my clothes is the first thing I find in my pile of clothes, and normally I don’t bother with combing my hair, this may change if i hypothetically transition but idk for sure.

i also tend to prefer playing as female characters in video games. Idk why but it feels better? to play them, to say the least. i actually ended up with a bit of a superstition that i play better if i use female characters (assuming the game has character customization)

I have had some exposure to trans characters, such as undertale, deltarune, celeste, and in stars in time, and i do love them as characters, however i wouldnt really say that i can truly relate to their trans related struggles.

idk how to really feel, are there trans people here who can kinda relate to me?

If you need me to answer some questions to help me understand myself, feel free to ask and I can try to answer some.

i want to disable it as it is getting very annoying. ive been getting the same notification ringing through my phone several times a day. it once happened during the night.

ive searched up how to disable it, and when i went to the bottom of the notification i realized that the options doesnt even appear at all.

how can i disable amber alerts now?

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