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He was a huge fan of the series and got me into the entire universe. He died two days ago and I had a
Long trip so decided to re download hbo and watch.

It was almost completely distracting until I’d see something and say I can’t wait to show him this then I’d hit me for a bit then get immersed again.

Seeing viserys when his daughter brother and nephew came by had me crying in the Amtrak. I had done something similar months before.

When he walks to the throne and his brother helps him up I had to turn it off.

For anyone paying attention HOTD is an emotional roller coaster.

But he was funny at times lol, says Larys has stolen stockings from allicent.

Says they be on typical white people stuff? When they harass the black maester and get him involved with crazy castle stuff while he’s just trying to do his 8 hrs and go.

Said Cole and Hightower femboy wants to be together.

He said the girl looking for a dragon in the vale looked like a meth addict looking for her next fix, then a full blown crack addict after she gets the dragon and attacks everyone.

Laughed him off on the phone and said I’d check it out. Ironically I see what he means now. Wish I could share the joke with him now.

Hahaha another thing my brother would keep saying was that he loved the medieval setting and loved that black representation was there but not thrown in and racialized.

He was crazy at times lol. He said queen rahynes was the quintessential white woman married to a black man, but add that to Targaryen mythos and she’s demanding every baby be mocha with curly hair.

Sorry for rambling last thing I’ll miss is him telling his wife they should just drop everything In their life and go start a peach business. And he’d say randomly out of nowhere and loud….

SO YOU WANT ME TO BE YOUR WHORE!!!!

I miss you so much little brother. You put me on to so much GOT. What is dead may NEVER DIE!!!!

Just needed to get this off my chest. Younger brother died 2 days ago. When I heard I didn’t get out of bed even tho I didn’t feel sick I just wanted to sleep.

He was a GOT fan and urged me to watch the spinoff but I put it off, but since I had a 9hr train ride back home I decided to download it and watch. The whole time I kept having to catch myself when I’d say I can’t wait for him to see this….

Get to my dad’s house and settle in… Old Black and in the medical field, Dad is outwardly happy and secretly dying inside for his baby boy, but 78 year old men don’t let anyone see them cry.

Told to meet SIL but feeling weird as hell. Like if depression and misery had wrapped a heavy blanket around you, only thing I wanted was the couch. So put off going over.

I feel tired for awhile but can barely sleep….

Next day I go to my brothers apt and my sister in law greets me and it finally hits me that this is all real and I start crying a little and she does as well. (

Serious Shout out to those heroes who truly uphold the vows of Sickness and in health,and till death do us part. It’s not just talk to some. I love her so much for what she did for my brother.

My bro left me his game systems and PC along with other personal effects but I asked her if we could leave his setup!!! The way he left it as a sort of shrine for him…?l

I took some booze jewelry and his ton of medical grade bud. (Even before his passing he said it wasn’t agreeable with him and I could have it. Now I get that he saw he was leaving us.)

My brother was her entire world and she’s alone now. I’ll have to be there for her no matter what.

I know it’s crazy but walking around my brothers Apt it felt like a tomb, but when I saw the 70 bottles of pills and the wheelchair it was like I lost control of my body and broke down crying.

Wish I didn’t live so far
Wish my kids saw their uncle and aunt more
Wish I gave my kidney to him the moment this started
Wish I played the steam games with you
Wish I FaceTimed more
Wish I didn’t let my brotherly ego get in the way
Wish you could see the Impact you’ve made between me and dad. Are whole dynamic is gone now little brother.

I feel so lost without you.

Sorry for the rant. Love your family and learn to cherish each moment. (Doesn’t apply to toxic dynamics of course)

I’ve had my brother by my side since I was 3. I’ll miss him always. 36 is too young.

RIP. Off my chest.

Maybe Shaw knew Sisko or maybe riker used to bully ransome? I’m curious who crossed paths in the academy. Who’s got the same graduating class. Did Torres get creeped out by Barclay?

I am renting two rooms out for friends but due to rising costs and a couple of issues I’m going to ask Roomate A to stay and Roomate B to move.

A little about them…

Roomate A:
Doesn’t have a job or income, and won’t get his ID.
Slacks off from time to time
Cleans the home(half assed sometimes)
Has ebt and contributes 60% of it to the House.
Cleans the cat litter
Fixes and patches up the home.
Dinner is ready after my hr drive home.

Roomate B:
Pays rent even after quitting 2 jobs.
I share a bathroom and she hasn’t cleaned the bathroom once since moving in but I am not too mad because..
She showers maybe twice a month
Food and drinks are not shared, and when it is she will fix me a plate and ignore Roomate A which I find rude.
Really bad odor coming from the room that has seeped into the other areas.
Electric bill skyrocketed due to using a space heater on all night.

Even tho Roomate A doesn’t contribute money he’s the one I’m keeping for now. Roomate B I love and is Ex Gf but I just can’t deal with the smell and weird vibes she throws at Roomate A.

I’m going to bring it up this sept when the 1 year mark comes up. I originally promised two years but I just can’t do it. Even with money coming in. I know I’m insane.

I am renting two rooms out for friends but due to rising costs and a couple of issues I’m going to ask Roomate A to stay and Roomate B to move.

A little about them…

Roomate A:
Doesn’t have a job or income, and won’t get his ID.
Slacks off from time to time
Cleans the home(half assed sometimes)
Has ebt and contributes 60% of it to the House.
Cleans the cat litter
Fixes and patches up the home.
Dinner is ready after my hr drive home.

Roomate B:
Pays rent even after quitting 2 jobs.
I share a bathroom and she hasn’t cleaned the bathroom once since moving in but I am not too mad because..
She showers maybe twice a month
Food and drinks are not shared, and when it is she will fix me a plate and ignore Roomate A which I find rude.
Really bad odor coming from the room that has seeped into the other areas.
Electric bill skyrocketed due to using a space heater on all night.

Even tho Roomate A doesn’t contribute money he’s the one I’m keeping for now. Roomate B I love and is Ex Gf but I just can’t deal with the smell and weird vibes she throws at Roomate A.

I’m going to bring it up this sept when the 1 year mark comes up. I originally promised two years but I just can’t do it. Even with money coming in. I know I’m insane.

I thought the show was less brutal than the Handmaids tale and has a more psychological impact and pedo creep factor.

I wasn’t prepared for this episode. The way the women are grabbed up and brutalized. The Selection process was what I had read about during the holocaust, but seeing it on screen in a modern Setting disturbed the hell out of me. That guardian lying to the shaken women was so fucking SS. The murders. The sadistic normalization of it all.

The boxes of rings and belongings was too much.

I’m a man and I screamed at the TV. Fuck gilead. Also special shout out to that grandpa who was touching the girl in white. Ugh.

I’m making my daughter watch this show on her 16th birthday. Son as well. Tbh I think this should be required watching.