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Yesterday during class, I was casually speaking to a few of my friends and we were laughing ad normal stuff.
For context, i have sturggled with sh, but it is much reduced and better now. I still have some pretty bad scars on my shoulders which are covered by my sleeves, but if i raise my hand too high or extend it too forward u can see them.

So I was reaching for my pen and my friend said "hey are you ok? you have scars on your arm" and (btw this friend also has a history of sh and the other day had posted a 2 months clean post.). I honeslty froze up and didnt know what to say so i just akwardly laughed and didnt say anything and she mouthed the words "S H" and i just nodded. She texted me abt it at home and i told her its much better now and im ok.

The next day we show up at school and she has fresh, like fresh cuts on her forearm. I noticed it because it was quite obvious but i didnt say anything. At lunch she had a glove covering it, and im assuming the school counscelor gave it to her because she told me she was going and well having fresh cuts out in school cannot be good for anyone.
And shes not like trying to hide the fact that she did it to me, she told me about how itchy it was and i was like "yeahh i can imagine u should put moisturizer on it"

Honestly, im kind of at a loss of what to do. the timing of all this scares me into thinking she did it because she got triggered by my scars and i want to ask her or apologize or something, but i just dont know what to do. help!

So recently i have stopped cutting as much as i used to which is great, but the smallest things have started triggering me. This morning i turned the water heater on to take a shower but it was freezing cold after i waited 15 minutes and i crashed out so bad i started just absolutley beating the shit out of myself with the shower head?? like i dont understand why i had such a visceral reaction. this has been happening so much recently- maybe the wifi will be down for a while, or maybe the crowd is too loaud, the lights are too bright, i just get so annoyed and start tweaking and digging my nails so deep into my skin it leaves marks for hours, and scratches that make people ask if i have a pet. So i dont know if this is worse or better- ive not been cutting much at all, but ive been having horrible reactions to the absolute smallest things

So im making a life series winners animatic with the song soldier poet king!! i was really suprised when i looked it up and saw that no one had done it already. so since there are 6 winners- grain,scott,pearl,martyn,scar,joel- and theres 3 main parts, "soldier" "poet" and "king" i need to put 2 people in each category.
so far i put joel and pearl in soldier, scar and scott in poet and grain and martyn in king. Im open to changing it with reasoning! also gimme some ideas of what scenes i can add in there :)

I Finished AOT after the final part was released, idk how many years its been- but i recently convinced my mom and her bf to watch it with me! we watched 3 episodes and they clocked the story SO FAST. First off, they guessed that armin was the narrator. secondly, you guys know the little flashback eren has of his dad trying to inject him with the titan fluid? THEY GUESSED THAT IT MADE EREN A TITAN?? When they saw that scene, they went "Will that injection his father gave him make him a titan?" THATS SUCH A CRAZY THING TO CLOCK OMG.

And they were also sus of reiner and beeotoroelfor because in one scene tehy asked armin and eren "how did you get the courage to join the scouts if you've seen them straight up?" and my mom was like "these two guys are suspicious because they asked that- didnt they also see titans?" (because in one of beeotoroelfor's fake flashbacks, he claims to have opend his window to a titan)
Its so crazy how much they just.. guessed??

they also guessed mikasas backstory because when she, eren and hannes were running from the titans, she gets a flashback to her parents death, and my mom guessed that when she was smaller her parents died and erens family took her in.

I usually watch joels perspective which is always nice, fun and chaotic as hes always upto some weird stuff. I have also watched all the winners POVS in their respective seasons, except past life- because ive already seem martyns POV in limited, i wanted to try someone elses. I still would like someone who ranked relativley high, had great moments, and was somewhat involved/allied/teamed up with joel cuz i just love the guy

If the dokis were to go to college and get a job, what majors and jobs would they have?? this seems like a fun question!!
here are my opinions!

Monika: journalism fits her for some reason? i feel like she wouldnt go into politics because in the game she said she didnt like debate club because of its politics.

Yuri: English literature degree, an author. only acceptable answer. maybe a librarian as a side gig too... i can also see her as an editor or critic for books rather than an author too.

Syori: I feel like she would take something she finds fun in college like creative writing or liberal arts, and kinda struggle to find a job later and work as a waiter, and then finding a (kinda) stable income thru vlogs and social media!

Natsuki: I think her dad might force her to take some boring shit like economics in college, but she'd secretly drop out and use her saved up money for culinary school and run her own small bakery in the future. I dont see her becoming a mangaka tbh for some reason.

MC: chud basement dweller

Im enby, or genderqueer or SOMETHING idk but i get really dysphoric abt my chest, and im not out to anyone at all including family. I also cant order anything home or use online payments because of that, so is there anywhere i can buy a binder physically with cash? I was thinking about telling my parents that its for a cosplay but they might say no because its expensive.

Im a beginner on renpy and i was trying to make my character say sm stuff, but when i run the game it just shows the placeholder shadow thing.

https://preview.redd.it/ayizyxd6h0bh1.png?width=1920&format=png&auto=webp&s=858243d510f68385406b1f0d71f76c39024ebb92

https://preview.redd.it/3dj5xgn7h0bh1.png?width=1920&format=png&auto=webp&s=4dfd8702be88f16bbbd515d9de2fc963811bf219

lint even says "Rosha casual" isnt an image, but the code says "rosha casual" *not capitalised) and the file name is rosha casual.png not sure whats going wrong wahhh but the backround worked fine :(

As someone who got into hermitcraft in late s10 from the life series and smallishbeans + is really into fanart, ive seen so much art of the hermits with specific traits. And i've really been wondering where these design HC's came from. I often see grian being drawn with wings, which i know has to do with some s6 stuff + watcher lore, but some other things i havent seem anyone explain that im curious about:

-Gem often gets drawn as some sort of deer/centaur/antlered creature, why is that? since her skin is just a regular human
-Docs skin is a creeper and i see so many fanarts of him as some sort of big ram/goat thing
-Zedaph too, i think its a sheep or something?
-Etho with the wolf/fox ears. this one isnt as common as the others but i see it alot too
-Impulse being an imp is just wordplay of his name lmao?
-Ive seen ppl explain that skizz being an angel is to contrast impulse, but why skizz specifically?

Does anybody else have this thing? i dont harm super often, maybe like twice a week, but for the following 1-2 days after i cut i start sort of seeing weird things. Im not saying like full on hallucinations but like, i see something in the corner of my eye but its not there or i keep hearing noises that are not there. After my doorbell rings, i keep hearing the ringing sound for minutes after it stops. Idk if this is just like a mental thing or im making it up??? It dosent happen if i dont cut.

So for some damn reason, i chose to make a VISUAL NOVEL for a school project of mine. So by the end of my summer break (august 6th) I HAVE TO HAVE A FULLY READY WORKING VISUAL NOVEL. It is going to be very short, just 2 hours, featuring 3 endings. Now, i probably should have just made the plot something i would find personally fun like a murder mystery or romance or something but i foolishly decided to make it about the ENVIRONMENT. By the way, I have absolutely 0 experience making VNS, and have only played a handful. (Just the most popular ones - DDLC, danganrompa, slay the princess and the sort.) I dont know where to begin and i downloaded renpy but have no clue how to work it or if its even a good option for a beginner. I also have like 0 percent of a story planned, so i'd greatly appreciate any help in story writing and actually making the VN. Im doing everything by myself by the way.

So for some damn reason, i chose to make a VISUAL NOVEL for a school project of mine. So by the end of my summer break (august 6th) I HAVE TO HAVE A FULLY READY WORKING VISUAL NOVEL. It is going to be very short, just 2 hours, featuring 3 endings. Now, i probably should have just made the plot something i would find personally fun like a murder mystery or romance or something but i foolishly decided to make it about the ENVIRONMENT. By the way, I have absolutely 0 experience making VNS, and have only played a handful. (Just the most popular ones - DDLC, danganrompa, slay the princess and the sort.) I dont know where to begin and i downloaded renpy but have no clue how to work it or if its even a good option for a beginner. I also have like 0 percent of a story planned, so i'd greatly appreciate any help in story writing and actually making the VN. Im doing everything by myself by the way.

To all the cosplayers of singapore - where do yall find good quality wigs + costumes? I understand online shopping is an option but its my first time buying a cosplay (i have always handmade them) so im afraid if i buy online the quality might not be good, so is there any physical stores (not for costumes ofc but for wigs atleast)?