u/RedpenBrit96

I don’t care if you’re bi or trans or whatever. Just be a nerd and live close enough I can drive to see you. And by drive I mean Lyft because I’m disabled.
Anyway, everyone have a good night.

I just ended a relationship, and I’ve decided not to date for a bit until i figure myself out. I’m having so much anxiety all the time that it’s giving me stomach issues. (Imodium is my friend right now). My job is very stressful and changes constantly and for me as an autistic adult that’s very difficult.
I’m genuinely worried I’m undatable. I live at home, partly because of cost and partly because of my aging parents, and I need to get to know someone local to me slowly. I also am a lesbian and have a giant plushie collection. I’m weird and I’m not willing to change for anyone. I’m also almost 37.
I guess i just need advice or someone to tell me it gets better.

I just ended it with my now ex fiancee 24 hours ago. I really realized that I was repeating old patterns. We were really compatible except as it went on I lost attraction because she had such bad rejection sensitivity. I couldn’t leave for more than 2 hours and she’d freak out. Even so I’m numb.

I’m getting paid Friday and I’m hoping to get my first custom BAB I want a rainbow 🌈 kitty (4 legged modern base)
Any ideas?