u/Responsible-You8594

idk I just I remembered that 2015 is a whole 10 years ago. I just can’t stop but think about how better times were back then . I don’t know it could just be me but I used to live in this nice house that was 2 floors I lived there when I was 16 with my sister and parents. Now I’m I live in my own home by myself. And my family all lives by themselves. often times I get really sad and can’t bother to get out of bed in the morning because I’m thinking about the past so much.

I hoped that I could go back to the house where I once had lived in but now it’s just a place where my parents sit and watch tv and say nothing as I sit in the bedroom I had once slept in. I thought going back to the house i had once lived in would make me feel better but no it’s just quiet , lonely and Sad where ever I go.

I really just something healthy so I can lose some weight and not feel like shit all the time what I usually eat every day in the morning or some hashbrowns and sausage and lunch usually a hamburger and for dinner usually a pizza I recently weighed myself and I was 205 pounds so I’m trying to get healthy diet for the summer