u/Senior_Triple_6450

No one cares. You're always alone in this world, and everyone who chooses to help you is doing either because they gain something from it or they just want to feel like a good person. No one fucking cares about you or the struggles you go through. No one cares about my adhd, everyone always thinks I can handle it and that I don't need medicine, but I do right now.

I quit I give up. I'm not going to try and be successful anymore, I don't want to follow my dreams, I just want to be relatively peaceful. I hope that one day, I get to go on a podcast and blame my parents for everything that happened to me.

I want to blame my mom for always being a slave to my dad, blaming me for giving her cancer, constantly throwing tantrums and screaming in front of me, and telling me to kill myself.

I want to blame my dad for stopping me from getting diagnosed for years, rejecting actual diagnosises, constantly making me be afraid of him, and making me scared of everyone and everything.

I want to blame my country for hating people that aren't straight, for never fixing their education system, for allowing the stigmas and negativity surrounding mental ilness and neurodivergence run rampant, and just being shit for everyone in general.

And I want to blame myself for attempting to commit suicide twice, once in 4th grade and once in 8th grade (could have been more, I don't know). I blame myself for being such a coward and submitting myself to everything my parents said, I hate myself for being too much of a coward to kill myself, I hate having adhd, I hate being depressed, I hate being somewhat smart so people don't even take my adhd seriously, assuming they admit I have it.

No salvation awaits me, life sucks and then I die, that's it. Maybe if I had better parents then things would have turned out different, or maybe I am the spoiled brat here that just can't cope with reality. Either way, I'm too much of a coward to kill myself anyways so this is how it will always end up, me lamenting over my situation as I slowly approach death.

Granted, I haven't read a lot of modern philosophers myself, but there is this general trend of people only reading older philosophers, with the most modern philosophers they read being Bertand Russel and/or Wittgenstein. Why is this the case?

Basically just a popularity thing, votes will be done as comments under a post. There's 15 charge ID's out rn so I'll probably have to add a subtitute to make it 16 to 16, but I think we can make it work?

Edit: there's 25 Charge ID's sorry

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Okay, about a month or two ago I got diagnosed with adhd. Technically my 2nd diagnosis but my parents didn't believe that one so we did this again, and I got out with adhd. I was tested for autism and adhd and I was told I have "autistic symptoms but on the level of autism" like, I clearly had social difficulties, but not autism levels of it. Hopefully I explained it well enough.

Now, Don't get me wrong, it's great that I am now diagnosed, and my therapist also said she would help me work with it. However, I'm still confused on what to do now. Next year will be very difficult for me, and I still go through many of the struggles I always go through.

Also, I have anxiety disorder as well, at least a pretty severe case of anxiety, so my adhd issues become worse, and my adhd issues make my anxiety worse. My therapist knows this too.

I just don't know what to do now. I don't really know anything that I can do myself that isn't just brute forcing my way through these issues, which rarely work. So, what can I do by myself that can help combat these issues? Is there even anything I can do?

I want to study philosophy in the United Kingdom, but there is one thing I'm worried about. I always thought of pairing Philosophy with a science, especially because I'm interested in Neuroscience and Psychology, so studying a joint honours course between them seems ideal to me.

However, I'm afraid that these courses will merely focus on the parts of the two subjects that are related, so I'm worried it may end up ignoring other aspects of philosophy. Is this true? Does uni's ignore certain parts of philosophy in joint honor courses and leaves you with less than favorable amount of knowledge in some fields of philosophy?

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I really liked it. I wish the skin wasn't an epic, but at least it's good. Hopefully they also give us a buff with this event too in the next patch notes.

Link is down below:

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Hope you all like it there and join! Big thanks to our friend u/Big_Nebula_455 for making the server!

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   So, we’re back at it again, huh? Well, luckily our Chinese boy has a simple but powerful ID for me to review this time! Let’s get into it, shall we? The ID in question is R corp 4th pack Reindeer Hong Lu. Well, he’s not the simplest ID, but far simpler than some. Let’s quickly start without further ado

   R corp Lu is a Charge-Sinking ID that focuses on gaining Charge, and spending it with his skill 2 for a lot more damage, along with inflicting Sinking. To start, his clashing is pretty good! His skill 1 clashes with a base power of 3 and 2 +4 coins, but can also gain coin power easily, to a max of 2. His skill 2, while you won’t use it to clash. Base power of 2, 4 +3 coins, and potential to get +2 coin power. Finally, his skill 3 is a single coin with a base power of 8 and a coin power of 10, and can also gain a maximum of +5 coin and base power and, to end it all off, +4 final power.

   R corp Lu is able to quickly gain Charge count by his skill 1 and skill 2. While his skill 1 doesn’t do that really well unless you already have a good amount of Charge, his skill 3 automatically gives him +7 Charge count, and can give more based off the current Charge count. Overall, he can fuel himself pretty easily, especially if you have other ID’s like AEDD Gregor on your team.

   R corp Lu’s main use is his absurd damage potential, this is seen in his skill 3 but mostly his skill 2. Not only does he deal +4% more damage for every Charge (potency), up to a maximum of 20%, but can consume 10 Charge count for +2 coin power, and after that can consume 8 Charge count for +40% damage. Utterly insane with the right amount. He can also raise stagger by a total of 5% of damage dealt from his first 3, and 10% for his final hit on this skill for some reason, similar to Tremor.

   This ID also has a really easy way to not target his own allies with his skill 2. It merely wants more than 5 Charge count, which is easier than you think, since his skill 3 automatically gives you 7, and 2 skill 1’s can do that too, or just use his guard skill. Overall, you won’t run into this problem a lot.

   One weakness this ID has though is that, while it does deal pretty good Sinking, it gains sinking on himself for no gain as a whole. It’s used to incentivize players to save up Charge count on his skill 2, but I think it would be good if he gained something from it. Though, this is a complaint I have with the reindeer ID’s in general.

   His passive, with the first one being common for all ID’s with Charge potency, the 2nd one allows him to inflict more Sinking (but not when inflicting on himself, or when only inflicting count) and also deal a maximum of 25% more damage based on Charge when using base attack skills. 

   His support passive gives the ally with the highest Charge potency +15% more damage on the final coin of a base attack if it gains Charge count. Not too bad of two passives in my opinion, though both are entirely focused on damage, that’s the main goal and what this ID does well anyways so I’m not complaining.

   Overall, this Hong Lu is quite a solid unit. While he lacks team synergy, and his self Sinking doesn’t give him any benefits, he is a decent clasher and high damage dealer. And this ID does that really well, 8.3/10 for me, would recommend for both Sinking and Charge, just..don’t kill your fellow ID’s with it, please?