There’s a game I want to review my replay from, but when I actually try to open the replay, my ego won’t let me.
I know the title probably sounds kind of ridiculous, but here’s the situation.
I think I played reasonably well. Meanwhile, there were some people on my team who played unbelievably badly. One of them even flamed me.
So now I can’t bring myself to open the replay and look for my own mistakes, because I feel like it’s just going to stress me out even more. It feels like I’m somehow letting them win.
Like:
“You guys played like that**, blamed everyone else, said ‘dps diff! GG next game lol,’ and you’re probably going to turn your brains off and do the exact same thing next game. So why am "I the one who has to sit here looking for my mistakes and blaming myself?”
I know that probably sounds a little weird. Someone please talk some sense into me. lol