It’s Not Going Anywhere…

It’s Not Going Anywhere…

For context: My boyfriend and I have been together for 4 years now. He makes me VERY happy. He’s the best boyfriend that I have and he genuinely makes me feel wanted, valued, appreciated and loved. However, it feels like it hasn’t gone anywhere the last 2 years…. We are long distance. We live about 3 hours apart but in different countries (I live right by the U.S./Canada border, and he’s in Canada). I haven’t been able to go visit him like I hoped because of some medical issues I was having. I had to have surgery which in turn led to doctors appointments, more doctors appointments and more. Plus, my job keeps me very busy. Traveling to see him also costs money which I don’t have a lot of because I’m so drowned in medical bills and other bills I have to pay. He keeps saying that we have a future together and everything and that he’s making plans to see me and try to get me to Canada to live together and that he WANTS to propose, but he never has. He’s been saying this for over 3 years btw.

My mom and I were just causally chatting last night while watching the fireworks, and she said “I love the guy, I think he’s great but if he were serious he would have at least tried or even proposed by now.” And I feel like she’s right. I’m a 24F (25 in October). All of my friends are getting married and having kids (I don’t want kids anytime soon). He’s a 30M about to be 31. Things need to start happening sooner rather than later if we want a family. I even told him and asked him what his plans were and he said ”I want to spend the rest of my life with you” without any sort of clear cut answer besides that.

{Food is a homemade calzone}

EDIT: YES WE HAVE VISITED EACH OTHER AND MET!!!!!! We have visited each other a few times but not in 2 years due to my medical issues.

u/SleepyGal9 — 10 hours ago

I just finished Season 1

I recently started watching Young Sheldon because I was getting recommended clips from it on YouTube shorts. I started becoming addicted to it and decided that I needed to watch the show.

I just finished season 1 and here are my thoughts:

1.) Missy is the best. She’s so funny and sassy. I love her. I love the scene that’s in the photo above; and the one where she’s at the church event and she begins dancing while the lady is singing. Pastor Jeff comes to stop her and as soon as he walk away she starts again. 🤣

2.) Mary definitely favors Sheldon, it’s so obvious.

3.) Sheldon was lowkey annoying when Meemaw and Professor Sturgis started hanging out, but, that’s apart of the character.

I think it’s really good so far. I can’t wait to see if Meemaw and Sturgis’ relationship grows in season 2. Hopefully Missy still has the same sass and humor as she did in season 1. It didn’t really feel like there was too much of a plot until the end of season 1, but regardless; I really enjoyed it.

u/SleepyGal9 — 24 hours ago

OUR FIRST LOOK @ HEEL LYRA

This reminds me a bit of Nikki Cross and makes me DEFINITELY believe that Lyra will team up with Tatum Paxley once she gets called up to the main roster.

u/SleepyGal9 — 6 days ago

Six Hours of the Glen

My first Six Hours of the Glen event since I was like… 8 years old maybe? Been a very long time! Almost 20 years!!

I worked at Gate 2 scanning tickets Thursday; Friday, and Saturday and then I attended the race today with my family to celebrate my brother’s birthday. It was a very enjoyable time and the weather was perfect.

u/SleepyGal9 — 7 days ago

Heel Lyra will be GOOD

Lyra Valkyria is one of my favorite women’s wrestlers. May even be my favorite with AJ Lee not around at the moment. I’ve always really liked her. I think she’s a great wrestler, and I love her accent.

I get why fans have never been able to connect with her though, which sucks because I do believe in her! Having Lyra as a heel will DEFINITELY help fans connect with her more. I think this is a good thing for her character going forward. Hopefully they actually start pushing her again if this heel turn receives well with the fans.

u/SleepyGal9 — 13 days ago

Arike Ogunbowale is now 15TH ALL TIME for 3PM

Title is pretty self explanatory. Last night, Arike Ogunbowale passed Nicole Powell to become 15th all time for 3PM. She is only 3 3PM away from passing the legendary Kara Lawson. I definitely believe she can get there this season.

u/SleepyGal9 — 14 days ago

I just lost my first baby… I am a wreck…

The title is pretty straight forward. I lost my cat tonight. He was 12 years old. He was a very healthy cat but then suddenly a cancerous tumor developed that spread rapidly. He should’ve lived longer and I hate that this happened. I’m a mess and I don’t know what to do.

That being said, I can’t stop looking for him everywhere. I go check his spots, he’s not there. I pray that he will lay with me, he’s not there. I’m so lost. He helped me through everything and I’ve had him since I was a preteen. I just want a sign that everything is okay and that he’s with me still. For context, I also have a very severe anxiety disorder. He was my anxiety cat and now I’m very lost without him.

I just hope he’s still there with me and he knows how much I love him.

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u/SleepyGal9 — 18 days ago