u/Small-Feeling8284

Uhh heya! I'm 15f, and I feel like I've always had a mini crush on most teachers, at least male ones that have taught me. I never acted on my crushes or fantasies before, but I feel so ashamed for it, and I don't have anyone to talk to about this because it is such a weird topic. I've never had a crush or major romantic relationship with guys at school or even guys at all, so I'm just confused about whether it has to do with my hormones or something. Thanks!!

hii my timezone is est and i prefer to talk to someone near my time, im pretty chill and cool i think...? so unless you can prove me wrong i think im a cool person. i love all sorts of music but i always find myself resorting back to mitski (i seriously have listened to ALL of her albums and have loved her for YEARS!!) and lana del rey, i have the COOLEST poster everrr of her!!! im js looking for some cool people to chat with that have actual interests and quirks!!! im also a huge book worm and am looking for new recs daily, i play tennis too sometimes

hii im looking for some friendly peeps and someone i can call my family, ive had a pretty big argument with my parents and ughhh idk haha. my timezone is est and i prefer to talk to someone near my time, im pretty chill and cool i think...? so unless you can prove me wrong i think im a cool person. i love all sorts of music but i always find myself resorting back to mitski (i seriously have listened to ALL of her albums and have loved her for YEARS!!) and lana del rey, i have the COOLEST poster everrr of her!!! im js looking for some cool people to chat with that have actual interests and quirks!!! im also a huge book worm and am looking for new recs daily, i play tennis too sometimes.

hii my timezone is est and i prefer to talk to someone near my time, im pretty chill and cool i think...? so unless you can prove me wrong i think im a cool person. i love all sorts of music but i always find myself resorting back to mitski (i seriously have listened to ALL of her albums and have loved her for YEARS!!) and lana del rey, i have the COOLEST poster everrr of her!!! im js looking for some cool people to chat with that have actual interests and quirks!!! im also a huge book worm and am looking for new recs daily, i play tennis too sometimes

hii my timezone is est and i prefer to talk to someone near my time, im pretty chill and cool i think...? so unless you can prove me wrong i think im a cool person. i love all sorts of music but i always find myself resorting back to mitski (i seriously have listened to ALL of her albums and have loved her for YEARS!!) and lana del rey, i have the COOLEST poster everrr of her!!! im js looking for some cool people to chat with that have actual interests and quirks!!! im also a huge book worm and am looking for new recs daily, i play tennis too sometimes

hii my timezone is est and i prefer to talk to someone near my time, im pretty chill and cool i think...? so unless you can prove me wrong i think im a cool person. i love all sorts of music but i always find myself resorting back to mitski (i seriously have listened to ALL of her albums and have loved her for YEARS!!) and lana del rey, i have the COOLEST poster everrr of her!!! im js looking for some cool people to chat with that have actual interests and quirks!!! im also a huge book worm and am looking for new recs daily, i play tennis too sometimes

ive had issues before with food and my own self image but this has definitely been something that ive always fixated on, attention and validation. unlike food or whatever society pushes on you, theres no straight path with help and guidance. whenever i reach out i never receive genuine support or care, it turns into a conversation of how im intentionally going for older men. which i am and i am ashamed of, does that make my problem any less valid? im always trying to do better and have fought so hard to love myself but the desire for attention by far is the hardest thing to recover from.

heya, im in ny, the city not the state lol and i think im pretty cool. i love learning and understanding new things abt how the world works like biochem and other cool stuff! i love doing research and am looking for some cool people to kinda keep accountability for the summer to be productive. i have some cool hobbies and i prefer talking to people near my timezone

whenever i open up to my friends it feels like i constantly havr to prove that i did get groomed and it actually did affect me. im still in high school so my support system hasnt been the best and whenever i reach out for genuine support, it ends up being another joke of how i "go for older men" when this shit has been going on since i was twelve. i just want to be able to vent to them, not random creeps on the internet, and hear from people my own age. how hard is that?

i feel so fucking fat rn i genuinely cant do it. ive been in recovering for around two years and i gained >!50 pounds!< and these tests and school classes have been js making me stress eat over and over again. i have a doctors appointment tomorrow and my moms going to see my weight and fucking kill me. i feel so sick to my stomach rn i thought i was getting better and i felt so much better but im genuinely so fucking overweight rn. i cant look at myself or my weight or that fucking bmi chart in the doctors office.

im very much capable and like to think i have good grades and a normal life but i cant seem to get past this at all. i keep getting taken advantage of by older guys and its so frustrating because i feel so smart but i keep falling for it over and over again. im js so tired of this constant battle and constantly feeling like im useless or that its my fault for giving in so easily. i hate that he has affected me so much.

hiya i love a couple things including: books, movies, and guitar!! im generally js wanting to make new, cool friends that i can call and also someone to chill with. im from nyc so i kinda want aomeone near me js so we can talk in the same timezone. :)!! i think im pretty cool once u get to know me

i dont even know what to put for the title i am so sorry lol, its been a hectic week and ive been getting tests, aps, and regenrs all thrown at me for two momths straight. im going into the summer and i have barely anything to do, besides the typical stuff i wont disclose on here cuz privacy reasons. usually, i have nights where i js completely disassociate and kind of sit on my computer doomscrolling but on colleges and opportunities like internships. it ends up with me panicking abt how i have nothing to me or anything useful because i spent all my time talking to guys like him.

i met this guy years ago, when i was twelve and i should have blocked him but i kept him in my contact list.

on one of these nights, i reached out to him and asked him about potentially working under his wing because i was really, really desperate for any opportunity i could find. he was a medical engineer, big deal wtv haha. it felt like a slap to the face when he ghosted me after i begged him to let me shadow him and kinda hit me that he didnt care for me like he said he did. rather, he used me for his fun and cant even help me out with my own life. its ironic cuz he said he would help me in any way he could years back.

now im rotting in bed too unmotivated and too crushed to even study. i have my chem regent on tuesday and im just so so drained i cant focus after weeks of nonstop tests. cant even fucking get an internship from him after doing what i did for him 😭 talk about being inconsiderate smh

ive been in a rut recently and really just need a good friend or someone to talk to. aps are over now and i have been kinda getting ghosted by some people i wont disclose who but its been rough for me, i feel kinda burnt out lol. i love movies and shows, currently im watching handmaids tale, lovely show!!! i also love playing the guitar and stuff. im looking for down to earth people, not creeps. thank you :)

i feel so ashamed and guilty of myself i feel like i disappointed so many people. i just ruined myself completely i feel horrible. i sent nudes and i shouldnt have i feel so awful it feels so gross i have a chemistry test on wednesday and i have studied nothing at all i cant stop this is so so fucking weird i hate this i hate him

i miss calling him everyday. last week we talked for the first time after weeks (cuz of tests lol) and we sexted but im so sad cuz it feels like hes using me js to get off. he told me he isnt the typa person to be horny and js leave but it dure does feel like it. i just want him to call, i dont want anything like this idk why he is doing this to me and playing with my feelings. :(. im so unbelievably sad right now he called me so many pet names

i feel like im in a constant cycle of missing him and absolutely hating him. it feels so so suffocating ive done so much and made so much progress but i still find myself wanting him.