Plss help me get out of self doubt

So I gave NEET UG for the first time along with my 12th grade this year
I was and I believe still am quite a good kid who is somewhat smart but wasted too much time during prep and wasn’t really completely serious
I got 90% in 12th, around 91 percentile in JEE which I gave just for fun being a pcb student who hadn’t done maths at all

But I just messed up in my Re-NEET, idk how I messed up so bad, but am getting a 4.4 Lakh rank

My parents insist on sending me to a private medical college (mostly Gmch Udaipur or dyp or UP ki private colleges), despite being a single girl child
I feel guilty and don’t really wanna spend so much money over a degree (we do have the capacity to pay the fees but we ain’t that rich, like we are first gen who’s earning money and my parents really wanna spend money for my education)
I don’t really wanna take a drop

I do promise myself to work hard and make my parents smile when they see my NEET PG result

But the question I have is that can I really do it?
I really doubt myself many times and idk really what to do
Can one crack NEET PG from a pvt medical college (I did mention the names above), and is there any other offline classes etc required?
And what resources should I use and what should I keep in my mind from first year

Thank you so much to whoever read the whole thing, pls do suggest what to do, and how do I stop doubting myself

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u/SpiritualGear1918 — 12 hours ago

Geetanjali Udaipur

Guys pls lemme know kaisi hai college infra and hostel
Academics and patient flow ke baare mein toh I have heard good things
Also I hope ragging has reduced

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u/SpiritualGear1918 — 21 hours ago

Gmch for mbbs

Guys pls lemme know kaisi hai college infra and hostel
Academics and patient flow ke baare mein toh I have heard good things
Also I hope ragging has reduced

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u/SpiritualGear1918 — 21 hours ago

How do y’all maintain privacy in hostels?

So I’m gonna move into a hostel in a month or so
I am quite an introverted person in real life
And so idk really how I would be able to survive in shared rooms😭

Cuz I like am so personal about everything, I don’t even change my tops with my mom in my room, and I have heard that you might have to change in front of roommates etc.. (not sure which subReddit I read that, it was mostly this one)
So how do y’all manage, and how do you get some personal me time in such shared rooms?

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u/SpiritualGear1918 — 8 days ago

Sonu Nigam Singing During Surgery

Saw this video today and damnn
The legend singing a song of his idol (Rafi Saab) while going through surgery, the dedication levels are just unmatched

Surgery ke time gaate waqt bhi besure nahi hote yeh toh😭😭

u/SpiritualGear1918 — 11 days ago
▲ 3 r/dypiu

Any mbbs students, need some help

Had some doubts regarding dyp Navi Mumbai
How’s the college in all aspects?
Professors, academics, clinical postings etc..

Also, I know there are rich af kids there but I hope they also do study and are ambitious
I am not that rich, an upper middle class but my parents are convincing me for this college as they have heard it’s good

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u/SpiritualGear1918 — 12 days ago

Anyone who can guide me regarding dy Patil Navi Mumbai

How’s the college?
Academics, student crowd wagera kaisa hai?

We come from an upper middle class family
So I gotta crack PG and get govt seat, is it possible and will dyp build my skills as a doctor?

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u/SpiritualGear1918 — 13 days ago

Confused regarding choosing an mbbs college in India

I have two options

One is dy Patil Navi Mumbai which is a famous pvt institution located in tier 1 and has good research culture etc.. (but is 25-30lakhs more expensive than the second college)
The second one is Geetanjali Udaipur which is a decent college with good pt flow but no as such research culture and located in tier 2

Which one should I consider for my AMC prep?
Does college matter at all for preparation of AMC?

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u/SpiritualGear1918 — 13 days ago
▲ 1 r/usmle

Need some help regarding choosing a college

Getting a private college this year, does the college matter at all for USMLE prep?
Or is it fine if I go to a lesser known private college
The only difficulties I would face would be lesser research culture and also difficulty regarding attendance for usce

Also, I have an option to get a college with a good USMLE network (dyp) but it is kinda expensive so idk I am not sure about it
So is spending an extra amount worth it for a college with good USMLE network??

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u/SpiritualGear1918 — 13 days ago

Pls help regarding college

Getting a private college this year, does the college matter at all for USMLE prep?
Or is it fine if I go to a lesser known private college
The only difficulties I would face would be lesser research culture and also difficulty regarding attendance for usce

Also, I have an option to get a college with a good USMLE network (dyp) but it is kinda expensive so idk I am not sure about it
So is spending an extra amount worth it for a college with good USMLE network??

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u/SpiritualGear1918 — 13 days ago

Need some financial advice as a student (18f)

Could someone pls help, need some advice
Pls do dm if someone is knowledgable on investment etc..
Advice is regarding a college and whether my family should invest this much in my education

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u/SpiritualGear1918 — 16 days ago

Is joining Parul for mbbs worth it?

How is the academics, patient inflow, overall environment??

I know Parul is quite infamous for many things, but i have heard the medical college is completely separated from the main campus
So is it a good option to go for or would I regret it?

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u/SpiritualGear1918 — 17 days ago

Happy Birthday Sonu Nigam♥️

One of industry's most versatile voices, The legend Sonu Nigam turns 53 today

Which is your favorite song/live singing clip of Sonuji??

u/SpiritualGear1918 — 21 days ago