Plss help me get out of self doubt
So I gave NEET UG for the first time along with my 12th grade this year
I was and I believe still am quite a good kid who is somewhat smart but wasted too much time during prep and wasn’t really completely serious
I got 90% in 12th, around 91 percentile in JEE which I gave just for fun being a pcb student who hadn’t done maths at all
But I just messed up in my Re-NEET, idk how I messed up so bad, but am getting a 4.4 Lakh rank
My parents insist on sending me to a private medical college (mostly Gmch Udaipur or dyp or UP ki private colleges), despite being a single girl child
I feel guilty and don’t really wanna spend so much money over a degree (we do have the capacity to pay the fees but we ain’t that rich, like we are first gen who’s earning money and my parents really wanna spend money for my education)
I don’t really wanna take a drop
I do promise myself to work hard and make my parents smile when they see my NEET PG result
But the question I have is that can I really do it?
I really doubt myself many times and idk really what to do
Can one crack NEET PG from a pvt medical college (I did mention the names above), and is there any other offline classes etc required?
And what resources should I use and what should I keep in my mind from first year
Thank you so much to whoever read the whole thing, pls do suggest what to do, and how do I stop doubting myself