u/Stuckyshipper07

A bit ago I was working on personalised frames for pantheon character portraits in death order with the plan to post them as each character lost their final canon life. I realized that that was something I would struggle to complete on my own so I had the idea to see if anybody would want to do an art collab. Each person would pick one or two characters to do a portait for and then they would all be postef together on twitter and possibly tumblr with each person receiving credit/hype for thier work. Would anyone be interested? (I would like to do abolish but all other characters are open currently)

Im trying to make an organized list/chart of character info and I noticef in the most recent episode that the wishes were brought up a lot. This made me realize that based off the povs Ive seen (Owen, most of scott, and random bits here and there of cleo, sausage, and apo) I have no idea what most of the wishes are.

Who all have confirmed what they are?

So far Ive seen cleos, I think I saw something somewhere about apos but I dont remember what It was, and I can take a pretty good guess at sausages.

Freshman here. Just moved into the new valley oaks building.

My roomate and I have been taking about possibly getting at doormat and maybe some small decorations for the outside of our door but im not sure whether or not that's allowed? I saw on the packing list that we cant put whiteboards on the outsides of our doors which seems like an odd rule. I didnt see any thing else about door decor on the list but I still want to be careful. Does anyone know if we are allowed?

I am someone who is somewhere on the aroace spectrum (most likely gray romantic and am currently going through an ace crisis)

I rarely get crushes and when I do they make me anxious

The idea of putting a lable on a relationship/having to conform to societys expectations of one also.makes me anxious.

However I also crave companionship/non sexual physical and emotional intamacy(having someone to just exist around talk to communicate and be vulnerable with, cuddle, hold hands, kiss like on the head or smth etc) and have always dreamed of one day having a life partner getting married (big party with friends and family dressing up whole shebang) and eventually having kids(probably adopting though As I have absolutly no desire to ever give birth ever)

I feel like everything i want/am comfortable with contradicts itself

I feel like wanting.that but also potentially a queerplatonic or non traditional relationship isnt something that can go together

Does anyone else have this issue or is anyone else in this situation that has been sucessful?

For some reason I cant get the wheel chair to move to a separate room with my character sitting in it

I have to make them hold.it to take it to.the other room and unlike the crutches it doesnt go with them when they despawn

This means taking away one of the characters open hands and breaks the emersion because if a character is in a wheel chair it makes no sence for them to be able to pick it up and carry it

Is this a glitch or a crappily made feature?

18f daignosed with gad and adhd

Crippling obsessive death anxiety (in particular the fear of illness freak accidents or the literal end of the world taking me out before my time. Also the fear of wether or not there is an afterlife and there not beign any way to properly get an answer)

Started lex around 3 weeks ago. Was doings loads better the first week but came back around halfway through the second and yesterday I almost had a panic atack and started having nasty intrusive thoughts as a result.

Can get releif for brief periods when distracted activly doing something but the minute Im left alone with my brain the spiraling thoughts and dread come back.

I am in therapy as well but that hasnt done much for anxiety(works great for adhd and emotional maturity/people skills tho)

Is this normal when starting lexapro and has anyone had sucess with lex and this kind of anxiety?

19f. Daignosed adhd and anxiety

Been dealing with on again off again crippling death/health anxiety for months. Started when there was a tornado in my town one night. Ended up having a severe existenial crisis about death and the after life (was raised unitarian. So not overly religous. Always hoped there was something after this life but wasnt sure. Then ened up with the crippling fear of there being nothing) Ended up in the er cause I couldnt calm down or stop crying constantly felt like not matter what happend if I went outside, got in the car, went to sleep, etc I would die. (panic atack? Not sure).

Got prescribed atarax to take as needed for sleep. Took a trip with some friends. Felt immensely better and was able to live life as normal again other than the ocasional bad day.

Few months later the anxiety around falling asleep and not waking up came back with a vengance out of no where. Like I was having a perfect day then BAM. started getting anxious every day in the evening and going to bed. Then one of my grandparents suddenly passed and the anxiety skyrocketed. Crippling health anxiety to the point that I was convinced there was something wrong with me and noone would listen and I was going to die. Ended up in the er again but left and went to the nearest mental health facility the next day as I once again was physically incabable of calming down and started having intrusive thoughts about doing bad things to myself(that I would never act on to be clear) I was literally scared of my own head. Thankfully didnt have to stay overnight and got perscribed 10 mg of lexapro.

For the first week and half I was basically back to normal even with stressful things like college orientation and my grandfathers funeral.

Last Friday I was chilling at my friends house(had been dog sitting with another friend for a week but I was spending quite a bit of time alone as the person I was with works in the evenings) and the anxiety and intrusive thoughts(not the sh ones thanfully) came back. Three days later and I am now at the point where Im able to do tasks and function but there is a constant underlying fear of existensial dread that I for some reason am going to die young and not get to experience all of the things I want to acomplice in life(not the fear of death as a whole, the fear of dying early) I can banish the thoughts for short periods of time but they still come back. Its less severe then previously but more consistent and exhausting. Also manifests in physical symptoms such as non painful pressure in my head.

I know getting busy and doing things with people would probably help thats not an option for me a lot of the time. I am in therapy and have been for some time but that hasnt really helped with the anxiety (has done wonders for my adhd and emotional maturity/health)

Im wondering if anyone has gone through something simmaler and if so did lexapro make it better? What else helped? I desperatly want to live and enjoy life again.

TLDR is it normal for anxiety stuff to come back after taking Lex for a few weeks and has anyone had major sucess with severe spiraling and intrusive thoughts/existensial terror surrounding health and dying young

Ive been bored lately and have been wanting to look into online games. (I already love doing co-op games with friends but people are busy alot and we are all broke. You can only play so much peak and lethal company before you get bored)

I have no clue where to start. Its all very overheleming and it seems like with a lot of big games everyone either is rude or already is advanced in the game.

My only experiences so far are

red dead online(I play on xbox wich means I dont have anyone I already know who I can play with and the server are either totally dead or have the few people keeping to themselves and not talking to eachother outside of occasional events. The only time someone did try to talk to me I panicked and disconnected)

A free star wars game I dont remember the name of. I was awful at it. Had no way of conecting to voice. And it made my potato of a laptop start practically burning up and lagging like crazy.

I also did play a lot of roblox when I was younger(not sure if that even counts) but kind of grew out of it. Tried to go back for nostalgias sake only to find that everything had gone to shit and all of my old favorite games were either abandoned or unplayable.

I dont have an interest in fps type game that are exclusivly about combat.

Ive been thinking about looking into sea of theives as I like pirates but I have no idea if its any good.

If anyone had any good recommendations for good games or tips on getting started and not just getting harassed/murdered constantly and figuring out how to talk to people thatd be awsome

If it helps some of my favorite games are: red dead 2, peak(im awful at it but still enjoy it, lethal company(again, awful at it but still have fun), Slay the princess, stardew valley, date evrything, the long drive(although that also lags the crap out of my laptop), and stray gods.Recently Ive also started playing the fallout franchise and have been enjoying it

Hi! Im an incoming freshman who will be majoring in public history. I saw online that there is a group/club or something for aro and or ace people. I also saw that there is a folk music club.

These sound like something I would very much like to be a part of but I cannot for the life of me find any good info on them.

Is anyone a part of these groups and if so: are they enjoy able? What do they entail? Is the folk music one only for music majors or can anyone join? Are they super cliquey or more welcoming?

I am aroace and play the violin well. I also knoe basoon a bit of flute and am self taught at ukulele and guitar but as previously stated am not going to be majoring in anything music related and dont plan on doing a minor

18(almost19)F

Fairly sure im greyromantic

Also (I think?) Pan, genderqueer, and probaly ace (been going through an identity crisis as of late)

have had exactly four crushes in the last 8 years. Out of those four I was only able actually see myself with two of them. Another one of the crushes went away very quickly.

Crushes bring more anxiety than good feelings for me my brain thinks if I bring it up and the feelings arent reciprocated or I dont want a traditonal relationship the person will hate me (before anyone asks. Yes I have anxiety, got diagnosed in elementary school along with adhd)

I have only ever dated once. All of the traditional romantic stuff made me super anxious(I was semi okay with hand holding but that was about it) and felt a lot of pressure from random people for not "dating normally"

Ended up breaking it off because I thought I was a lesbian(nope just aro) and have been good friends with the person for years.

The idea of kissing someone on the mouth freaks me out. Labels make me anxious(that might just be social anxiety tho) and the last time someone asked me out my brains instant response was "oh god no not me why why why ahhhh panic"

However

I crave companionship desperately. I find myself getting jealous of other friends who are in qpr relationships(and then feel really shitty about feeling jealous). I fantatize about eventually meeting someone (or multiple someones for that matter) having a big wedding sharing a space. Cuddling, holding hands, non sexually sharing a bed, kissing on not the mouth etc.

Im also pretty tactile around friends(used to be quite touch averse then did kind of a full 180 though im not comfortble with much contact with people outside of friends and a few close family members)

We are all a pretty huggy bunch and will often cuddle hold hands link arms etc or even just all sit squashed on top of eachother in the same chair while playing video games. Im usally extremly content when this happens and find myself desperatly craving contact at times. Espcially late at night (but not in a sexual way)

Would love to be in a qpr or regular relationship someday but dont know if I have the confidence or would just panic and instantly ruin it(maybe im scared of trying ykno)

I think im also pan (was so sure for the longest time but now not completely)

Used to think I was sex repulsed ace but now im really not sure(would maybe be open to it with a very very trusted person but my gender preference for that is different then my romantic gender preferences).

I can never quite tell whats the romantic part of my brain and whats the severe anxiety part

I want it so so badly. But it also scares me and I dont know anyone who Id actually want to be with like that. Does anyone else have this issue or is anyone aro and in a happy relationship of that sort? How did it work out for you.

Other than a single Quackity stream, I havent been able to watch since schlatt left(got super busy)

And before that I was only able to watch random bits of katie and Quackitys povs as well as Tommy(the only two times hes been on lol)

Can someone fill me in on whats been going on?

Im also wondering what purgatory is (I didnt start watching twitch till qsmp 1 was like 2/3 of the way done and even then I only watched random bits of phil, Quackity, and Tubbo as I am someone who struggles to keep up with streamed smps)

Are there any english creators (or non english creators who either speak some english or have good subtitles) who either only stream a few times a week or do shorter streams?

I really want to try and keep up but dont have the ability to watch for 3+ hours at a time nearly every day.

Im an incoming freshman. I absolutely loved doing theater in highschool and want to continue in college. Im planning on majoring in public history. Im wondering if western offers any theater opportunities for non theater/music/dance majors?

Am I the only only one whos felt like things have been kinda off lately?

Like around last summer ish a switch flipped and now no one is doing stuff together and a lot of the new things feel kind of empty? (Im not really sure how else to word it and this is not meant to be a critque of anyones creativity) like even with all the nastiness that happend in feb 2024 there wss still a lot of really good stuff happening and now other than kinda qsmp 2 it all feels kinda dead.

Did something happen that I missed, am I imagining this, or did ppl just kinda drift apart (first started noticing it after Tommy talked about the paintball vlog on shut up im talking, I have my own opinions on that but that isnt the point of this post)

Does anyone have any idea?

Im not sure if this is the right place to ask this but I dont know what to do.

I went on a recent weekend trip with friends. I bought a tshirt at a gift/shirt shop in the town we were staying in.

When I got home I realised that I somehow bought a size small. I am currently a womens large. Is there anything I can do to make the shirt bigger or upcycle it in someway?

Im in love with the design and dont want to give it away/have it sit untouched in the back of my closet forever or untill i size down to a medium again.

The shirt still has the tags and receipt but when I called on line the person on the phone said they typically dont take returns through the mail(I would rather get it exchanged for the correct size than get a refund anways).

The town is 3+ hours away and I dont have a licence so I cant return it in person

Should I call back and offer to pay for shipping. Is there a way I can alter it myself or turn it into something? Do I just give up? As I said im in love with the desing and will be a little heartbroken if I cant figure something out especially since this is the only suvenier that actually has to do with the trip and almost everyone in my group got shirts