u/Sugar_Vivid

So I applied for this phd in norway at NTU, had perfect match, good research experience in Norway, everything was perfectly match, never felt more confident about a phd (very niche both the phd both my experience).

Anyway got the 2nd place, then found out I have a friend who works in that department and he told me: aaaah this was sorted from the beginning , was given to an ex student but you know they have to to public and interview people and so on (even though there was no intention to recruit anyone as it was already decided).

Anyway, maybe this is first world type of corruption, but it’s still a very dissapointing move, no?

It’s such a strange field, also people in it can be very strange for some reason, maybe isolation? Or who knows…

nu se poate...constant crunt de slab...

atatia comenteaza "bro, sustine echipa, nu conteaza restu bro".

Ce sa spun...conteaza restu enorm de aia e competite, de am fi toti ca tocilarii sa ne imbarbatam si felictiam unii pe alti, ne-am uita la fcsb - dinamo ca la Liceeni rock n roll.

Vrei nu vrei fotbalu e pe rivalitate, respect stelistii na...cat pot si eu,,,si cat pot si ei sa ne respecte pe noi, da la fel ca si ei nu e nimic mai fain decat o victorie impotriva lor.

no miracle, no breakthrough story, no finally I’m alive, just dimmed everything down like my multiple OCD’s (not obvious ones but mind based obssesions), kept anxiety cool (not getting rid of it, but maintaing it at a decent level), made my tragic way of thinking less dramatic (still have it but it’s due my personal views on the world).

rating overall 7/10 as it made me slightly not caring but in a non productive way, and cut my inspiration and love for music in general.

overall: will use it again when needed, definitet not a life fix or a lifetime treatment.

also was on 50 mg for 6 months