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What do we think Nesta will do when she finds out about the bonus chapter? Because if there’s one thing we know about her, it’s that she doesn’t play when it comes to Elain AT ALL!! Remember when she threatened to rip Feyre’s throat out if she asked Elain about her trauma? Well, yeah... Az didn’t just hurt her sister—he regifted the necklace to her BEST FRIEND!! If I were in her shoes and found out a friend of mine had done that to my sister and my best friend, it would definitely come to blows!! 😭

I’ve been looking into Modsquad and saw some posts from years ago saying it’s terrible, but what about now? Are they still just as bad? Has anyone applied recently and had a better experience?

Why is every remote job either being replaced by AI or used to train AI?????

This post might be depressing or whatever which I hate I hate being the person who is incredibly negative or ruin the vibe even if it's just the reality of my life but I just kinda have to vent right now sorry if it's hard to read

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But how the hell are people like us supposed to date!?!? How are are we supposed to get into relationships like everyone else!?!?

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Like the questions that would be regular for anyone else is impossible for us to answer

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"What school did you go to?"

On paper I was "homeschooled" until my parent gave up and then I was extremely educationally neglected for years (unschooled) 😀

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"What sport did you play?"

Is watching old DVDs a sport? 🫠

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"What college did you go/going to?"

Hahahahahaha college? That's funny

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"Ever been to a concert?"

Does church count? Jesus was the headliner

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"Favorite book growing up?"

Taught myself to read playing video games at 10 👍

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"Where do you work?"

I don't know how to get a job with having no education I rely on the person who never taught me how to provide for myself...

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"Where do you like to go?"

I never leave the house 😐

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"Where do you hang out with your friends?"

All my friends are online 🙂

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Just explaining aspects of my life are the most horrible unrelatable things how am I supposed to explain to someone that or be interesting enough to them for them to want to date me!? The idea that I would have to explain that to every single person I ever want to date over and over again terrifies me and gives me disgust and embarrassment but it's literally just my life I don't want to date someone unless they were homeschool/unschooled i don't expect anyone to actually understand what I went through unless they did too

I’ve been thinking about how both Nesta and Feyre believe Elain was their father’s favorite but what if she wasn’t? What if she was simply the only daughter who wasn’t "cruel" to him or didn’t ignore him? Feyre hardly ever had a kind word to say about him; even when she fantasized about marrying off her sisters, she still thought about how she’d have to look after him—though at least she’d have time to paint. And Nesta... Nesta hated the man even before they lost their fortune. It pains me to say she was cruel to him because I truly loathe the man and he deserves it—but deliberately putting someone’s disability aids out of reach, forcing them to struggle to get them, is just wrong, I’m sorry 😔. But Elain would never have done something like that; in fact, she kept talking to him often, enjoyed his company, bought him a chisel so he could do his little carvings, and when they got their fortune back she planted a garden right by his study so he could see the flowers from the window. Elain ADORED that man, and that love never wavered or turned bitter, she is the only daughter who didn’t hold a grudge against him for what happened.

I don't know why I want to know this, but I'm bored, so... how many people do you think know that Azriel is in love with Mor? Obviously Mor, since he confessed his feelings to her over 500 years ago; then there's Cassian who is not exactly the sharpest tool in the shed (bless his heart 😭), but he knows because sleeping with her hurt Az and drove a wedge between them; also Rhysand, the innocent bystander who saw it all unfold and is incredibly close with his cousin; Amren definitely knows—and she knows even more than she lets on *wink, wink*; and Feyre knows because her nosy ass was told 🤣. I think Eris knows, but who else?

Sorry, but I’m on Chapter 47 of ACOWAR again, and I can’t help thinking Feyre was crazy to ask Helion all those deeply personal questions like five minutes after meeting him, I mean, they were EXTREMELY inappropriate questions. 💀 Just because you’re the High Lady doesn’t mean you have the right to know someone’s entire life story.

How on earth did Mor manage to get Nesta and Elain to the House of Wind!? You can't winnow there, and you need wings to fly up to it. But, both Azriel and Cassian were unconscious, so how did she do it?? I’ve tried to wrap my head around it, but I can't, either she asked some random Illyrians for help which would be insane or she took them somewhere else, and if that’s the case, WHERE? There are very few places as safe as the House of Wind, and if such a place did exist, why not just leave them there in the first place? Isolating the sisters in that tower has always struck me as a terrible idea—though it would be understandable if it had been a snap decision made under pressure—but if she left them at another safe location and *then* decided the House of Wind was better... well, you’d have to question her and the IC sanity 💀.

*Not finished with HOFAS but need to rant* 😭

Okay, Flynn, it’s true you’re very funny, but you’ve been on thin ice ever since you treated Ariadne poorly for not wanting to work for you.

I mean, I’m really sorry if a newly freed woman doesn’t want to be your bodyguard, as if she should be grateful to *you* when it wasn’t even YOU who freed her, but Ithan, I don’t know why he took the credit, considering not even Marc, with all his legal expertise, could guarantee her safety.

But, since Ariadne decided to step away from the story, I let it slide, but now your sister is being forced to marry, and you... you just don't care? You say it’s "not our problem"? I read the bonus chapter twice trying to find some justification for him saying that. Sure, maybe your sister is "the worst," maybe she’s a jerk, but the fact that you don't care about her being thrust into a situation where she has to choose between a forced marriage—which would undoubtedly involve sexual abuse—or death at the hands of the Asteri...Bryce and Tharion had to be the ones to save her and THARION IS A WHORE!! But even he stood up for her more than you did 🤨

*Spoilers for Crescent City and ACOTAR*

I just finished HOSAB, and I’m a lil embarrassed to say that I screamed when >! Azriel appeared. I'm a sucker for cameos. !< 😭

Okay, I haven't finished HOSAB yet, but I have to say this... I would lose my mind if my new adoptive parents changed my name from >! ✨Emile✨ to Cooper........ !< Like, at that point, they could just send me straight back to the Viper Queen 😭

One of my pet peeves in this fandom is when people say, "Elain got a free pass for letting Feyre hunt." This is simply not true.

The Inner Circle does coddle Elain. They all treat her like glass. That part is true. But she did not get a free pass for letting Feyre hunt, not for a single moment, because the difference between Nesta and Elain is that Elain owned up to it.

The FIRST time Rhysand, Azriel, and Cassian met her, she apologized for abandoning Feyre and literally admitted that both she and Nesta failed her:

‘And as for Feyre’s hunting during those years, it was not Nesta’s neglect alone that is to blame. We were scared, and had received no training, and everything had been taken, and we failed her. Both of us.’

And then she IMMEDIATELY tried to make up for it by letting them use her home to meet with the queens. She tried to be kind to them and be a good hostess even though she was terrified. The only reason they were allowed to do anything there is because Elain convinced Nesta to agree. She’s the one who came up with the entire plan that allowed them to use their home.

Dude, you have plenty of reasons to criticize Elain. In fact, I myself criticized her harshly for the way she treated Nesta in ACOFAS, but I really hate the narrative that she got off the hook simply for being "nice" Nothing could be further from the truth; she genuinely made an effort to help.

Last night I was watching one of my favorite childhood movies ✨The Secret Garden (1993)✨ and I couldn't stop thinking that the little diva, Mary Lennox, gave big Nesta energy. Tell me I'm not the only one 😂

He had every right to be furious. I don’t agree with him taking his anger out on Elain, but imagine the situation from his perspective: his fiancée was abducted by faeries—the very creatures who had enslaved, tortured, and murdered his people for centuries; the monsters against whom they had to wage a war to win their freedom, and against whom they built a wall to keep them at bay—a wall that didn’t even serve its purpose, since the faeries kept infiltrating through it to wreck havoc.

His father and, likely, his entire family had spent their lives training to hunt and kill those monstersand then, suddenly, the woman he is about to marry gets kidnapped, only to be brought back home disguised as a human, in an attempt to trick him into believing she was still human. From his point of view, the fact that Elain went along with such a deception amounted to siding with the wicked faeries...

Say what you will about that little human male, but when he said, "is this the start of it? You fae males will come to take our women? Are your own not fuckable enough?!" he wasn't really wrong at all, Hybern undoubtedly intended to go even further, given the deep contempt he harbored for humans.

What is your "I'm just going to pretend I didn't see that" moment in this series?

Here is my top 3:

1. The inconsistency regarding Eris and Mor's ages.

Every time someone points out that Eris would have been NINE years old when he got engaged to Mor, I just pretend I didn't see it, I simply cannot accept it.

It HAS to be a mistake, because the idea that the Inner Circle hated a child for years is just so stupid... 😭

2. I absolutely hate that they can smell "arousal." It gives me the creeps, I mean, I can't be mysterious or nonchalant?! Does EVERYONE have to know my business?! 😭

And, on top of that, imagine being stuck near a couple that reeks of LUST, stinking up the whole room, and not being able to leave... 💀

3. Rhysand... "climaxing" to the image of his future child with Feyre... no, just no.

Do you think people still say "Cauldron boil me" in front of the Archeron sisters? I can picture Cassian saying it by accident and thinking, "Shit, I forgot" 😭.

Being both an Elucien and an Elriel shipper is not for the weak 😭

I’m open to both of these relationships because I can see the beauty in each, and I’m curious where SJM will take them. But every time I go on either of those Reddit pages, I see extreme rage from both sides, with people attacking both Azriel and Lucien.

"Azriel is DISGUSTING for acting like he deserves Elain just because his brothers are dating her sisters 😤"

And

"Lucien is DISGUSTING for acting like he owns Elain just because she’s his mate 😤"

And I’m just sitting there scared to comment because I don’t want them to think I’m an imposter 😭

Can we all just get along, guys? 🥲