u/TheRealMakenzie

I live in Fargo, ND. I have no family here nor friends beside my boyfriend. I have no job, money, or assets beside my car and PC. I'm suicidal and I'm not getting the help I need in town. I'm dragging my boyfriend down and I want to go and try and live where I always wanted to live which is the north east. I have an aunt who lives out there who would at best let me have a place to stay or at worst give me a couple hundred dollars for food or gas or something.

I see this as a last thing to do before I give up on life. I wanna see some civil war sites before I die. Basically how is the homeless living out there and/or cost of living. Its a bad idea but its what I have always wanted to do and right now I rather do the things I always wanted to do in life before its too late.

I need mental health help that is more than 2 hours a week.

I'm drunk

What church in fargo hosts a late sunday service that welcomes a trans girl?

My personal understanding is that Sex is what your primary sexual characteristics are. I personally have male sexual characteristics so my sex is male (I will get surgery the moment it is safe and can bare the cost.) Gender is a social construct. The binary is based on sexual characteristics while the non binary is anything and everything since Gender is a social construct and therefore has no actual biological definition. "

I am willing to change my mind on this but you need to show me an accurate model. My model right now makes the most sense to me and and I can find no flaw that breaks the model through my internal thoughts and challenges.

I'm 28 with transitioning since I was 23. I have been off and on HRT since June of 21. I detransitioned once and at cross roads with it again. I look like a trans woman. I don't look like a guy nor do I look like a girl. I have a girl body (not even since I can't get surgery) but face of guy with mild facial hair after doing lazer for 2 years when ever I could scrape the cash to get it. My voice is a deep southern voice. I have hair all over my body that even when saved still shows up as "Strawberry". I have no friends, only my bf who can barely stay awake due to job and depression. I'm unemployed and have run out of all my money. I'm trying to get a job but I'm clockable because of my voice where ever I go. My social anxiety is so bad I don't leave my home. Because my voice doesn't pass, and I don't pass, life outside my door is anxiety hell. I been voice training for 2 years and my voice is so fake and I hate it. I hate everything about me and I'm reaching the end of my rope. I think I could stealth if I could get my voice down, ffs, and more laser but at the rate I'm going, I will always be too rich for state healthcare and too poor to pay for insurance and surgery.

I'm crashing out rn and want to know some honest reasons on why to keep moving forward. The main LGBT groups just hugbox me and never offer any real advice. I need real advice or to be told what the facts are. If want photos of me I'll make a new post. I'm obviously ain't doing good today

I'm breaking rn. Call for help. Mods help me when you remove this topic? Northdakota. I'm not from here

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