u/VainFashionableDiva

I’ve supposed to represent a Supreme Court justice. How do I write my position paper? And do I still address people as “delagate”?

The day before my birthday, I relapsed and went to school .
My friend (T) said that I was overreacting and lying. She has been treating me like a dumbass since she got off her meds

We talk some more , she says she’ll come to school tomorrow. Then proceeds to sleep mid conversation.

Next day, she doesn’t come, I skip the rest of the day. I also cried and everyone made fun of me

I text her “why didn’t you come?” Left on seen. She likes my birthday posts. Unfollows me when I made a story about someone being racist to me. Leaves me as a follower.

This week we had finals and she didn’t come to any of them . I asked the guidance counselor and she said that T took all her finals already and finished school.

Fml fml fml fml fml fml fml fml

She’s moving to a new predominately white school in a fancy neighborhood.

I cried the way home, and then sent her the song that’ll come up when she finishes the show we were watching together (Bojack Horseman) and blocked her on everything.

Have fun trying to sleep all day at your new fancy school

I have recently dyed my hair with Garnier oila in the shade Almond. My hair is thick wavy and black, never dyed . It took the dye surprisingly well!

I want to go over it with a purple semi permanent dye and after it grows out do one of the Garnier oila brown shades (almond was too warm for me) would this be feasible? I don’t want to bleach.

What other colors can I consider? Garnier has a violet red shade but I’m afraid it’ll make my hair break up red color instead

I used fmovies all throughout my life from middle until it closed down in the summer of sophomore year.

I want to know why they added a comment section?? It was either filled with racism or spoilers. I miss reading through it while waiting for my show to load.

We took fmovies for granted. Website was peak

13 years old, rarely uses his phone yet it’s somehow destroyed now so we need to get him a new one

Must be Samsung, must have NFC, good for gaming , can handle jail breaking and all the dumbass shit he downloads on his phone from 3rd party sources, also can handle long calls as his current phone lags when on discord calls

ما ابغى أكمل

الله يأخذني

I live in Saudi Arabia. Our job market is a dumpster fire.

For low paying and manual labor jobs, you have indentured servants from south Asian countries.

For high paying jobs with benefits, you have white people who call themselves “expats” and live in sheltered off compounds away from the general population. Or nepo babies.

Everyone who works in these annoying mega projects are either one of the two people I mentioned.

My city has opened 10 international schools in the past few years. On paper, Saudis can apply and pay the insanely expensive tuition, but in reality when I went to apply the head office kept asking weird questions and judging my parents.

I wanted to study abroad to work on public transport but it’s a pipe dream anyways because they’ll just recruit some western company to build it and I’ll be unemployed at home. We aren’t like the other GCC countries where the small population gets high benefits/ government jobs. If you can’t get a job you’re fucked.

It’s sad, because I really like my country. I want to change things.

I guess the only job market open for me is healthcare, engineering is over saturated with cheap south asian graduates for beginner level jobs and white people for consulting/ managing (the benefits they get don’t make any sense but they think it’s good PR i guess)

I feel like everyone around me is living in another dimension bc how could you be hopeful in a place like this

To be fair most people I know have safety nets. I don’t. My parents are in debt and are close to retiring.

I can’t work the job I dreamed of having, can’t go to the university I dreamed of going to, and can’t speak. I’m fucked

I haven’t relapsed in months but yesterday i accidentally got a nasty cut while shaving my legs and couldn’t stop