I need help understanding myself
I have been thinking about how when I see things as good no matter how meaningless they would be to others I feel like I’m wasting my time and energy because I’m sensitive as a person and so I think I act like a child sometimes because of that. So I get insecure about my personality to the point where I don’t know who I am. And that alone can at least thankfully not have me feeling dreadful when I’m relaxing because that can make the negative feelings and thoughts I put on myself less loud.
Im also so open minded that I don’t have opinions at all.