I need help understanding myself

I have been thinking about how when I see things as good no matter how meaningless they would be to others I feel like I’m wasting my time and energy because I’m sensitive as a person and so I think I act like a child sometimes because of that. So I get insecure about my personality to the point where I don’t know who I am. And that alone can at least thankfully not have me feeling dreadful when I’m relaxing because that can make the negative feelings and thoughts I put on myself less loud.
Im also so open minded that I don’t have opinions at all.

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u/VictorianGooseGirl — 8 days ago

Not a trigger, but still annoying

Does anybody ever watch a YouTube video that they really like, but you’re one grip about it is the person who’s talking is literally just pausing at random intervals to make it a joke about being awkward or something? Been watching this one video on chowder and this guy just does it every minute and it’s kind of annoying or 2 1/2 minutes.

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u/VictorianGooseGirl — 1 month ago
▲ 1 r/find

[TOMT][Web Video/Animation] Short 2D animation loop of two girls pulling a voice-box pull-string toy and hyper-clapping

Hi everyone, I’m trying to track down a short online animation (likely an animation meme or a niche community video loop) that I remember vividly, but standard search engines are giving me nothing.

Here are all the specific details:

 The Characters/Visual Style: It features two girls drawn with very clean, crisp digital outlines. The art style is flat, geometric, and paper-cutout adjacent—very similar to the visual style of Fundamental Paper Education (specifically the character Zip) or classic 1970s Eastern European cartoons like Víla Amálka. They have big, stylized eyes and are wearing winter clothing/beanies.

 The Movement/Choreography:

 The video starts with the two girls walking/bounding rigidly from side to side across the screen, looking exactly like stiff wooden board game pieces or puppets being moved. Their heads tilt tightly, causing their long hair and winter hats to sway like rigid pendulums.

 Suddenly, there is a snappy, aggressive "whip" motion (using visual smear-frames) as a string/cord on a toy is yanked back. This is accompanied by a dramatic, open-mouthed, breathy inhale/gasp of pure awe.

 The toy plays a highly compressed, low-bitrate, foreign-sounding voice track (I originally thought it was German, like a vintage Mattel See 'n Say / Das sagt der Bauer toy, but it could be a different language or a glitched/compressed audio clip completely out of context).

 As soon as the audio triggers, one girl's eyes grow into giant, blank, saucer-like circles. Her body freezes completely still while her arms turn into a blurry, hyper-speed clapping loop, and she lets out a long, ecstatic, manic "Oooooooooo!"

 Cultural Context: The vibe and humor of the video share the exact same internet popularity and meme DNA as the Belgian "Hier, nen euro!" (Stressmannetje) transit commercial—where a piece of foreign media/audio gets pulled entirely out of context by creators because the audio delivery is so loud, compressed, or bizarre, sparking a wave of animated re-creations.

 Where it might be from: It feels like a 10-to-15-second animation meme template or a standalone joke clip that would circulate on YouTube, TikTok, Scratch, or Newgrounds.

Does this sequence or animation style ring a bell for anyone? Thank you!

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u/VictorianGooseGirl — 1 month ago
▲ 2 r/misophonia+1 crossposts

Misophonia help needed

Does anyone with Misophonia have any tips to help fight back with regression and or regressive tendencies? My trigger is coughing/throat clearing.
I know it’s not as common, but if anyone in this subreddit at least has experienced Misophonia at some point, then please share if you can ❤️

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u/VictorianGooseGirl — 2 months ago

Rant please help

This is for my dad. And I’m sorry if I can’t help but plug one ear because your girlfriend clearing her throat genuinely distresses me yet you choose to ignore how upset it makes me and probably won’t actually take it seriously unless I hang myself or it causes me to have a near fatal heart attack. Look I have been able to get out but what he says is the truth so I should just listen to him and never judge if what he says makes sense in terms of how I’m actually feeling. So yeah sorry I’m not willing to comfort you this ONE. TIME. Also this thing with my headphones? Yeah, apparently no one can tell I have them on, especially my dad. Unless it’s convenient for him to notice of course. Despite that it seems his girlfriend never notices. I don’t know what else I want to say but I don’t know if he actually cares.

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u/VictorianGooseGirl — 3 months ago
▲ 1 r/rant

I want to kill myself

I’m afraid my relevance is shrinking by the day. Ever since this fucking whore came into my house she’s completely changed his goddamn ideals. Last night, me and my dad had an argument I feel so fucking powerless. I just want to disappear.

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u/VictorianGooseGirl — 3 months ago
▲ 38 r/Chowder

Mung Post

What WOULD mungs catphrase be?
(because I don’t even know if we found out, lol).

I think “Llllladies”.😏

u/VictorianGooseGirl — 3 months ago
▲ 2 r/tipofmytongue+1 crossposts

[TOMT] YouTube video

I remember watching this YouTube video background 2015 to 2016 it involves these two girls walking along a path until one of them sees a sea and talk toy when one of the girls pick it up she begins playing with it. She pulls on the string and the toy says the name of an animal along with “…goes…”, then after the animal call is heard the other girl reacts to the sea and talk by rapidly, clapping her hands as she goes oh but it’s more like Oooohhhh. And when she stops saying oh, she claps a few more times before it loops another animal sound is heard the same thing repeats with the other girls reaction to the end of the video. I remember the animation being very stretchy and simple with one the two girls are walking. I think both of them sort of rock side to side when they’re walking and then when the girl starts clapping, she also rocks back-and-forth but stretches a little bit on the animation of her clapping is she also stops moving her body, but then her hands clap for a few more seconds. It might also help to say that the animal phrases were said in German as this would probably be of German origin. I would watch it on YouTube at around probably 2015 to 2016. It might’ve also said loop on the title.

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u/VictorianGooseGirl — 3 months ago
▲ 1 r/Rants

I’m never wanting my life to be as boring as this but my ambition goes so much over his and he’s like a big sad rock tying me down with belittling me and this is the way he talks to this is the only way I can talk about anything at all with metaphors, and all that yeah he will sometimes think that the slightest change in my word patterns which isn’t a lot since I never fucking talk when we have our arguments, he just accuses me of intentionally being theatrical and overdramatic for no reason when I have troubles, expressing myself, he just doesn’t care. I thought he fucking did though. No, he just gives up. He never fucking cared to begin with you never wanted to get out of your own fucking ways. It just makes me feel alone and I’m a apparently just supposed to get it but you know what yeah sure maybe I’m the bitch maybe I don’t know. I’m just really sensitive, but that’s not an excuse. I just need some help.

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u/VictorianGooseGirl — 4 months ago
▲ 10 r/Artists+1 crossposts

This is something that I made from one of the times when I was dabbling in painting.

u/VictorianGooseGirl — 4 months ago
▲ 2 r/infp

My INFP brothers and sisters, I am currently dealing with trying to stay out of my room dealing with my dad’s girlfriend’s clearing his throat socializing with him and her, and I can’t get myself motivated to do this. What can I do? I heard that when INFP hyper fixate on something they can really get into it. I wanna know how I can do that but for not doing the same things every day and avoiding the people that live in my house.

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u/VictorianGooseGirl — 4 months ago