I find the fact that God sends people who commit suicide to hell cruel and makes me hate religion
Why would someone with shitty living conditions ,that made him commit suicide go to hell and someone else who grew up in a healthy environment and religious didn't commit the sin and go to heaven
It feels like the game is rigged from the start
I'm a graduate dentist in a 3rd world country and I didn't work as a dentist at all and I hate it because this degree keeps me stuck where I am so I never really cared about being a skilled dentist, it's been 3yrs since I graduated and all I did is shit jobs and now idont even know what to do ,I'm depressed , isolated and failed in life
What passes me off is since day one at dental university, I didn't want it ,
I went to a medical field because since childhood,y parents told me I'll fail in life if I didn't
But I'm still responsible for my choices
I was sooo lost and I wish go go back and do things differently because this ruined life
Anyone in the same boat?
I'm a graduate dentist in a 3rd world country and I didn't work as a dentist at all and I hate it because this degree keeps me stuck where I am so I never really cared about being a skilled dentist, it's been 3yrs since I graduated and all I did is shit jobs and now idont even know what to do ,I'm depressed , isolated and failed in life
What passes me off is since day one at dental university, I didn't want it ,
I went to a medical field because since childhood,y parents told me I'll fail in life if I didn't
But I'm still responsible for my choices
I was sooo lost and I wish go go back and do things differently because this ruined life
Anyone in the same boat?
I don't know who I am if I wasn't broke and depressed.
All my life I've been an achiever and a hard worker but because im in 3rd world country with 0 support from my parents I turned into a failure .
I'm jobless , friendless and I spend my life in my room with no future ,there is no light
I hate myslef and resent my parents and I wish I could never see them again
Hi,
I love life but life rejects me ,I don't wanna die but I'm scared I'll have no choice
Does anyone feel the same
Hi
I spent my whole life studying, getting good grades , I studied dentistry but hated it since the 1st and 2nd year but I didn't quit and chnage majors because I was lost and I didn't know what to do,
I went to a medical field because my whole life I've been told to by my parents and I obeyed because they said I'd fail in life if I don't do so .
Now I'm a graduate and jobless and I hate the field and because im in a 3rd world country ,it's not glamours and I don't have the money to leave nor the never to study from 0 .
I'm jobless and a failure
I met someone who liked me and I liked too that I pushed away unconsciously and now he hates me and is mean to me .
I ruined my whole life and I'm depressed with no money and no energy
That's all ,thank u
How to cope
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How to cope that I did everything right and ended up a failure just because of my environment ?
All the hard work ,sleepless nights ,everything in vain just because it's the wrong place ,while I see others just because they got a little help from their family doing amazing in life
I'm soo stuck ,there is no light at the end of the tunnel
I'm starting to accept that all my life will be miserable but any tips? On how I can numb this feeling ? To make it less painful
Hello,
I really need an online gig , I can edit and post on social media ,reply to email, customer service...
I just need 40 or 50 $ a month, I really need that
I feel like I don't belong to this world ,like truly and I want to escape from this feeling .
Nothing I do is helping me
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Been called a victim for sharing dark thoughts
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Someone I've been talking to asked me about my dark thoughts and when I opened up and told him I shared them with others ,he told me to stop playing the victim and act on it if I want to without bothering others
Idk what to think or say , maybe I am a victim but I really have these thoughts
Been called a victim for sharing dark thoughts
Hello!
Someone I've been talking to asked me about my dark thoughts and when I opened up and told him I shared them with others ,he told me to stop playing the victim and act on it if I want to without bothering others
Idk what to think or say , maybe I am a victim but I really have these thoughts
Hello!
Since a decade I've been having this dream of witnessing an airplane crash ,
And they said it means you won't be able to achieve your goals which is true .
Anyone been having the same dream?
Hello!
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I've been feeling so heavy because of this,
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I'm a graduate dentist from Algeria , and because it's a 3rd world country, it's not that fancy and many are jobless.
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Since I was a kid ,I've been beaten up if I didn't get super good grades , my mom would always tell me that if I don't go for a medical field ,I'd fail and be trapped in a miserable life forever , and she always told me that having fun doesn't matter and that I should just study .
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So I was very obedient and scared and did all the right things, and went to dental school , I was so depressed and didn't love it because I knew what was gonna happen, because the degree isn't flexible and I would.t be able to leave the country with it and all my overthinking was right, I graduated ,I hate the major , I didn't make friends because I hated uni and was severely depressed,
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And now I'm jobless and im a shit dentist and can't even afford the gym ,(I have small savings that I can't keep spending and jobs here pay very very low )
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My parents can help me get back on my feet my they don't ,they simply don't care .
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I'm so sad and jealous , I know people who got average grades ,who were celebrated by their parents and even sent abroad to finish studying and now are doing amazing in life ,while I did everything I was asked , only to be abandoned
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I know I'm an adult and I could simply not had listened ,but I was scared and trusted them .
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I'm angry and sad and I can't even leave and escape
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I feel so low in energy that I became non functional, what should I do?
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I'm depressed but I realized when things shift just a little and I get hope I start kinda loving life, but sadly life isn't kind to me at all , I'm in a very bad situation that I couldn't get out of eventho I truly tried every I could with what I have and the energy I have ,
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I find it hard to be not on my phone and not in my bed eventho it s mostly because I have nothing to do and ip stuck at home 99% of the time with nothing to do plus completely isolated
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Hence why I'didnt wanna take meds, because I repeat ,when I get 0.1% hope and I'm not that isolated, my dark thoughts disappear but I live life on hard mode ,so I didn't wanna numb myslef knowing my issues are external.
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But I'm exhausted, will the meds help and make me happy even if I have bad circumstances?
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Anyone has/had it the same ?
Hello !
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I'm depressed but I realized when things shift just a little and I get hope I start kinda loving life, but sadly life isn't kind to me at all , I'm in a very bad situation that I couldn't get out of eventho I truly tried every I could with what I have and the energy I have ,
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I find it hard to be not on my phone and not in my bed eventho it s mostly because I have nothing to do and ip stuck at home 99% of the time with nothing to do in complete isolation,
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Hence why I'didnt wanna take meds, because I repeat ,when I get 0.1% hope and I'm not that isolated, my dark thoughts disappear but I live life on hard mode ,so I didn't wanna numb myslef knowing my issues are external.
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But I'm exhausted, will the meds help and make me happy even if I have bad circumstances?
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Anyone has/had it the same ?
Hello !
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I'm depressed but I realized when things shift just a little and I get hope I start kinda loving life, but sadly life isn't kind to me at all , I'm in a very bad situation that I couldn't get out of eventho I truly tried every I could with what I have and the energy I have ,
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I find it hard to be not on my phone and not in my bed eventho it s mostly because I have nothing to do and ip stuck at home 99% of the time with nothing to do in complete isolation,
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Hence why I'didnt wanna take meds, because I repeat ,when I get 0.1% hope and I'm not that isolated, my dark thoughts disappear but I live life on hard mode ,so I didn't wanna numb myslef knowing my issues are external.
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But I'm exhausted, will the meds help and make me happy even if I have bad circumstances?
Anyone has/had it the same ?