How do I handle the envy I feel when thinking about the heights of sexual pleasure some women can reach?

I'll try to be brief. I'm a man with a rather high libido and a preference for trying to maximize physical pleasure during sex. Being male, my sexual experience basically ends after a brief, 3-5 second orgasm that sometimes isn't even that good. I always had this vague idea that women can have much more sexual pleasure than men, but once I learned about multiple and extended orgasms I started feeling real envy. You're telling me there's women out there who regularly have multiple in a single session, each of which can last for over 10x longer than I've ever had? At the most extreme I've read accounts of women who can literally keep an orgasm going for an hour or longer, and that they absolutely love every second of it.

That alone would be enough to make me feel envy in a "damn, I can only imagine how good that is" kind of way. Except that's not my situation. I won't go into detail because TMI but about 10 years ago I had a single orgasm that was... Far beyond anything else I've ever had before. I've heard lots of women describe what their orgasms can feel like, and until that one night I didn't quite understand what they meant. All their descriptions were basically what I felt that one single time, and it all made sense. I got the smallest taste of the heights of pleasure that some women have as regularly as eating and it makes me burn with envy.

How do I handle this envy? I don't want it to affect my relationships and given how I tend to treat sex I know I'll be wanting to bring any woman I'm with to those heights and will thus have to confront it directly.

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u/Zombiecidialfreak — 6 days ago

Custom Icons can be added to Steam Input (And how to do so)

The steps are rather simple:

  1. Download/create a 512x512 png of your icon
  2. Find your steam input icons (typically within /[steam path]/tenfoot/resource/images/library/controller_binding_icons)
  3. Add your desired icons directly to the folder
  4. Restart Steam

That should be all you have to do. It's all I had to do. The icons can be found under a new tab labeled "user". Proof it works is the attached image.

u/Zombiecidialfreak — 1 month ago

Weakest JLA member that could solo the Shibuya incident?

All of Jujutsu society found themselves dealing with some other significant problems on the night of the Shibuya incident, save for Yuji Itadori, who just happens to be in the area for Halloween celebrations. Instead the task of saving lives falls to the Justice League, specifically the League presented in the animated TV show. Who is the weakest member of that league that can deal with every single threat that shows up?

The goal is to minimize casualties, but they are considered successful if they can prevent overly massive damage and loss of life (Sukuna getting loose, Mahoraga getting summoned, Mahito's transfigured people running amok, etc). They don't have to save everyone, it just has to turn out far better than the incident originally did.

R1: They have no prior knowledge of what they're dealing with or what Sorcery even is.

R2: They are given a crash course in Jujutsu society and the existence of Sukuna inside Yuji.

R3: They have traveled back in time to the night of the incident and are fully aware of everything that is going to happen.

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u/Zombiecidialfreak — 3 months ago

What if Creation's reversal be antimatter creation?

Perhaps this is just a little too strong but the idea seems straightforward enough. Creation makes matter, so it makes sense that it's opposite, antimatter, would be the result of Creation's reversal.

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Why wouldn't this be well known if ancient sorcerers had it? Well antimatter likes to explode. It likes to explode really really hard. I can see a creation sorcerers using their reversal and immediately blowing themselves up because they don't know just how big of an instant bomb they're making.

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Imagine if Mai learned RCT and started making antimatter bullets. She'd be an instant special grade at that point, or maybe close to it.

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u/Zombiecidialfreak — 4 months ago

The steam controller's Gyroscope has a crippling software/firmware problem

Set the gyroscope to mouse movements and increase the sensitivity such that one degree of turning equals 4-8 degrees in game (usually 3.5-7.5x in the settings at the standard 6400px dots per 360). What you'll find is that the controller will fight you on small movements. This is present at all sensitivities, but increasing the sensitivity makes it easier to see. What it means in game is that small, subtle aim adjustments become effectively impossible because you're fighting the controller every step of the way.

I know this is a software/firmware issue because the controller can register small movements just fine during input tests. The controller is detecting these small movements as drift and attempting to "correct" it by resisting it. This unfortunately makes smaller movements unusable.

Perhaps Valve did this to ensure drift wouldn't be a problem during normal gameplay, but I struggle to understand why this isn't a toggle option when it can cause so much trouble.

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u/Zombiecidialfreak — 4 months ago

Ways to wrangle a red dwarf star into compliance?

I was thinking about the lifespan of red dwarfs and how they would be fantastic for long lasting, natural sunlight if you could just keep them stable. The idea I had was to more or less ignore controlling the star itself and instead wrapping it in something like a tungsten shell that would radiate more controlled light. It could act as a buffer, using its mass to smooth out the sudden spikes in heat and light the star can give off.

Does anyone here have any other methods of making a red dwarf star more manageable and usable as natural sunlight?

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u/Zombiecidialfreak — 5 months ago

Should I pay off the car early or not?

I just got a 12k 5 year car loan. I am also looking into getting a $75k-$100k mortgage next year for a house. As of now I have 2 options for how to proceed:

  1. Pay monthly minimums for the car and put $400-$600 into savings each month to get a $5k-$10k down payment

  2. Put all available income towards the car loan after getting the minimum of a $4k-$5k down payment. This won't fully pay the car off but should get close. I however might get a worse interest rate on the loan given I'd have little to no down payment.

Option 1 would put me in better financial standing for the mortgage but leave me paying significantly more in car payments while option 2 leaves me paying less for a car but with a moderately higher mortgage payment. Of course that assumes I still have enough of a down payment to get a mortgage at all.

The house will be paid off within 15 years assuming my math is even close to accurate with option 1 but option 2 might lead to a paid off house within 10 if I get lucky on interest rates despite a small down payment. My credit is between 733 and 753 depending on the bureau.

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u/Zombiecidialfreak — 5 months ago

[TOMT] Youtube channel of a Russian man in (likely) the US talking about life in Russia

The video format is mostly the same across the man's whole channel. He simply walks down random streets while talking about various things he learned from growing up in Russian society. He mentions several times between videos that he deliberately keeps his identity a secret because to him secrecy is safety. He makes himself as anonymous as possible within them and states as much.

Most of his videos are about describing how life inside Russia differs from what people around the world often believe. One quote I'm paraphrasing from a video of his stuck out to me:

"Don't ask yourself what does Putin/Russia want, ask what it needs to never change"

I remember he made a video specifically discussing bribery in Russia, and how it's become so normalized that it's like tipping in the US. It's just something you do to get good service, or sometimes any service. Most times it's not cash either, something more like a chocolate bar or a beer.

He's a rather small channel and I remember none of the channel name or profile picture. I do remember him being active around the winter time a few months ago, but I am not sure if he's uploaded since then.

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u/Zombiecidialfreak — 5 months ago

Is it possible to limit the internet speeds allotted to a flatpak?

I downloaded the Alpaca flatpak to mess about with local AI but immediately ran into a problem. Whenever I try to download a model the program devours my entire gigabit connection and kills the internet for both my roommates. I want to limit it to just 500mb or something. I can take a general system wide limit too but I'd rather not if possible.

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u/Zombiecidialfreak — 5 months ago

It seems that no matter what I try I get caught in the cycle of thinking through actions >> missed opportunities >> act quickly without thinking >> fuck it up

It feels like I'm just stuck and unable to make good choices. I can't even take the advice others give because it never applies to my autistic dumbass the way it does for them.

u/Zombiecidialfreak — 6 months ago

I don't want kids, and I for sure don't want unplanned kids. I was thinking of freezing my sperm (on the off chance I do want kids later) and getting snipped so I don't have to worry about it. Is it especially difficult for an Indiana resident to go about doing this?

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u/Zombiecidialfreak — 6 months ago