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Gonna keep this shirt cause my head hurts and I'm kind of hyperventilating but a pokephile/Pokemon (literally pokemon) yume responded to one of my older posts about Pokephilia, I didn't agree with what they said, but what really upset me is how they minimised my deep-rooted trauma.

I talked about hiw pokephiles (not one, not one, hell not even 3, MULTIPLE of them) have sexually harassed me, threatened me, hurt me, betrayed me, keep targeting me and stalking my accounts and they told me "well it's just ragebait so who cares"

I beg your finest pardon?

How the flags go first, then bio/names, then pronouns, etc, is it possible to change that? I'd like the links to go last if possible

Do ignore the members tab I'm not done with that yet! I'm not looking for any harsh criticisms please be kind (I'm also very new to this)

But lmk if you like it or something could use an edit, maybe suggestions, etc :D

For context I have very awful trauma when it comes to Pokephilia and Pokephiles, so I do my best to cut myself off from them even tho they themselves fucking target me but yk whatever.

I dmed them, because we were mutuals, like "Hey nothing against you as a person but I don't want pokephiles interacting with me because of personal trauma. I will be blocking you now." And blocked them

Today I learned they posted 2 particular posts after me blocking them.

1. "When I can do whatever I want even if it's problematic"

2. "When people learn kinkshaming culture contributes to OCD and conservativeness"

And I'm just like... what? First of that's bullshit and second of I never shamed this person I just explained that this is a really bad trigger of mine. Now it's illegal to be traumatised I guess

Is this just me? I feel like the overall fictionkin community seems to just not like kins who actively avoid their doubles. They want you to keep it to yourself, you're not allowed to vent about it within the safety of your own account and wdym I got downvoted for saying I don't have sympathy for a double that on purpose interacted with me fully knowing I'm uncomfortable with doubles due to trauma? Yeah, I won't have sympathy for them, why is that a crime?

Context: I'm making fanmade Pokemon cards for my friend of their favourite trainer as we both really like Pokemon and this specific character. I included cards that were specifically edited abd translated to be in my own language as a silly fun easter egg and thought I could do the same for them too. Thing is, they're part-Vietnamese, I know nothing in Vietnamese and the last thing I'll do is trust a nonhuman translator

I already made a post about this once and got a response but I forgot one sentence 😭😭🫡 sooo

What I want translated:

"Attach 3 different types of Energy from your discard pile to your Ancient Pokémon in any way you like."

I have issues with both motivation and paying attention, I only really spend like 20 minutes in total on something and every few minutes my brain just wanders off elsewhere or I somehow end up scrolling on social media. When I can't finish fast enough I grow frustrated and my brain shuts off, I don't know what to do, any help?

Would help a lot thank you!

CW/TW for se///ual topics and trauma

This is probably gonna be nonsensical I'm posting this on a whim as this is a huge trigger of mine which is why I make it very clear on my account (not this one, another app) that I want these people to not interact, yet Pokephiles still PURPOSEFULLY ignore this boundary. I got se///ally harassed by these individuals when I was a minor why is it such a complicated concept I don't want them there? Why do they keep intentionally breaking that boundary. It's like I'm constantly targeted by them and I just wanna claw my skin off, I will never be able to reclaim my body, I will never have a say in what goes because my consent doesn't matter. It never did and never will because these people might as well owe me. I'm not seen as a sentient individual, I feel constantly silenced. I don't know. I just feel so helpless

Vaporeon doubles DNI at this time I'm not stable enough to deal with that concept