u/aclaasr

My dad was diagnosed with Plasmacytoma in January this year, he had spine surgery to remove most of it in December, he has had a few sessions of radiotherapy this year.

It all happened when he decided to move a mattress and he felt a pain in his hip, thought he pulled a muscle so he stayed in bed to recover from it until he lost all control of his bowels and bladder and was rushed to the hospital where they scanned him and confirmed a tumor on his spine and immediately they performed surgery in the next 1 or 2 days.

I often forget my dad has cancer, I don't live with my parents and they a bit far away so I can't really go visit them. It hits me hard every time I actually think about it, he's in pain most of the time and it absolutely breaks me. I love him so much and I just want him to get better, he's 61 and he really doesn't deserve this. He's now in bed almost all the time, getting up to walk with his walker around upstairs, my mum and my brother have to help him up or turn around in bed. The pain had only gotten much worse after radiotherapy which I know is common but I can't help to think that he will be like this forever, in pain and not able to do the things he used to anymore.

I want to hope he will be able to recover from this, it was a huge shock to my family. Every time my mum texts me how he is and that he's in pain I feel sick to my stomach. I've never experienced anything like this in my life. How does anyone live normally knowing someone they love is in pain almost all the time?

my brains are scrambling in my head how are people sunbathing??!

anyone else just lying down doing nothing in front of a fan for hours? I want OUT

For context I'm autistic and I always thought it was normal for my hands/fingers to ache deeply quite badly when I hold something cold for minimum 5 seconds, they turn whiteish and the pain can linger for a few minutes. Sometimes my feet/toes turn purple even when not cold and get cold easily as well

Is this Reynauds or just sensitivity from autism?

I'm really scared of the increased heat and I can't handle heat well, it makes me nauseous and messes up my guts, whenever it gets 30c or higher I'm so worried me or my family will get heatstroke

App was good when started out, made $20 within a few days, it was fun and easy until it asked me to verify my ID 3 times, then I got permanently banned for "fraudulent behaviour" when I did nothing at all, contacted "vip support" and they said they couldn't tell me what I did that flagged their system and there's nothing I can do. Honestly pissed me off really bad, I haven't even played that game for 5 days. It's the best money app I've played and now I can't play it anymore. Don't download this unless you want to waste your time

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I'm 24, I've been listening to subliminals for years inconsistently, so I'm not sure if I had any results except my eye colour changing slightly, I was pretty indecisive with what I wanted and still kind of am.

I haven't gotten any noticeable results.

I am not exactly sure if I'm listening to subliminals correctly or have the right mindset approaching them as people's opinions are not all the same.

Can someone please describe how to manifest? All the do's and don'ts?

I also have a couple questions;

What is "the 3d"?

Do I HAVE to drink water?

How can I detach from my desires and live like they've already happened if the desire is money but I have to check occasionally how much money I have?

Are there things you can't manifest?

Can you manifest for someone else?

What would happen if someone unknowingly listened to a subliminal or heard it while someone else was listening to it?

Sorry for the long paragraphs!

Thanks

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I'm 24, I've been listening to subliminals for years inconsistently, so I'm not sure if I had any results except my eye colour changing slightly, I was pretty indecisive with what I wanted and still kind of am.

I haven't gotten any noticeable results.

I am not exactly sure if I'm listening to subliminals correctly or have the right mindset approaching them as people's opinions are not all the same.

Can someone please describe how to manifest? All the do's and don'ts?

I also have a couple questions;

What is "the 3d"?

Do I HAVE to drink water?

How can I detach from my desires and live like they've already happened if the desire is money but I have to check occasionally how much money I have?

Are there things you can't manifest?

Can you manifest for someone else?

What would happen if someone unknowingly listened to a subliminal or heard it while someone else was listening to it?

Sorry for the long paragraphs!

Thanks