Please it’s very special to me I made it when I wa sa little kid and I don’t have an email or phone number attached I think I fell for a robux scam but I need it back for memories it would literally heal my inner child
Not sure if this fits in this community but I’m not sure where else to share this.
Basically for background context my dad was arrested feb 2025 after I found CSA evidence in his office in our basement. I had a repressed memory when from my childhood seeing underage girls on his computer, but he gaslit me for years about it. He was then arrested shortly after I found this hard evidence.
His parents have been defending him from the start and paying for his criminal offenses, and bailed him out of jail. Part of his bail was to have NO electronics or devices that access the internet. Few weeks later I saw his Facebook account active, and sure enough it was him and he got arrested again. Of course they bailed him out once more until his 4 year sentence this year.
So I stopped contact with my grandparents earlier last year, but now since I turned 18 they have been sending me letters back and fourth, and I finally made the decision to speak to them. Despite it probably being a bad idea, I already know what they will do since they are narcissistic and mentally ill. Me and my mom have spectated for a while now that they are also predators, and they likely have CSA material in their house somewhere. I started speaking to them via text today, and I have came down with a plan: tomorrow I speak to them in person, I get invited to their house more, and eventually probably will get asked to watch their cat while they are away on vacay. I know this sounds impulsive and dangerous but I have always had an itch about people and it always turns out to be right.
I just need more advice on how to go on with this “plan”, I already bought pepper spray in case although I don’t think they will do anything violent, they just want emotional control over me.
I’m literally fucking tired and sick I need actually legit recommendation. I would prefer something graphic design related but at this point idc. I don’t have a degree in anything yet but I am very skilled artistically and in writing too. I am good at customer service and I’ve been working for5 years. I just feel like I’m about to crumble, and I’ve been forced to move out too so I need something urgently.
I need a legit job, preferably one that is graphic design related but at this point literally I’ll accept anything. I don’t have any degrees but I am skilled artistically and I am good at writing. I’ve applied for hundreds of remote jobs from indeed, Glassdoor, zip recruiter and nobody wants me. Some people say that you have to earn a job, but it’s always neurotypical people saying that who don’t understand what it’s like to be sick and burnout and just wanting something that supports your needs. I love working and I put literally 110% into my work so I don’t want a remote job to just stay at home and be lazy I want it because I genuinelly feel like anything else will make me crumble.
I was fired a couple days ago from my bartender job, that I only got about a month prior. I loved my job there so much, except I was left on my own a lot of the time and management wasn’t anywhere to be seen 70% of the time. Besides that, I got along with all of my coworkers and we started bonding, they even invited me out after work and I felt so cared for the first time in a while by my peers. For the first time in my life I was excited to go to work, I was motivated, I did my makeup before each shift and I felt positive again.
A couple days ago, I was put on for a serving shift, and I had to cater to a large vip party. I’ve never taken a party before, especially since I’m a bartender and not a server. I was never trained how to serve at this place. I was supposed to be serving, and the bartender who was supposed to work never showed up, so for most of the shift I was serving and bartending both occupations. My manager did come in which helped quite a lot, but still I was struggling.
Another manager came in to get me started with how to set up for the party, I’ve never met her until this night, and I’ll call her Maddie. Maddie is an attraction supervisor, and that’s why I never interacted with her before, but for some reason she was there to help me set up the party. Already I felt negativity from her, but I was listening to her directions and advice and doing what I was told. After she helped me set up, It seemed like she was going to help me the rest of my shift, but I never saw her again the whole night. I was doing three things at once, serving, taking orders, and making drinks, when I was told I would only be doing one of those. I was pretty much left behind with this party of 30+ adults. I was running and sweating my ass off the entire shift. I of course made some mistakes, and I needed a lot of more guidance.
At the end of the night, it turned out to be fine, my managers were helping me clean up, and the party of adults actually said I did a good job, and they left happily.
The next morning, I woke up to see an email from Maddie. It said I was terminated from my job immediately. Her reasons for firing me was:
“ Consistently working at a pace that does not meet the expectations of the position and creates operational inefficiencies”
“Failure to properly listen to and follow instructions, resulting in significant order errors. Most notably, an incorrect order last night that resulted in generated complaints from a group of regular customers.”
“ Repeatedly sending duplicate food orders to the kitchen, causing waste, confusion, and additional costs to the business rather than communicating with the kitchen.”
None of these were ever made clear to me. I wouldn’t have made any mistakes if I was given help. I was youngest worker there and Maddie was in her 30’s, I feel targeted. I could tell she didn’t like me. Does this sound unfair? I’m just so sad and upset, I didn’t get to finish my last shifts or even say bye to my coworkers. I’m so sad.