u/arbataxmelody354

The distance between Donald and Jane is so real

Donald loves his daughter more than anything and is always there for her, but he never fully understands how addiction works like and doesn't know how to deal with it.

Jane cares about him to the point of stopping Jesse from hitting him even after relapsing and going to full "I'm ready to kill a kid if that means more heroin for me" mode, but still it's clear she feels like a disappointment and she constantly avoids her father.

Omg now I'm gonna cry I think

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u/arbataxmelody354 — 4 days ago

Religious trauma by proxy

I often hear people taking about religious trauma as a first person experience, but hardly ever about people next to the one suffering.

Back in high-school I was a living mess. Mentally disabled, mentally ill, toxic as hell, on meds, constantly SHing. But I had a friend, a best friend. He was nearly the same age as me and was struggling with mental disorders, addiction and stuff like that too. I really loved him.

One day, he had a breakdown. That night I was sleeping so I don't know exactly what happened, except that he tried to commit and that in that moment something snapped inside of him.

The next day, he was different. He was always an atheist, but after that night he couldn't stop talking about how Jesus saved him and stuff like that. I've even started thinking he was experiencing psychosis since he was a huge mushroom fan.

For the next year he kept speaking about satan controlling TV, the end of the world, homosexuality being degenerate, etc. I want to specify that even tho I always considered myself christian I'm also transgender and he knew it, but still couldn't resist the temptation to explain to *me* that being queer is work of the devil.

Every day he was becoming worse and worse, isolating himself more and more from the "evil world". Until one day... he simply disappeared. No calls, no messages, no goodbyes, nothing. Since he was already an adult it was his right to disappear, and I don't think his family reported him missing. I actually think they may know something, but they never wanted to have anything to do with me so I leave them alone. But it still hurts.

People have made up many theories about what happened to him. Personally I'm afraid he may have found somebody inside the catholic church who wanted to create his own cult while not officially living the institution, but I don't really know. Years have passed and I still wonder what really happened, if he's ok, if he's dead or alive. I still wait for him to return.

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u/arbataxmelody354 — 5 days ago

menomale ke ci sono ancora ragazzi SANI..... ke nn si ascoltano sfera eee basta o trucebaldazzi o la darc polo gheng..... W BACC🎹🎵😊 buonasera

u/arbataxmelody354 — 10 days ago

Hate the way Jane get villanized for acting like an addict when the whole point of her character is that even the kindest becomes an asshole once they relapse

u/arbataxmelody354 — 11 days ago
▲ 14 r/sfoghi

La fine di un amore si supera, la fine di un'amicizia no

Mi sono rotto le palle delle persone che mi dicono "passerà". No, non passerà. Non è come quando sei innamorato e col passare del tempo ti innamori di qualcun altro. La fine di un'amicizia è un'altra cosa, la ferita non giarisce mai, al massimo impari a gestire il dolore. Io ancora dopo anni che sono andato avanti ancora lascio il piatto per lui per quando tornerà, e ancora nei momenti di solitudine sento la sua presenza accanto. Non guarirà.

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u/arbataxmelody354 — 11 days ago

A thing people miss about Kim on the bus

In the bus scene in waterworks we see Kim breaking down out of regret for what happened to Howard. However, people often overlook a thing: Kim doesn't feel responsible only for Howard's death, but also for how Jimmy turned out and all the pain he caused. In the end she divorced so that Jimmy could be a good person again, but after her conversation on the phone with him and finding out all the horrible things she did, she realizes that Jimmy is poison WITHOUT her, not with her. She realizes she was actually the only thing that could make Jimmy control himself and stay moral. If Kim decided to stay by Jimmy side there would have been no Breaking Bad, and she hates herself for leaving to make herself sin free.

Edit: I DIDN'T SAY KIM IS RESPONSIBLE FOR THIS. I said that she feels guilty, when she obviously isn't. I was trying to describe her feelings and thoughts, without agreeing with them. Remember that one of Kim's biggest characteristics is that she feels responsible for everything, due to the fact she was raised by an alcoholic mother.

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u/arbataxmelody354 — 11 days ago

Why wasn't the part where Todd fucks Jesse while keeping him on a leash and calling him a good boy explored more? Is Vince homophobic?

u/arbataxmelody354 — 11 days ago

When in a russian subreddit somebody asks "who're you voting for?", a user says "for Putin". The answers: "this is a very serious case, nothing can help you at this point" and "you can read this as 'no matter what I vote it's like I voted for Putin', but if you're serious, my condolences"

u/arbataxmelody354 — 12 days ago
▲ 10 r/sfoghi

FICCATEVI IL 9 MAGGIO NEL CULO

BASTAAA BASTAAAAA NON NE POSSO PIUUUUU NON CE LA FACCIO PIUUUUUU, VADO A UNA MANIFESTAZIONE PER IL 9 MAGGIO E DICO CHIARAMENTE CHE LA GUERRA L'ABBIAMO COMINCIATA NOI RUSSI E CHE PUTIN è UN DITTATORE E VENGO CACCIATO, POI DISCUTO ONLINE A TAL PROPOSITO E LA GENTE MI DICE CHE NON BISOGNA I CIVILI RUSSI MORTI DI FAME PERCHE I RUSSI HANNO FATTO MASSACRI IN POLONIA E SI SONO ALLEATI COI NAZISTI, BASTA BASTAAAAAAAAAA VI ODIO TUTTI PEZZI DI MERDA INFAMI VI ODIO TUTTI VI ODIO TUTTIIIIII CREPATE CREPATE CREPATE CREPATE CREPATEEEEEE PORCO DIOOOOOOO

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u/arbataxmelody354 — 13 days ago

Fucking stop interacting with TMZ

These folks don't give a CRAP about Britney's or her loved ones well-being. If Britney decided to place a bomb in a school and kill dozens of kids, they WOULD BE HAPPY. Just look at how much they enjoy harassing her sons (the same ones they claim to be worried so much)

"But they're the only ones covering what's happening to Britney!" GROW THE FUCK OUT OF YOUR OBSESSION WITH HER. Just because you're a fan or a hater of somebody that doesn't give you the license of causing to a whole family (including KFed) even more pain than the one they're already experiencing since forever.

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u/arbataxmelody354 — 14 days ago
▲ 162 r/NAFO

Making you newborns impersonate long dead soldiers is a fetish I didn't want to know about

u/arbataxmelody354 — 14 days ago