I'm relearning the sax after not playing for 20 something years and I've always wanted to play some of my favorite video game music. This piece is really close to my heart and I hope to get better at it, but I wanted to share it with the FF community!
My main game is Final Fantasy XIV, but I've been playing a lot of EverQuest Legends lately. I'm getting back into playing Conan Exiles a little bit and I also play a lot of MTG Arena and Granblue Fantasy Relink. Another game I would get back into with someone is Destiny 2 or Monster Hunter Wilds. I like to voice chat, but don't feel like I need to always be talking. I'm very available, emotionally mature, and I just want to game with someone fun and chill. I like to talk about anime, existential topics, philosophy, art, music, etc. I'm pretty easy to get along with. Let's game!
I loved Jhonen Vasquez when I was a kid. I had the book with all of the comics included, but couldn't find that one.
Just over 18k hours into FFXIV. Been playing for 12 years and I don't plan on stopping any time soon. It's where I've met most of my closest friends which is the main reason it's so special to me.
I've tried reinstalling the game, checked file integrity on Steam, doing a CHKDSK and running "DISM.exe /Online /Cleanup-image /Restorehealth" on my drive. I've uninstalled and reinstalled on a totally different hard drive and I'm still getting this error. All of my drivers are up to date and the game was perfectly playable just the other day. This only started happening yesterday.
I've been having trouble eating for the past few months. Food just isn't appealing to me, especially during a major depressive episode. I take a multivitamin and I'll pick at small stuff like Greek yogurt to get protein. I was hoping to see if anyone else has this problem with their depression and how you get nutrition when you just can't make yourself eat.
The display for my tablet shows up but it's not responsive. I'm on a Samsung Galaxy S23 Ultra.
I know that my depression makes you uncomfortable. I know that you feel helpless and guilty because you can't do anything for me. I know I get self-centered and can only think about my own pain instead of others needs. Why do I have to keep apologizing and making everyone *else* feel better about my suffering? Why do I have to keep reassuring my mother that I'm not going to kill myself like others in my family instead of being free to talk about my suicidal thoughts?
Why is my depression about everyone else but me? Why is the conversation always about how my depression negatively affects the people around me? Why am I in their lives in the first place? No one ever seems to tell me that when I'm depressed. And people wonder why I isolate and try to suppress how I feel.