u/belldandy_hyuuga

I've tried reinstalling the game, checked file integrity on Steam, doing a CHKDSK and running "DISM.exe /Online /Cleanup-image /Restorehealth" on my drive. I've uninstalled and reinstalled on a totally different hard drive and I'm still getting this error. All of my drivers are up to date and the game was perfectly playable just the other day. This only started happening yesterday.

I've been having trouble eating for the past few months. Food just isn't appealing to me, especially during a major depressive episode. I take a multivitamin and I'll pick at small stuff like Greek yogurt to get protein. I was hoping to see if anyone else has this problem with their depression and how you get nutrition when you just can't make yourself eat.

I know that my depression makes you uncomfortable. I know that you feel helpless and guilty because you can't do anything for me. I know I get self-centered and can only think about my own pain instead of others needs. Why do I have to keep apologizing and making everyone *else* feel better about my suffering? Why do I have to keep reassuring my mother that I'm not going to kill myself like others in my family instead of being free to talk about my suicidal thoughts?

Why is my depression about everyone else but me? Why is the conversation always about how my depression negatively affects the people around me? Why am I in their lives in the first place? No one ever seems to tell me that when I'm depressed. And people wonder why I isolate and try to suppress how I feel.