u/broom_pan

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You think those genocidal maniacs haven't felt some bullshit sense of calling since the earliest days of slavery and civilization?? Come on.

My purpose is in revealing the true nature of divination and teaching people how to connect with the world. They'd rather start wars, bunch of assholes. I'm sick of meaningless wars, that clearly only benefit the same abusers that have always dishonored their contracts with the human race. That's why they're so scared.

This is going to be super brief. I'm using a voice-to-text for this message. I have spent months writing and typing, speaking seems to be the best way to communicate.

I have a story to share. I just need to have someone that I can feel some kind of rapport with so I can go ahead and tell my story and eventually release it to the world. The goal is to eventually spread my method so that we can start to build something together.

Local communities - if anyone has any other suggestions on where to go to find an audience, that would be nice. The kind of work that I am currently involved with has to do with divination and other trauma-related services that exist currently to help people navigate their lives.

These posts, they end up nowhere usually. Do people not realize how lonely social media is? I come here and seek people to connect with. Only degenerates seeking sex seem to be able to have an easy time meeting up. Within an hour if I was offering sex I'd find someone. I'm surprised no one angry enough has made an example of someone this way.

I would like to start a group to provide people with information that can help them with their awakenings and heal their trauma (perspective) but I just want my story to be heard by a private audience first. I'm seriously stuck and hung up on this part.

I'm in the US and strongly favor in person relationships. Avoiding social media IS hurting me, but it's a hurt I'm willing to take on if it means people won't develop a parasocial relationship with me without me having real friends first

Hi, I've got a huge thing I've been working on for years and subs like these are where I am needed but I need help.

As you all know the world is seriously fucked and I need friends. I have not had a normal job (drove for UBER - no friends there for instance! Uber is a huge trap btw DO NOT DO IT!!!!) so it makes it hard for me to have a "reason" to consistently meet people.

I am near NYC so there are lots and lots of people but somehow it all means nothing if I can't connect to like-minded individuals. I have recent institutional betrayal that has me motivated to send all traditional help to hell (and rightfully so).

I just need a group. Friends. I want to make a group from scratch and if people stick around long enough they will be rewarded. Rewarded how? Perspective.

I have a lot to share.

Enough to have too many men look at the woman that is in front of them with disgust.

They don't even last long enough!!!!

Update: inspired by u/Obvious_Exercise_153

Thanks!

I have had my whole family ignore me for years. I was taken advantage of in therapy by someone who I trusted to help me with my stickiness in life.

People who are experiencing SI are severely neglected and abused yet they are made to feel like the problem every step of the way.

I don't know what to do. Even if we heal our trauma and deconstruct the lies that have shaped us, the world is still evil and exploitative. I trust no one now. All the therapists dump me to 988. The 5150 attempt released me after two hours. I was only "stressed". I have no money for services. They gatekeep life here. But if I say I want out that's a problem. A crisis. No. It is a byproduct of our society.

My posts get deleted or removed even though I have done nothing wrong, too. Censorship adds to the suffocation. There are violent savages right now talking about guns and hating women yet when I say that I don't want to be here that's a problem. The internet Is a joke.

This kind of experience has been incredibly isolating. I told someone via DMs that the therapy culture itself is a whole world of its own. Once you've been in long enough, it changes you. The others find it difficult to understand the concepts and dynamics unless they've been in therapy themselves.

Coming here for me has been enormously validating to me, it has given me life.

We're all complaining about the same pain points. The same gaps in the field. I want to do something about it.

There's a lot of opportunity. In person meetups seem to be favorable when we've all been hurt by being vulnerable in an unsafe place. It allows for accountability and safety where there otherwise is none.

Those social workers are clowns if they see at least 10% of the therapeutic population that is being "served" dropping like flies while they continue to do nothing about it.

I want to do something about it.

No one is addressing us.

How do we address each other? Lots of us are here figuratively bleeding out. Sometimes literally.

I came up with better intake systems that fully honors people instead of erasing them.

Btw idk if anyone has noticed, but this community (along with other mental health related subs) is vulnerable. Because we have been hurt. Because we dared to ever have needs.

There is a dynamic that has gone unchecked - the help seeker is vulnerable to the help giver, always. I'm so sorry that you were hurt.

Update:

I have ideas. I think the conditions that therapists are working in are grounds for a new movement. We reflect those conditions 😊

I am working on a group that people can officially join. I do not think one has been formally established on our behalf. (our behalf = the clients).

Therapists have an advantage over us, they can unite underneath their degrees and licenses, we unite underneath our needs and trauma.

This is fundamentally extremely challenging to pin down, due to the overwhelming masses of people and the diversity of the trauma that people experience. A lot of our trauma is from a dysfunctional culture btw. Not sure what beast to shoot at first.

I do not want to gatekeep.

Where are the therapists? Oh. They're busy working. Oops.

I became extremely sensitive after an emotional entanglement that I experienced. It was totally unexpected and super overwhelming, if I'm being honest.

I've since had my heart broken and my ability has literally died.

I was ultra receptive to so many things. Things I honestly had no business knowing!

Has anyone else experienced this? How did you find yourself again?

I think the thought is extremely scary. How do they do it? Beyonce wrote all about her husband doing all kinds of stuff. I don't keep up with anyone I'm just referencing "Sorry" and what little I know about any "drama".

This would be so scary to talk about if it were hypothetically me in that situation.

How are people vulnerable? How are people brave?

People also judge and betray how do people get over that fear. Nothing would get done if people lived in fear!!!!

Ok I'll be more specific. Imagine there's a job that needs to be done, but there's no one to do it so I have to do it type of deal. But I'd rather just see someone else do it instead!!!

I transitioned at a major LGBT community health center. I went there on my day of my 18th birthday. I had been there for 10 years. I started therapy there. I was randomly assigned to a therapist. I always had an appreciation for the industry and the field. Trusted therapists. I used to tell her that I was naive. I was.

I was not happy with the relationship but when I would try to leave she would say something that would confuse me.

It took me months to get out of that relationship. In the end I ended up detransitioning and was abandoned. I never even got my referral. This place is in the middle of NYC.

I don't know what to do anymore.

Neglect and abandonment are what I have and I am ready to take it out on the world. No one has listened.

I already had a history of isolation. That therapist isolated me even further. Set me up, according to my own records and logs.

We are our own best witnesses.

When a therapist fails, they push the burden on to someone else. They always get away with it. The only thing they aren't allowed to do is sleep with someone. They can break them, though.

What I hate the most is that it will always be framed as the client's fault. Always. They hide behind each other, as well. Always outsourcing accountability.

I scream sobbed a month ago to a social worker I was dating recently - "What is the point of therapy?!"

My social worker therapist ex girlfriend was banking on me to just forget what happened to me.

I don't know what to do anymore I'm just smearing myself all over the internet like a pile of shit desperate to be erased.

Every time I go to meet another therapist/predator, it's the same game.

I made some art to try and express what happened to me. I see what I have experienced happening to others here. I thought I would be in good company.

I have been transparent about my experience with them and they have been ignoring me. Referring me to other places and without a referral from my "provider". They abandoned me. Left me for dead.

Everyone who crashes and burns was failed many times over. I can't wait for this war to be over. My own body became the battlefield.

I'd rather bail than face the public. How do people cope with attention? Friends? How do people find those?

Is there anyone out there (please pretend I'm yelling from the bottom of a well) that knows anything about anything? Thanks.

Here's a snippet of my perspective that needs to be delivered:

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How can a detransitioned female look in the mirror after waking up to the patriarchy? I have betrayed all women everywhere, in my eyes.

I don't know what to do. I would be laughed out of all women's only spaces. They should allow euthanasia.

FTMTF is the outcome. My voice is broken forever.

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We bypass a lot. This is a great burden. One of the many that I carry. I was abandoned by Callen-Lorde. They helped me transition.

I seek a community of people who have noticed its power. I can't believe people aren't into this as much!!!