u/cattyaggy

this is an actual question. mostly asking cuz yall like the stv

Is it unavoidable? Its kinda annoying since like why dont they just eat food? They cant buy more? Or farm more? Was the environment collapsing or something? What're the preconditons to the hungry 40s?

Im a straight, heterosexual marxist but everytime I try to read any of Hegels work, my mind drifts to kissing and engaging in intimate activity with people of the same sex. Fantasing about unveiling the treasurses under the clothes, in the pants, in their mouth, kissing them passionately and licking them gently, exploring every inch of the body. Letting myself be explored. Learning stuff Ive never known about me or my partner beforehand. My genetalia feels really tingly whenever I read hegel too. I do not know why this happens. This doesnt happen when I read any marxists., However, everytime I engage with Hegel, I feel strange feeling I've never felt before. I keep fantasting and fanatsing, the fantasies growing lewder by the minute. I do not knopw why this keeps happening. Has this happened to anyone else? The only similar feeling is whenever I play New Vegas and really wanna change my character to a boy for some reason even though i started as a girl. I only read Hegel because lenin said I wont get Capital if I dont ger hegel. Was this Lenins plan all along? To turn me gay? Im so confused, a whirlwind of emotions are flowing through me justlike the whirlwind of lewd images I think of. How can I ever face my friends without thinking of kissing them? How queer of an experience this all is!

Im a straight, heterosexual marxist but everytime I try to read any of Hegels work, my mind drifts to kissing and engaging in intimate activity with people of the same sex. Fantasing about unveiling the treasurses under the clothes, in the pants, in their mouth, kissing them passionately and licking them gently, exploring every inch of the body. Letting myself be explored. Learning stuff Ive never known about me or my partner beforehand. My genetalia feels really tingly whenever I read hegel too. I do not know why this happens. This doesnt happen when I read any marxists., However, everytime I engage with Hegel, I feel strange feeling I've never felt before. I keep fantasting and fanatsing, the fantasies growing lewder by the minute. I do not knopw why this keeps happening. Has this happened to anyone else? The only similar feeling is whenever I play New Vegas and really wanna change my character to a boy for some reason even though i started as a girl. I only read Hegel because lenin said I wont get Capital if I dont ger hegel. Was this Lenins plan all along? To turn me gay? Im so confused, a whirlwind of emotions are flowing through me justlike the whirlwind of lewd images I think of. How can I ever face my friends without thinking of kissing them? How queer of an experience this all is!

Curious about whats in it at all. I plan to join in a few years as I wanna finish other parts of my life first but I do still have time for theory. Ive already read and annotated the Manifesto, Utopian and Scientific, Principles, Gotha Programme, and am working through Kapital(300 pages ins o far. yay), Capitalism in Russia, and Reform or revolution. (for context I intend to continue reading until(in no probable order except i finish Marx and engels and lenin and Luxemburg before anything else)I finish all 3 parts of capital, grundrisee, orgin of family, 18th brumiaire, 1844 manuscripts, Wage-Labour and Capital and Value, Price, and Profit, what is to be done, state and revolution, mass strike, leninism vs marxism, some trotsky, mao's red books, some stalin, some guevera, prison notebooks, blackshirts and the reds, bordigas works, essential juche works, some ho chi minh, settlers, poverty of philosophy, feurbacht, german ideology, and also some non marxist works like hegel and mill and bentham and technocracy and kant and the greeks(actually reading republic now.) and machiavelli and actual history books on revolutions.) just wanted to know whats in the PSLs course and if i'd be better to just get my life together and join the PSL so I can take their programme over my self study. Also curious as to lenght, if it has a cost, typical lessons.

I just despise listening. None of the content I like is on level in french(TL), the stuff on level is uninteresting to me, and listening is just very boring when you comprehend not 100% of it. Reading is fine but Listening is just the hardest skill for me. Any advice on how to make listening less terrible outside of just pushing through and hoping something happens?

i feel my bones ripping my flesh from the inside each time i listening. its crying to be free. my body is a prison. my mind enslaved to listen. i crave relief, of any kind form the eternal hellhole. i am unable to cry out in agony as i live with others. i have no good ears, and i must listen.

I just despise listening. None of the content I like is on level in french, the stuff on level is uninteresting to me, and listening is just very boring when you comprehend not 100% of it. Reading is fine but Listening is just the hardest skill for me. Any advice on how to make listening less terrible outside of just pushing through and hoping something happens?

i feel my bones ripping my flesh from the inside each time i listening. its crying to be free. my body is a prison. my mind enslaved to listen. i crave relief, of any kind form the eternal hellhole. i am unable to cry out in agony as i live with others. i have no good ears, and i must listen

My version lacks page numbers but the full text is "But if, upon this showing, division into classes has a certain historical justification, it has this only for a given period, only under given social conditions. It was based upon the insufficiency of production. It will be swept away by the complete development of modern productive forces. And, in fact, the abolition of classes in society presupposes a degree of historical evolution at which the existence, not simply of this or that particular ruling class, but of any ruling class at all, and, therefore, the existence of class distinction itself, has become a obsolete anachronism. It presupposes, therefore, the development of production carried out to a degree at which appropriation of the means of production and of the products, and, with this, of political domination, of the monopoly of culture, and of intellectual leadership by a particular class of society, has become not only superfluous but economically, politically, intellectually, a hindrance to development.". Been re reading this over and over and still cannot seem to parse what Engels is saying here. Is he in support of it? Opposed? Difficult to tell with how he writes.

reading utopian and scientific and got to the page where engels was dissing the failed societies of reason(my book has no page numbers so i cant say exactly where) and this line really confused me. The entire paragraph for context is "The number of crimes increased from year to year. Formerly, the feudal vices had openly stalked about in broad daylight; though not eradicated, they were now at any rate thrust into the background. In their stead, the bourgeoise vices, hitherto practiced in secret, began to blossom more luxuriantly. Trade became to a greater and greater extent cheating. The fraternity of the revolutionary motto was realized in the chicanery and rivalries of the battle of competition. Oppression by force was replaced by corruption; the sword, as the first social lever, by gold. The right of the first night was transferred from feudal lords to bourgeoise manufacturers." its been like three days and i cannot figure out for the life of me what this jolly, buff, handsome, sharp jawline having, masculine, bearded, intelligent, witty, heroic, beautiful, dreamy, and sociable german guy was saying in that trade line. i understood the 250 pages of Capital vol 1 ive read better than this line. So please, comrades, aid me because what was he tryna to say?

Is there a show with a slow burn secret relationship thats eventually discovered by a relative or authority figure after a slip up or pure deduction. Said relative/authority figure does not approve of the match (for any reason whatsoever), and tries separation or other consequences (or just asking them to end it). eventually they come around after being persuaded by the main couple. setting preferred is high school but im fine with any setting really. for context i did watch and love sakura trick.