u/chickeneatscales

Me to tired and lazy to get a new therapist and start talking about my problems again instead I'll just rot in my own paranoia

I'm just going in circles I got to therapy therapy ends then go to another therapist just to be told the same stuff do the same coping mechanisms It works for a small amount of time then never fixing me long term I'm so tired I don't understand why it's not working I put so much effort in I genuinely had a good attitude I kept at it I'm still doing the coping mechanisms but it's not enough

u/chickeneatscales — 1 day ago

New to clay sculpture

Hi I'm new to this hobby any tips would be appreciated I tried to cover this sculpt as it was drying with a cloth bag tp try and avoid cracks but it didn't work out that great

u/chickeneatscales — 5 days ago

It often feels diluted

I can't handle these episodes of apathy then rage then sadness the feeling of lacking then trying to fill it with sensation I've tried working out I've tried all sorts of media hobbies and medicine and yet these episodes are still frequent I wish to have that bountiful feeling of contentment or at the very least mind stimulating of deserved wrath thats myself made all these useless words have said nothing in a worth processing dialect rambling

u/chickeneatscales — 11 days ago