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Did our IUI 7/21. Everything looked good. One 18mm follicle, endo lining 6.57. Sperm count post wash was 15 million and motility was 84%. Took my trigger shot 6pm 7/20 and IUI was at 11:30 AM. I dont remember my exact AMH levels but I know my clinic said it was a tad low, but nothing concerning. Im 30F, husband is 41M.

Took a test early this morning (8/4) just for a BFN to show up. I just don't understand. We did everything we were supposed to. We even BD the night of the procedure and the day after. I took my progesterone. I had hope that maybe it would work. My anxiety is kicking in high gear and I can't stop crying. I had a bad feeling in my gut that started a few days ago, but chalked it up to anxiety and medication side effects.

At least now I can start the grieving process. Guess I'll wait for my period to come so we can attempt IUI #2.

We are doing our first IUI tomorrow morning (7/21) at 11:30! I have a nice, mature follicle at 18mm ready for triggering! I'm so excited! Anyone else doing theirs tomorrow? Good luck and baby dust to all!

Last week my clinic bumped me up on my Letrozole from 7 mg to 10mg after my initial ultrasound showed little follicle growth. Had a follow up ultrasound today and it looks like I have a few follicles that are close to being dominant! They suggested we wait one more day for one to grow a bit more. We go back for another ultrasound tomorrow, and if it looks good, I will trigger at the clinic, and we will be doing IUI on Tuesday! I'm over the moon right now after having 3 canceled cycles due to slow response on initial Letrozole dosage.

Wishing for the best for myself and everyone else here! 🙏✨️

I know I'm not alone, but my heart feels so heavy today. Seeing all the new and expecting moms being celebrated, seeing videos of children giving their moms flowers, breakfast in bed and saying "happy mother's day mommy I love you!" I wonder if that will ever be me. I've been crying since I woke up today.

I'm going to give myself extra love today and limit my social media use. I hope you guys will give yourself extra love, because we all matter today, too. All of us who are still waiting. All of those who were never able to hold their babies. All of those with cancelled and failed cycles. All of us who are still hoping that every month will be different.

Thinking of you all 💐