Living alone worsened my dermatillomania. How to find the motivation to quit?
I live alone with 2 cats. I don’t frequently see people because I work remotely and I’m very insecure of my disfigured skin. When I had a healthy social life and lived with roommates, my dermatillomania was mild. I really took care of my appearance because I cared what others thought of me. I also had limited privacy to pick because I lived with roommates.
Since living alone, I’ve truly let myself go. I no longer care about my appearance because I rarely see people. I don’t seem to care about developing hyperpigmentation or scars on my face so I continue to pick excessively. It is very satisfying but I do feel guilty and shameful. I don’t seem to care enough to stop though. I really want clear skin again so I can feel confident to go out and socialize. I no longer want to hide. How can I find the motivation to quit picking?