u/foreverlonely04

Its so freaking boring, its like I feel dead, I have no one to hangout with and I have so much ffuckign free time I dont know how to use it because I am anhedonic ( lost interest in everything like everything is fucking boring to do) and I dont know what t od o everyone in my family are working for their future and im just sitting here doing nothing just overthinking like if I had frineds I could literally just call them rn and my siblings hate me why do they hate me I dont know why they hate me I mean my older sister always calls me but I hate myself so I push her away and avoid her and that's why I feel so lonely and my younger brothers are like expecting me to get a life because im the eldest and nobody cares about the oldest siblings they have to figure out their shit out and if I just apply for college and then I can move out of my parents house and finally live for myself I dont wanna live on neetbux its making me lazy and fat and disgusting I forget to shower and my family has to remind me of showering its embarrassing when people know that I have no friends and no work and no job and no school and doing nothing dont tell me HOBBIES are going to make me happy IM ISOLATED, I need people that's the only thing that gonna be making me happy and you dont understand if you tell me that being alone is the best thing ever NO its not for me!!! stop putting your energy into my words I HATE being alone why dont u understand that I Am going INSANE in my room and in my parents house and I CANT LIVE LIKE A LOSER ANYMORE FUCK NOBODY here wants to give me anything they think I cant work that's why I am a neet they think that they diagnosed me with a mental illness but I am perfect okay I do not have any mental illness I just wanna so bad to be a normie to have a normal life to be like others how many are happy being a neet its not the dream life I wanted so PLEASE READ THIS AND SPREAD AWARENEED IN THE NEET SUBREDDIT<3 (❤️

i have no interests

I have no friends

when someone talks to me I ghost them or I block them

how do I get out of neetdom?

im so lonely rn I think im gonna die of loneliness

Why cant I change my boring life?

if I take off my hijab my mom will hate me and my dad will hate me most will hate me are my siblings and everyone in family will never respect me

fantasizing about friendship is easier than having it

im gonna be alone forever

I should die

I feel so alone

"when I grow up" but I cant see myself being an adult with responsibilities, a job, a house, a car, and most inportantly, a family

I want to take off the hijab

missing out on my teenage years literally makes me feel like I skipped a part of human development

im a loser

a real loser is someone who is so afraid of not winning that they dont even try, as long as you keep trying you will never be a loser

i wanna fucking end it life is so boring!!! there is nothing to do!!! hobbies? FUCK THEM ITS SO BORING TO DO THEM ALONE

I wake up and I get anxiety for the future

21 f from norway I need friends

I wish I had friends that want to ask me to hangout with them