u/franco-briton

im a guy who goes to high school,and im in 11th grade through american standards. Im not attracted to any girl in my class or school. Im not currently actively seeking out a relationship either.

Im quite lonely. i dont hang out with anyone and i barely talk to my friends who go to other schools. But there is something.... Every time i see online or in real life a couple i feel something. It ranges from happiness for them,sadness for me and sometimes envy. I have never been in a romantic relationship before,and even if i said before im currently not seeking them id still want to feel romantic love. Its not even necessarily about sex anymore.

Im not very popular or liked by girls in my class,they sometimes make fun of me but other boys at school can be even more cruel.

From what i said,am a involuntarily celibate person/incel?

What i mean is,like look at economics. Allmost all US conservatives are pro-free markets and anti regulations while in Europe while still capitalist the right wing movements are ok with more restrictions.

Or even libertarianism at all. The US considers conservatives and libertarians to be both on the same side mostly,while both rightist and leftist european barely know what it is.

One country that seems to be a midway is Britain. So maybe does the difference stem from Protestantism vs Catholicism?

I recently started taking interest in the genres but im not sure where to start. Im already a big fan of Witch house,shoegaze and wave music if that can help.

Thanks!