hes so cute he looks like a lil clown, pretty sure this is the mystery colorway. found at uo in soho. literally picked two boxes, and told the cashier to pick. she picked well!
im having a hard time with my mom and resentment. i am struggling to forgive her for being so lenient with me in raising me and not disciplining me. by 12 or 13 i was pretty much doing whatever i wanted and it was great making friends and connections and going to a local queer group. around this time i met a friend who would later become my boyfriend when I was 16-18. my mom had no issues with me spending nights at his moms house and soon I become isolated from family and loved ones. i was ridiculed if i tried to leave or get time away from him and once drugs got involved it made it so scary to leave him. as the title of the reddit suggests, you can assume what happened between him and i. it scarred me for life and ive spent the past 6 years barely alive and feeling like a corpse a majority of the time. i didnt really have a father who was consistently in my life or cared enough about me to teach me important things. i wish i had a strong male figure around as a kid, as a little boy i think that would've benefited me a lot. not having him was hard, but it helped having a mom who absolutely loves and supports me and wanted me to be happy. i just struggle because i wish she saved me. there were signs, she told me she knew something wasnt right. i know i was a teenager and very mature for my age, but idk. shes of the belief I wouldnt have listened and kind of needed to experience this to learn and grow. i am terrified of the prospect of children or being a parent as a result of my assault and my mom's response to it. id be an awful parent, because I wouldnt give my children full privacy and let them be free to roam and explore how I was. Id constantly worry and never let them grow or create relationships with others as a result of the idea of something similar happening to them. i love my mom but im struggling to forgive and accept her as she is because of this situation having happened and other things.
im a huge fan of this subreddit, yall already gave me a bunch of new UK rap artists im obsessed with now so here's another go. im in search of fun dancey, primarily instrumental stuff. i really love instrumentals and tracks by people like osamu sato, mr oizo, sophie, arca, and machine girl. just looking to expand my horizons, if anyone has specific songs or albums they wanna recc please drop em below 💜
IGNORE THE IMAGE ON THE SCREEN, ITS NOT FROM ANY GAMES. im curious of what this cabinet is on the left. this is a still from Pompeii by bastille. Posting this here for anyone who may have knowledge of what this cabinet is. It looks like street fighter at the top but I could be wrong.
so ive been a fan of UK hip hop n rap for a bit, even if its kinda observing from afar and don't know too much. i really appreciate how UK rap sounds and the way the beats are composed. i grew up listening to phi lyfe cypher and really loved them, i fuck with some skepta (not nearly enough, i know hes really important in uk music) and dizzeee too. even people like lady leshurr i really love, female UK rap is so fucking great. even that ceechyna rapper is rad too. but im just looking for specific song reccomendations for UK rap or hiphop, im even open to the more dance/club rap stuff if anyone has reccomendations. even freestyles too, i wanna see it all. there was a freestyle video of a uk girl doing a freestyle in what looks like the 2000s and I forgot what its called but point is: i want the reccomendations. everything UK rap or hiphop or dance/club rap.
as much as i dislike this song strongly, i do overall love bad blood as an album. and the cover art for the album is great but i really love the simplicity of these single covers during this era. something really beautiful about this image of the girls in front of an arcade cabinet, the bows behind the skirts, the weird glare of the screens (HOLY FUCK THE SCREENs, I JUST NOTICED, IS THE ALBUM COVER ART) the "O" in Pompeii also conveniently circles dans face
i fuckin LOVED this series and really admired how it took real world people and things and made it into this horrifying story. i think the rolling giant is an awesome creature, i love how since it was originally held by people walking in a parade, it literally needed these wheels to move around and its SO EFFECTIVE AND SCARY. a theory i have is that the rolling giant isnt an inherently evil entity. i think the rolling giant is trying to connect with wyatt because its (and Reverchon's) existence is fading away to nothing since the 2012 parade and the closure of VV. i think it wants to kind of show its knowledge of plant life and botany to wyatt, and thats why the mall becomes overtaken by plants (and audibly wildlife by the sound of that one closed storefront that looks like a forest is inside). i wonder if the giant can sense or know that wyatt has switched from botany to business, because the way the mall is shown underground is sort of a clash between nature/memories and business/capitalism. another thing i noticed was the red flags behind the giant seem to be visible in one shot behind the tree thats above the entrance. i fucking loved this series,, it was so weird n scary and ominous and there's so much more I didnt catch the first time im not even talking about. 11/10
seems a clothing manufacturer literally took the band's name and text font from the settle album cover and used it as their tags. kinda crazy now i even made the connection.
FOUND: https://youtu.be/oPBvfKLDPPc?si=dgOeJ83KTPIFRVRg Go Raw Seeds commercial
I won't shut up about this, I don't know where to go. I want to find a commercial I saw a few days ago on Tubi. It had a normal family, and was advertising pumpkin seeds or something other kind of fiber based food. The dad was a life size doll on a toilet, i think the gag was he didnt eat enough fiber so he couldn't poop. But what was scary was his face n body, it looks mummified or petrified. His body lifelessly falls forward off the toilet onto the ground. I swear what I saw was real, this isnt some joke or creepy pasta. I genuinely wanna know what that ad was and if it was an arg of some kind.
FOUND I was watching movies the other night when I got the usual ad break. I wasnt expecting much, but I'm really hung up on what I saw. If I remember correctly, it was a weird fiber related commercial. I think it was for a brand that sold some kind of fiber based food, I think it was pumpkin seeds or something? But what was weird was the dad in this commercial. He was literally portrayed by what looked like a mummified human doll, life size. He was on a toilet too, I think the gag was like, he didnt eat enough fiber so now hes struggling. It honestly felt super surreal, my roommate was there to witness it too.
I cant find anything on this commercial no matter where I look. Has anyone seen what I am talking about?
ive been looking for this specific graphic sweatshirt for a while now after seeing a character wear it in a movie. my initial idea is that it was either a Halloween sweatshirt produced in the 90s (film is from/set in 2000) or possibly an iron on graphic since i do know those were popular amongst women wanting to customize clothes. its a long shot but if anyone can help its appreciated
when Gladys performs the ritual in front of Alex at the dinner table using his parents, I noticed something on the stick she uses. the hair is there like with other rituals she does, but there's also what appears to be a necklace with a lobster clasp. I wonder if it was Mrs Lilly's and Gladys used it as a personal belonging to tether her to her powers, kind of like how she used Marcus' ribbon and Archer's dogtag necklace.