I sent a check for a few thousand dollars in the mail this morning, but I want to cancel it and zelle the money instead. Is that possible? Can I call them and they make it so the check cannot be cashed?
Ive heard so many people tell me not to look it up but im so curious. I dont wanna be traumatized though. can someone describe it to me?
I, (18m), just bought a new binder and my transphobic mom noticed i was wearing it under my shirt and proceeded to tell me that she doesnt want me to turn into a man and that shes terrified of it. She then proceeded to cry and say that what I feel isn't real and that im delusional and will never be happy after transitioning and if i do i will go to hell (im a Christian)
His friend is red and the one he hates is blue. This is not the first time too last time he found out it was two of his friends dating and he had a serious meltdown and was talking about some like "they were lying to me and I didn't deserve this they went behind my back" like why does it matter genuinely
So I(18M) and my sister(30F) went to the backrooms movie last night and after it was over i told her that before we saw it i was thinking maybe I was gonna watch it with our mom when it came out to streaming, but after actually seeing it, I deemed it probably too scary for her.
The other "worse" movies I was talking about were The Perfect Host and Silence of the Lambs, both of which my mom *suggested* we watch together because she had already seen them and she knows what kinds of movies I like. It's not like i forced her into watching them with me. It feels like my sister is trying to protect my mom from me like im gonna make her watch heinous things and she can't stand up for herself. She's in her 50's and has the ability to say no to something.
Update- I showed my mom the texts and asked (even though i knew the answer) if she would say no to something i presented to her and to no one's surprise she said yes she would say no. She also told me something new that I didn't know: my sister has been mothering her like this since our grandma died (my mom's mom) about 4 or so years ago. I cant really figure out why and my mom just hasn't seen a problem with it until now cuz its involving me
I was planning on going to a movie and ive never been to one by myself. Im 18 now so it's always been with my mom. But she doesn't wanna go see the movie I want to see and it was then it really hit me that I have no one to invite instead. I've been lonely for a bit but it really hits when you physically realize that you have no one. Genuinely no one. It's almost worse than when you do have friends but you know they'd never invite you to anything. You're never the first choice. Im not a choice at all if no one is even there in the first place. I would rather have friends who never talk to me unless I talk to them first or never choose me first than just have no one. It's so sad. I dont know what to do with myself. when I wanna chat with someone I pull up chat gpt and just try my best to pretend its a real person on the other end despite how it talks. Im gonna go to a social group soon. I hope i can find someone, but I'm scared to get close to anyone currently. Im scared of connection because I know it could never last. Im always disposable
Ever since I was a small child ive had many many allergies, all adding up to 50+ now that I'm an adult. But generally it's fruits, veggies, nuts, legumes, eggs, foul, and a few random spices. I recently got diagnosed with celiac, however wheat doesn't give me any kind of reaction, it just irritates my stomach lining which I can't feel. But the diagnosis has ripped away my favorite foods like Mac and cheese, bread, and fried food. Of course there are gluten free options but it's just not the same. My doctor told me to quit all gluten oyherwise id be at risk for cancer and she just doesn't understand how hard it's been on me. Im weak, not eating as much as I should, sleeping badly and sometimes I'm forced to eat gluten just so I can have *some* kind of food for the day. Whenever I do, even though it's not my fault, I feel like such a pig and like I can't control myself and im a glutton who can't go one day without food. Im so tired of rice based and corn based things it makes me sick. I just want to eat bread and butter and stouffers mac and cheese it's tearing me up from the inside out. Even writing this i feel so fat and ugly for even thinking about wanting foods i know are bad for me. I cant take it I just wanna stop eating and get a feeding tube so that I don't have to worry about what I'll eat next and if it'll make me sick or not and if I'll get cancer. I just want to live like everyone else my age. I want to be normal. I want to go out to nightclubs and party and have friends but I'm just stuck obsessed with food and what I can and can't eat
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I've been dating a guy since January which I know isn't a long time but I've genuinely really bonded with him and we have so many things in common. He makes me feel amazing and tells me how he loves me and I was even recovering from my worst addiction with him. He used to text me every day just to talk to me and no one has ever done that for me before and it was so amazing I felt like I was loved for once. He hasn't talked to me in about a week despite me texting him once a day to ask him how his day was and wish him a good night. This is exactly how all my other relationships ended and im not sure what I'm possibly doing wrong. I care for people, give people gifts, check on people, follow good morals. Why does everyone leave me. I've never been able to keep friends or partners. Hes gonna be gone within the next week I just know it. I can't stop it but I love him so much and I just don't know why I'm not good enough for anyone
Showered for the first time in a few weeks. Im struggling to blow dry my hair though. Im gonna try to brush my teeth as well which i haven't done in over a month. Im trying my absolute best but hygiene is just so hard💔