I’ve gone from 250 down to 119, yet as of recent I’ve been cycling through the same 4 pounds for a whole month! Maybe even longer. All I eat now (not exaggerating) is skinny pop, Greek yogurt, SF chocolate chips, and rice cakes. Anyone got any advice on how to get out of a plateau? Thanks!
I just finished watching Asylum and I’ve already seen Murder House and Coven - both were so good!! I have some thoughts on Asylum but I still really liked it! I’ve never posted so I don’t want to get hate but I just wanna know what seasons do you like and dislike? What season should I be most excited for? I’m on Freakshow now!!
I’m seriously craving my mom’s spaghetti recipe but I’m terrified of normal pasta 😔. I’ve tried this brand called Miracle Noodle but it wasn’t my thing personally.
Also all I eat is yogurt but only one brand. I wanna get into Chobani more but the only flavor I tried wasn’t really the best so I need recommendations!
Honestly though, tell me your fav foods! This sub is really nice and it’s cool to see so many other people like me. Any food recommendations outside of yogurt and pasta is also chill, I wanna try more foods to expand my ‘safe’ category. Thank you! 🩷
I post here every so often when things get bad again. It’s like I want help deep down, but I have this overwhelming feeling of just wanting to stay where I am even if I am miserable. I wonder if it’s a fear of feeling like if I’m miserable now, recovery will be even worse. I dunno, I just wanted to talk about how I’m feeling. I’m trapped between feeling like I’ve dug myself into a hole but I find strange comfort in. I have control but I don’t, I’m confident but I’m not, I’m happy but I’m terribly depressed.
This is a bit cringe and I’ll definitely delete this later, but has anyone seen the backrooms movie? I find myself relating to Clark. Spoilers for those who haven’t seen it, but he’s a bad person yet so relatable in the sense of wanting to stay the exact same, even though he needs to change to be better. A quote from him that really hits me, “I don’t think I wanna change. I like it in here. For the first time in a long time, I feel like.. like I’m right where I’m supposed to be.”
The purpose of his character is that he chooses to stay and refuses to grow and change, and because of that he dies, being eaten whole by the worst parts of himself.
I relate to it so hard. It sounds stupid writing it out, but it’s comforting yet depressing to think about. He was given the choice to grow, refuses it and finds comfort in his unchanging behavior, and ultimately dies because he couldn’t change. Anyway rant over. If you read my yap sesh, thank ya. It feels good to get it out. Take care of yourselves.
I’m so, so tired. Even texting and holding up my phone is leaving my shoulders feeling like heavy rocks are sitting on them. But it’s like no one takes me seriously. For example, a guy I’m talking to wants play a game with me. But I can’t for the life of me even get up to go sit at my computer. Moving my body, even sitting/lying down in certain positions are so draining. I don’t know how to properly explain it without it coming out like excuses.
Kind of disappointed how they didn’t spread more, I should have added more white sugar but I played it too safe! I was nervous since I’ve never had a commission before. I’m worried I charged too much but everyone seemed to think it was fair!
They bought a dozen brown butter chocolate chip cookies!
Thank you guys so much for being super supportive! I had a pretty rough start to the week today and all the lovely people in the comments really made me super happy. I appreciate it more than you know 🩷🌷
I’ll go first: I sometimes just lie down in front of my fridge or pantry curled up. I don’t know why really, but I just do. It feels comforting.
I guess another one would be is I can’t look away from someone if they’re eating. Not judging!! Would never judge someone for that. It’s more in a.. wow I wish I were you right now kinda way. It’s weird of me regardless. Anyway I’m just curious if anyone else has these little behaviors or even some I don’t know about.
Me and Maverick lying on the floor to the entrance of my pantry. I gave him my shirt to be more comfortable. Even though you drive me crazy, mama loves you to pieces Mavy 🩷
My mom won’t take him to the vet because he seems fine but I’m worried. I posted not too long ago about the same dog getting into a dead animal and making himself very sick. He just got over his rotten gut and was doing better. I didn’t realize it but I dropped a green grape on the ground while washing fruit and he ate it. Is there anything I can do besides try to convince my parents to take him? He was foaming at the mouth but now he’s not and eating his puppy chow like normal.
The nearest (and only) vet to me isn’t open until early tomorrow morning. My mom thinks he ate a dead animal while outside and he’s been throwing up at a rapid pace. My grandma (who’s a nurse practitioner but not a vet) suggests we give pepto bismol to help. She’s coming over because I’m home alone and my parents are out of town. I’m worried and scared. Is this the right choice? I wish the stupid vet was open today. What can I do in the meantime? Please help, thanks.
Also he’s got all his shots, and the only thing is he hasn’t been spayed yet but he’s scheduled to be.
So I’ve gone from 250 -> 135 and I keep fluctuating between 135 and 140. My goal is 120-100 and despite my constant exercise and continued deficit, I’m not seeing any progress. Does anyone have any advice? I was on a GLP-1 for awhile but had to stop due to my developing gastroparesis symptoms. Thanks in advance!! 🩷
My uncle is graduating in NYC and I fly out on Thursday. I've got multiple issues, but the biggest one has been digestion. The stomach pain I get from being unable to handle something oily or a steak is absolutely unbearable, and it leaves me up for hours at a time. What can I do to make this easy as possible? Tums and pain relievers don't help at all. Thanks in advance!
My uncle is graduating in NYC and I fly out on Thursday. I've got multiple issues, but the biggest one has been digestion. The stomach pain I get from being unable to handle something oily or a steak is absolutely unbearable, and it leaves me up for hours at a time. What can I do to make this easy as possible? Tums and pain relievers don't help at all. Thanks in advance!
Does anyone else feel crazy disgusted with themselves when they think about doing anything sexual with another person??
My friends signed me up on tinder and it was mainly just to see a bunch of different people, but it was a genuine culture shock to see so many people interested in me. In fact, two guys are really flirting with me, and I think they’re both cute but.. the idea of me doing something with either of them or them saying dirty things to me makes me feel disgusting.
I feel my body is disgusting and so impure. Sometimes the intrusive thought pops into my head and I feel like I need to hide under my bed and not come out until I feel better.
Also not in like a religious purity way (no offense if you believe in that). It’s more just a.. I dunno, I can’t describe it. But not that, I’m agnostic personally.
I know this isn’t exactly ED related fully, I just dunno where else to post. Every time I try to post in the GirlSurvivalGuide subreddit, people usually downvote me or I don’t get any responses (not posting harmful content, mostly asking for advice). Is it normal to feel this way? Everyone around my age I feel has so much experience, meanwhile I was only with one person when I was >!12!<.