u/ilovemybfsean

hiii im pretty much with really small circle of friends it's not even a circle it's that small lol.. im into Japanese fashion, hello kitty, emo style and i play video games like roblox or co op party games etc. i love listening to music i lsn to metal rock lana del rey lil peep and $B i would love to make friends to chat with :) ^_^

My bf and i been together for 3 years and we endured a lot together. i have been medicated to manage my splits and triggers which helped a bit for the most part but i can't get rid of the low self image and the jealousy. to me he's not my bf but my entire existence and entity and i start hallucinating women that i see on the street or on social media it doesn't matter and i have a complete psychotic ep w myself thinking he will leave me for this person (mind u he doesn't even know they exist sometimes) everything triggers me when it comes to him.. if he says a "she" in a sentence i feel sick to my stomach please how can i manage these emotions im going crazy... help me