u/invisibledotw

I'D LOVE ANY ADVICE!

Hello guys, it's been rouhgly a month that i'm training muay thai now, and i'm still struggling to have some good sparring sessions.

My gym is very simple and has very few people. Most of them being too small for me.
Also, we only have 1 sparring session per week. I know it's not ideal, but it's what i have at the moment :/

I usually spar with experient people, and i'm struggling as fuck. I can hardly block or land a significant blow. I still spend more time keeping them at a jab's distance and retreating. I feel that i can never take control of the damn fight.

I know it's a lot about getting used to it first. Like, stop flinching away from punches and counter attacking instead, that typa shit. But during the fight my brain just doesn't work fast enough yet.

Por descuido meu, acabei executando um .EXE malicioso no meu PC. No momento, meu Firefox fechou, e eu abri ele novamente.

Até então, nada de problemas. Segui usando o PC. Até que que eu peguei meu celular e me deparei com MUITAS notificações do GMAIL.

Códigos de Verificação, Mudanças de senha, Mudanças de email... Muitas. Desliguei o PC imediatamente.

Rockstar Games, Riot, Steam, Discord e Até Microsoft. Essas foram as plataformas afetadas. Já entrei em contato com a maioria.

Tenho medo de que eles tenham mais acesso ao meu PC. Não sei o que fazer.

Contas importantes como ChatGPT, YouTube, Google, etc. Permanacem intactas. Sem login suspeito.

Guys, please tell me I'm not the only one going through this.

Recently, two of my friends got DM'd by me on tiktok, but it was old messages I sent a long time ago. And they simply were sent again, without any context. I didn't do it. No one has access to my account.

The messages appear to them, but not to me.

My friend said he's been getting old messages from me for about 30 minutes now, and i barely touched the phone in this time. Kinda creeps me out even.

Hello! I am still pretty new at Chaos Magick and had a few experiences so far. Some good, some not. But most of them were limited to servitors and sigils.

I know Chaos Magick has a lot of that "You do what you want" stuff, but I'd like to hear some advice on how to evolve. New rituals, knowledge, anything.

Not really the focus of the post, but: Recently I've been trying a few rituals to attract external positive attention and potential from people and it doesn't seem to be working very well. Does it just not works really well with Chaos Magick, or am I doing something wrong? Novice questions 😅

(Astigatism Contacts)

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Hello guys! It's been two days since I started using contacts for the first time. I noticed something, and I don't really know if I'm just being paranoid about this or if it's normal.

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Basically, I can see perfectly when I look at something or somewhere, but my peripheral vision feels blurry almost all the time, more than usual. Is it just adaptation? Are my contacts bad-placed?

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I love this song sm but I can't really find one that matches it.

Hello guys! I'm a person who randomly has Lucid Dreams every now and then, some successful, some unsuccessful. Most of the times, when I realize I'm dreaming and get "conscious", I start feeling an immense difficulty to breathe properly, even though I'm not truly suffocating. This causes me to panic and wake up. (I sleep with my stomach down, if it changes anything.) Does anybody relate or have any tips?

Odeio quando alguma notícia vai parar em perfis grandes de notícia, porque dessa forma acaba pegando um publico bem mais amplo e isso involve o pessoal mais velho (e menos empático). Vi numa postagem sobre a morte do ganley um monte de idoso chatos e insensiveis do caralho falando que o mlk mereceu, falando que já deu e q podia passar pra proxima notícia, e outras atrocidades. Não sei de onde vem esse ódio, parece que criam antipatia simplesmente pela pessoa que morreu ser famosa, sempre vejo em muitas outras ocasiões.

po entendo que as vezes os perfis acabam tornando repetitivo por hype, o que tambem é uma pratica meio paia, mas acho que comentar esse tipo de coisa é mais paia ainda, isso vale pra qualquer morte de qualquer pessoa que seja. Se tu nao quer ver, é muito mais rápido passar a porra do video do q ir digitar algo desse calibre

Hello guys! I've been pretty curious about how chaos magick could help me in the academic area of my life, since i haven't tried that yet. I'd like to hear about your experiencies with it! exams, essays, anyhting involving academic area and the use of magick. ;)

So far, all the sigils i've done in my short trajectory were activated by climax, I've had a few positive and negative results, it's a good method, but I can't always do it.

Hello! Since I started interacting with chaos magick i've heard numerous times about the "LBR" (Lesser Banishing Ritual). It sounds pretty simple to do, but I never tried it myself. What should I expect of it? (I know chaos magick ends up being very personal to each one) but is it worhty making it a morning habit like i've seen many people do? Thank you!

What was you guys first succesful spell/magick doing? Was it something really simple?
I'm currently starting and have done a few sigils, tried working with servitors. I'm liking the experience so far, but I feel still feel a little bit on the dark about all of it. I don't know what works/doesn't work if that makes sense.

Tenho uma ficante, e no início um selinho era suficiente pro megazord ativar. Hoje em dia, mesmo se for um beijo de lingua com pegadas a mais não faz muita coisa. Tem algo errado comigo, ou é normal?

Isso me deixa um pouco culpado. As vezes sinto que ela queria tocar, mas simplesmente não tá daquele jeito.

Minha mãe continua tomando atitudes cegas e irresponsáveis. Não temos uma família estável e nem condições financeiras, e mesmo assim ela achou que seria uma boa ideia dar a luz a duas crianças. Ela já passou por traumas suficientes me criando, e ela sabe disso.

Ela ignorou quando eu disse que não seria boa ideia. Hoje, tenho que presenciar crises de ansiedade, medo, crises de raiva, e uma pressão enorme de que meus irmãos são "minha responsabilidade também".

Como se não fosse suficiente, esse e muitos outros erros que ela cometeu fazem com que ela ache uma boa ideia me controlar pra que "eu não cometa os mesmos erros".

Eu não posso me relacionar, ela me proíbe por achar que vou ter filhos cedo como ela fez.

Não posso me divertir, pois ela acha que vou largar s estudos com ela fez. (Detalhe: eu tenho 18 anos.)

Basicamente, eu vivo pra seguir a religião que ela escolheu, e lidar com as consequências das atitudes dela, e isso tem me deixado exausto.

I've always been a skeptic person, doubting the existence of higher forces or beings. However, after an horrendous turn of events in my life, I've decided to try. I really don't know if it is the most optimal way to start in this world, but yeah, I've started with Chaos.

I've seen plenty of videos and currently just read one book, Chaos Condensed. I liked it, it sounded right to me, made sense somehow. After reading, I tried my first ritual with a sigil. Unsuccessful. I tried having an astral projection through the Sigil, I did everything right, created it, activated it, and banished it from my mind. But the book talks about trying, testing. So again, I did a new sigil ritual, this time with a magickal servitor. I'm open to insights, or advise.

Thank you!