u/iwannabeadocplz

So, i really like maths. Studying it and teaching it. I didn't know about ISI so I just took admission into B.Sc. with a subject math in a nobody college thinking of doing honours. Now that I have heard of this place, I wannnaa give the exam. My bg is shit. I had PCMB in 12th. I got 56% but I passed all the subjects. So, yeah.

I got classes every weekday. But, I will study for it anyways. What resources should I use? I saw previous posts but, everyone knew some high level math already🥀

My mother doesn't let me get padded bras. She says my breasts are full and will sag if I wear ts. But then I see girls of my class. They are literally B cups wearing D cup bras🥀 it looks so big and I am so jealous how perfectly shaped theirs is while you can see seams of mine😔

idk what I yapped but I just did, I wish I had a Lil bigger boobs🥀

Sorry you had to read this

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I just could not anymore. I was in the wrong but, he caused a lot of stress and tears. I didn't word it that we are done but after that horrible argument, I just blocked him. It's over and I am done. Sorry, I just wanted to tell someone. I don't deserve pity or anything, y'all might downvote and cuss but, I hope one day I am able to open a social media and not think of him.

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Can't really buy books rn, maybe a few months later and in that too don't know which to pick.

Can't take classes either. I want to take the DELF exam in 2030. Any yt channel suggestions? Or any other free resource?

Hehe

I sometimes want to hold my boyfriend and cry on his shoulder asking why he never posts me. He never posts me.

He's all nonchalant and "hardly uses social media" much but whenever I open instagram he's always active. When confronted he's like he is quite free to give his mob around to his cousins and all. His mother uses his mob to call his sister. She has her own stuff but, I never say anything after that.

Why does he never post me :(

He says his friends will find out and make fun of me. They will use my name and sabotage him. Why does he just not tell his friends not to do that? Tell them to respect him. I am a secret in his life but he's the slogan in mine. He says everyone who needs to know, knows it. But, idk. I can't even break up with him. I love him. And he loves me too. But, anyways.

Why does he never post me?

Ik it isn't a big deal but, I see my girlfriends being posted everyday. My male friends asking about songs to put. I am socially active. Ik he isn't but, i want to be posted so bad but, it will never happen ig.

And it's been 20 months btw. We have known each other for almost 40 months.

I sometimes want to hold my boyfriend and cry on his shoulder asking why he never posts me. He never posts me.

He's all nonchalant and "hardly uses social media" much but whenever I open instagram he's always active. When confronted he's like he is quite free to give his mob around to his cousins and all. His mother uses his mob to call his sister. She has her own stuff but, I never say anything after that.

Why does he never post me :(

He says his friends will find out and make fun of me. They will use my name and sabotage him. Why does he just not tell his friends not to do that? Tell them to respect him. I am a secret in his life but he's the slogan in mine. He says everyone who needs to know, knows it. But, idk. I can't even break up with him. I love him. And he loves me too. But, anyways.

Why does he never post me?

Ik it isn't a big deal but, I see my girlfriends being posted everyday. My male friends asking about songs to put. I am socially active a lot. Ik he isn't but, i want to be posted so bad but, it will never happen ig.

And it's been 20 months btw. We have known each other for almost 40 months.

Starting from the second week of July! AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

Anything I should know? I am really excited to learn nerdy shit and solve stuff. Idk why people don't like maths.

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Are dih and puh pics really that attractive? Like, what's so attractive in those pics that humans always ask for them. Actually, I don't even get the sense of nudes. And also I don't goon. Like, I tried once but it didn't fit well with me. Porn also isn't my type. Like I kind of found it disgusting for obvious reasons but I do not understand the hype of it. Or even sex at this point. I like cute kisses and nibbles but, idk about all that. I mean, I am not disgusted by the thought of it but, I never got the hang of wanting that. Idk. Maybe it's my prudence. Idk. I have never been sexually turned on or some shit like that. Idk about boobs tho. I am bi😝 Happy pride month! It's my first pride after I came out :)✨

Well, whatever the topic above was, yeah. That's that. Am I asexual?

If you think I am going crazy, tbh I might be cuz I haven't slept in like 30 hours and I rewarded myself by doing maths an hour ago. So, yeah. Idk what post flair to put(⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠)