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I've been applying in IST isb for MS. I have some questions regarding the fee and the future after MS and how good the university is.
1- What is the avg fee of MS in IST?

2- Can i start working sath sath if i want to?

3- If anyone has done MS from there, how are they doing in their professional life right now.

please help. <3

Hey everyone. Is there a way to pass better and if someone whos also trying to pass with shorter hair? I feel like i cant actually grow my hair out rn but I also want to present as much fem as possible without getting my hair long enough l. Are there any opinions. Would love to know

I'm a transwoman and I met with a physiatrist today to talk about some stuff. The end result was that any of my decisions that I make, will affect not just my life but the life of the people around me. He said that we don't live in US or Europe where we can be free. We have a close tied bond with eachother and a shared responsibility to make sure we do the right things in order to balance things and not cause problem in the family and friends. My question remains that what about my life, my feelings and my mental issues. Just because people want me to be a certain way, i'm supposed to be that way. Don't I have any right to make decisions for myself and why not do i have the right to choose something that can actually heal me instead of destroy me over time. The suggestion of getting married to solve emotional trauma is such a weird thing to say, it's not just going to cause more mess but also going to make things worse for the person coming in my life. It's not easy to just get married, have kids and life goes on. I hate pakistani physiatrists so much now. They dont understand anything. No depth, no idea of what's going on or what could happen. Just tied to their own belief systems and never going to think freely from the society.

I'm an emotional eater and I've been trying to recover from this all my life. I've reached a point where I was very good at controlling things but after a recent surgery, i think I've started to go back the same route. Today after being severely worried for so many days and getting tired of myself, I induced vomiting after eating dinner and I'm here in my room being a crying mess. I hate myself so much but I just can't stop eating sometimes. I hate myself. How can I stop going back, please help anyone.

Hi everyone. I've been trying to integrate a payoneer account using jazzcash, but im unable to do that. Can u please help me. I dont know if it's a software issue or if somthing is wrong with me. The issue happens when I click on login after the password and id, it just keeps loading and loading but doesnt move forward.

Hey, it's not a specific isb question but i'm banned in r/pakistan and so i have to ask here. Please don't remove it i'm so sorry i really need help. Can anyone please let me know if they're unable to integrate their payoneer with jazzcash? I"m having issue for 2 days now and this doesn't usually happens. I changed my phone but still the same issue. Please help me.

tl;dr: How do i stop self-sabotaging my healthy relationship of 2 years
Hi, my name is Inaya and i'm 27. I have this previous history of leaving my partners because i feared that they'll leave me. Right now I'm in a relationship with this amazing woman, she's 35 and we're in a relationship for almost 2 years, I had the same behavior with her and she handled me so well that after me self-sabotaging this relationship 2 times, we're still together and I'm so happy with her being in my life. We've gotten so close that now i fear i might lose her in some accident or god forbid some medical issue. I've started repeating the previous behavior again where i become worse version of me and try to intentionally make my partner lose interest in me and so they leave me at some point but I'm unable to make it happen this time. I'm trying that somehow i can save myself from the loss of someone i love so much but this situation is getting worse.

Hey everyone, I'm a MTF transfem. I'm also a muslim, i practice islam as much as i can. I always had this issue where i've felt like my existence isn't valid. Even after reading and knowing that Islam doesn't specifically makes transition haram. This question came to my mind where i was thinking maybe I'll never be able to get into Jannah and so it always makes me sad thinking how i feel and how my whole existence could push me to hell. I had a question that if I stop transitioning, will Allah make a hoor instead of a man in Jannah?

Hi everyone, I'm thinking of continuing my education from AIOU because I can't go to a regular university because of my job. I wanted to ask more about how the university works and is it a good option? Please help me, I need good suggestions.