Aiiiiight yall im 30. I love learning. Im excited to be obtaining my degree. Are there any secret corners of hunter where the vibe is chill and calm and I can just sit and do work? Personal projects or school work?? Preferably with sunlight but not needed. Doesnt matter what department or floor or room. As long as it won’t get me in trouble and there’s wifi, and no crow or obnoxious chatter
Going to take the initiative and ask my ex to hang out in a light fun caring away. I’ve been sitting on it and I feel grounded and steady.
I asked: where is this conversation leading our dynamic?
6 of swords, the world, 9 of cups
More specifically in reconnecting or walking away? (To clarify world)
10 of cups and devil
I interpret this to be somewhat healing. The past feels closed. And whatever clarity the both of us are seeking, we will get. The world is typically associated with cycles ending but it doesnt feel like a “walk away” end. Moreso, old patterns ending. The 10 of cups feels like a strong reconnection but a warning of old habits (devil)
Not offering readings. Giving my deck a mini break. But I’m finding myself happy to help folks interpret their own reads and pulls.
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God, tarot can be so cool sometimes. Depending on different people, situations, energy— certain cards bring out different feelings in me or shifts my focus to different parts of the image.
(Note this is not the full spread and I’m only sharing the necessary 2 cards)(not here for different interpretations)
Today, I asked what X’s intentions are towards Y. The first of three cards: Death. I have always read this card, all with different unique meanings to each seeker but the same core meaning of “rebirth”. What stuck out to me in this reading was the Sun and Waterfall. It felt more like wanting a new beginning, of warm and openness.
Then I asked what are Y’s intentions towards X? Does Y want to reconcile with X? The first of three cards: King of Cups. What immediately attracted my eyes was the ocean waves. And two seconds later I was pulled to the ship (which i never noticed in my 8 years of reading, as it is easily hidden by the king’s clothing and chair).
Then 2 seconds later: I felt… a strong pull of the two.
X and Y, although separated by label (their breakup) are still energetically on the same battlefield. The death card shows the entire battlefield. In the waterfall of the Death card, there is a ship. King of cups, shows us a closer look of that ship— what’s going on in the battlefield’s waterfall. X is looking for ways of new and beautiful rebirth in the chaos, while Y is still on the battlefield trying to manage to motions of heavy emotions. Energetically, they are still tied together. This isnt over yet.
And i felt that these two cards were speaking to each other and it was so so beautiful. Internally I felt the pain and longing of both parties, just on different temporary pages.
Does she want to reconcile together or walk away fully?
Page of pents, 9 of pents clarified by the queen of wands, the star
I feel she does want to reconcile but she is also going to want to come in with knowing what she wants/needs and is okay if it doesnt happen. The page of pents and the star scream connection and interest. The 9 of pents and queen of wands say she is wanting to become self sufficient and if any connection, she knows what is needed
Does she want repair? Or to walk away?
Queen of cups and 10 of cups tells me yes. 10 of swords tells me she doesnt know how and is not wanting to walk away… but is so depleted she can’t emotionally decide. The Fool (clarified by 3 of swords) again states she wants a new beginning (most likely with me due to the first 2 cards) but is massively heartbroken and in pain.
Confirming direct yes or no in repair: Queen of wands: yes
So yes— but does not know how due to heartache.
Not asking if we’ll get back together. Asking out of curiosity how my ex feels about me and the thought of “us”. We recently had a conversation that was surprisingly respectful and kind for once, but it was about hard emotions and deep difficult feelings about our breakup. Very short conversation but with depth
How she feels about me
Justice, Strength, 10 of cups
She is viewing this with a lot of “what is just and fair?”. She still has a lot of love, hope maybe, and fulfilling feelings when thinking of me but she is holding herself back from thinking/feeling just emotionally… she is using her logic to balance what is right.
How she feels about the thought of us
6 of pents, 2 of pents, 3 of wands clarified by ace of cups
She feels there can be a lot of balance or she wants balance and care with me again. She probably got a sense of that from our conversation. But there is uncertainty again, as her emotions arent fluctuating but rather.. trying to balance history that has happened between us. She is wanting to move forward somehow, with or without me.. but is feeling an overwhelming connection to me. She is engulfed by the thought and love she has for me still
Thoughts?
It’s only been a week. Prior to that, she’s sporadically initiated reaching out mostly out of anger and spite. I stayed calm, kind, and brief. Shes also the one that broke up with me and i understand that it is a hard process for her, for both of us. We lived together and had a life together. Shes been very argumentative prior to this week of no contact. I never initiated anything, only when i asked for something i left at the apartment.. which she turned into an argument and still didnt return lol
Today is a hard day for her. Something happened to her yeaaaarrrrrrs ago on this day. I really just want to reach out and say I’m thinking of her, I miss her, and I genuinely hope shes doing okay today. Shes on my mind a lot. I’m not necessarily looking for anything right now. Obviously down the road I want us to work out. But tonight, I just want to wish her well. Show her that she’s not alone and I didnt abandon her on this hard day. I know its not my place anymore and she’s got her friends. Emotions are high for me i guess
Tips? Advice?
My ex broke up with me after a year and a half being together. I had some emotional things to navigate as I carried issues from my past wounds and also life got the best of me (out of my control) and I just.. did not show up in a grounded way she needed. She kept asking me to change, which i heard and tried to grow in— and I did. But the weight was a lot and ultimately it impacted her and her childhood wounds. By the time I did the work and showed up better, bitterness was too much in existence between us
She broke up with me about 2 months ago. I moved out about a month ago. she was not handling it well and both of our mental health was deteriorating… bad. She was angry as she processed it, and I couldnt even smile on the phone without her assuming the worst and causing an argument. I never blamed her. I empathize with her anger so very much. That does not mean i have to tolerate it. She said very rude, mean, and inhumane things that felt unsafe for me and threatening to my wellbeing under that roof.
Idk how, but i just packed my crap and left. I made it work with the help of friends and couches and some cars.
The last day I saw her, it was kind and soft in the shared apartment. I assume it’s because this was hard for us and we both knew this was the day I’d be moving out. I planned it well, while she was out with her best friend. Being together would have made it harder. (She was aware of the plan)
She kept texting me afterwards. Sporadically. But it was a little spiteful. She reached out when she felt like sharing something but would disappear when I initiated anything gently. So i fell back. I then asked about a special item of mine i left and really needed… she made it an argument. Its expensive, but I said fuck it.. I dont need it if its going to cause this issue.
A week went by, and it was hard. I didnt reach out. Nor did she.
Her friend texted me something incredibly rude and childish. I just blocked. I didnt engage. I know shes looking for a reaction
My ex then reached out sporadically again some days, each time it was rude or argumentative. I kept my calm, and respect with kindness. Kept it brief. But it seems to make her angry or even more confused
** i don’t initiate anymore, she does.
A week has now gone by, i havent heard from her. Our anniversary is soon. And I dont feel the urge to reach out, I guess because I know logically if I do— it’s just another argument. She’s angry at me. But I’m wondering if she will break the silence again after a week, and considering it’s our anniversary.
If she breaks it, and she’s rude/argumentative again, what do i do?
If she doesn’t break it, and there’s silence, I’m going to be torn on our anniversary and the memories.
If she breaks it, and shes more kind, how do i engage? Do i? Because she might just go silent again
I miss being in communication, but in respect and kindness. I dont want to jump back into a relationship, I want us to individually grow the way we need to.. and eventually commit to each other if it feels right. But i know right now, she’s hurt, angry, and needs to process a lot as I do.
I also selfishly am afraid of long term silence. I dont want her to think i’ve moved on. Maybe she wants me to? Maybe she’s trying to? And that’s okay. It makes me sad but a part of me wants her to dabble into dating because I know she’ll learn about herself and also, the dating game is so trash right now. We really were great together, and truthfully she’ll realize all the positive things she said about me once upon a time is true. The grass is not always greener lol
But hey, back go the point. How do i prepare for all outcomes of her breaking silence and also, not breaking silence and i will potentially crash out
Context: broke up about 2 months ago. Moved out about 1 month ago. I have not initiated communication due to certain circumstances of her emotions. However she is the one who is reaching out sporadically in frustration/anger. I respond bc I love her, but i keep it neutral, kind, and brief. We haven’t spoke in about a week, she may or may not reach out again who knows. I’m trying to listen to my heart and intuition… it feels like there is unfinished business but that could be my grief in missing her.
Is this the final end? Or is our story left to still be written together?
Star, empress, 7 of swords, ace of swords
The star and empress tells me theres still a lot of hope but also a lot of emotions/feelings pouring over the situation. There is care and love, but its messy. Messy but with good intentions deep down. The 7 of swords fells me something is not being truthfully said. This could be on her part and my part too. Ace of swords tells me direct communication needs to come
2nd Pic:
I intuitively felt sadness and frustration. She thinks of me and our memories and future together and deep down she still wants that. But she is in mental conflict of what has happened and may also be avoiding the deepest parts of her feelings (the moon) and is feeling stuck/lost in those memories * *
Alright class… what do you all think?
Context: she broke up with me about 2 months ago, I moved out about a month ago. It was devastating, hurtful, disrespectful…. But i know it was just bc of anger and hurt. I’m in a place currently of missing her and wanting her but not the asshole angry version right now. She reaches out sporadically but mostly in anger. Haven heard from her in a couple of days. Out of curiosity I’m wondering how she is feeling towards me:
5 of swords, 2 of cups, 7 of pents
2 of cups clarified by 9 of pents, 6 of pents, star
9 of pents clarified by 6 of wands
I think she is clearly still processing and reflecting in the battle we were in (the breakup) and is craving connection with me but isnt sure if its worth it. She is craving her independence and confidence, while also seeking balance with me and maybe even spilling her heart out.
Not seen: Will she reach out this week or soon? The Devil
My ex broke up with me for reasons I take responsibility for, and I know I still have emotional growth to do. I’ve been actively working on that both during the relationship and now in the separation. The breakup was devastating for both of us, and at times I felt deeply disrespected. I held onto hope she would come back, staying patient and compassionate, while she gave hot-and-cold energy that was often hurtful. Now she’s reaching out more and bringing up the past… I’ve stayed calm and steady. It feels like she is reaching for me now, and I’m the one considering leaving.. I’m not ready to fully let go, but I know it’s best for me to walk away for now, even if a part of me still hopes for mutual apologies one day.
Past energy: 7 of swords and the world
Present energy: queen of cups and page of wands
How will this unfold: 10 of pents, 10 of cups, 3 of wands, sun, empress, 8 of pents
The past was filled with walking on eggshells and mismatched “sneaky” communication, which led to the completion/end. The present: we are both deep in thought and wondering what’s next or even if this is repairable. Happiness and better days are coming. A reunion even. But serious contemplation/revisiting the past will need to occur, both wondering if its best to look forward separately or together.. unable to decide. But ultimately warmth, and love will come back around in an effort to be a different dynamic
This all seems surprisingly positive what do you think?
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Without giving too much context, what does this spread tell you in regard to the question?
Not shown: magician CLARIFIED by Queen of Wands
My interpretation:
I interpret this as emotionally she is aware/accepting that she ended the relationship. The tower feels heavy and deep that there is regret. She feels that she lost her entire balance and foundation of what she wants or thought would be. The devil tells me she is extremely attached to me still. The world being stuck between the two cards, tells me she is in extreme emotions and push and pull. The magician tells me she is trying to make sense of it all and move in action as if she has it all together, but clearly based on the cards.. she doesnt.
Would love to know what everyone thinks given this spread has some serious tones in it
*pls no hurtful/rude comments* perspective, shared experiences, and advice if possible
WLW relationship. Together for about a year. Broke up about a month ago. Moved out about 2 weeks ago. No contact 1 week now.
She broke up with me because of my emotional instability you can say. Beginning of the relationship I carried baggage from all my exes who cheated on me. Then I carried shame knowing that I hurt my partner. Then life happened: verbal abuse at my job, passing in the family (not immediate family but still sad i was distressed for a month), transitioning into academia/teaching programs (all while still working), and the transition of moving in together for the first time. It was a lot. And… I was clutching onto her without even realizing. So yeah. We had our great times and… our heavy times. As we’re in silence I’m 100% processing this and unlearning the things i realized i did.
She was my biggest supporter. A gentle human and lover. My best friend. Everything i ever prayed for.
I kept promising change and growth and while I definitely was and definitely was doing my best… it was not stable enough really, for a grown stable relationship. It would still repeat in different ways or in smaller ways.. I do feel like my progress wasnt acknowledged but thats beside the point. It still repeated as she said, and that experience matters to me. Especially considering her trauma growing up, she never had someone emotionally stable she can lean on. She has said multiple times in the relationship she loves and feels safe she can lean on me, but 2 things can exist at the same time I’m learning.
It got to the point where my apologies didn’t matter anymore. She couldnt and cant trust me. Not with anything i say… any amount of kindness i give now, she thinks its a cycle. When she broke up, her behavior got very hot and cold and now clearly… its just argumentative and distant.
I’m scared and nervous i broke her trust forever. I so badly want to reach out, and i love her so much that i know silence is the most healing thing for her right now. I just miss her. And im afraid i ruined it forever. It feels like its not my place to reach out, whether it be tonight.. or 1 month from now or maybe even 3-6 plus months. Maybe I’ll get the courage one day when i feel more steady in the person i am.
But damn. Did i ruin the sweetest person and chances at this relationship?
WLW relationship. Together for about a year. Broke up about a month ago. Moved out about 2 weeks ago. No contact 1 week now.
She broke up with me because of my emotional instability you can say. Beginning of the relationship I carried baggage from all my exes who cheated on me. Then I carried shame knowing that I hurt my partner. Then life happened: verbal abuse at my job, passing in the family (not immediate family but still sad i was distressed for a month), transitioning into academia/teaching programs (all while still working), and the transition of moving in together for the first time. It was a lot. And… I was clutching onto her without even realizing. So yeah. We had our great times and… our heavy times. As we’re in silence I’m 100% processing this and unlearning the things i realized i did.
She was my biggest supporter. A gentle human and lover. My best friend. Everything i ever prayed for.
I kept promising change and growth and while I definitely was and definitely was doing my best… it was not stable enough really, for a grown stable relationship. It would still repeat in different ways or in smaller ways.. I do feel like my progress wasnt acknowledged but thats beside the point. It still repeated as she said, and that experience matters to me. Especially considering her trauma growing up, she never had someone emotionally stable she can lean on. She has said multiple times in the relationship she loves and feels safe she can lean on me, but 2 things can exist at the same time I’m learning.
It got to the point where my apologies didn’t matter anymore. She couldnt and cant trust me. Not with anything i say… any amount of kindness i give now, she thinks its a cycle. When she broke up, her behavior got very hot and cold and now clearly… its just argumentative and distant.
I’m scared and nervous i broke her trust forever. I so badly want to reach out, and i love her so much that i know silence is the most healing thing for her right now. I just miss her. And im afraid i ruined it forever. It feels like its not my place to reach out, whether it be tonight.. or 1 month from now or maybe even 3-6 plus months. Maybe I’ll get the courage one day when i feel more steady in the person i am.
But damn. Did i ruin the sweetest person and chances at this relationship?