u/killahyo97

Hey yall, long time 8 year tarot reader here. I am new to cartomancy and would love any help and guidance.

Her feelings for me: queen of clubs & 7 of spades
Our near future outcome: king of hearts & 8 of hearts

For context, this is not someone I’m dating. She’s a friend but we’re not close. We hung out once and chemistry was extremely high. I felt some romance in the air with some comments. Days after, we’ve texted briefly and that’s been it. I’ve been navigating some life things so it’s been silent for 2-3 weeks. I think she’s also navigating some serious work stuff. I reached out earlier today and no response.

My feelings for her: 6 of pents & page of pents
Her feelings for me: 5 of wands (clarified by 3 of cups and 2 of swords) & page of cups
Current situation: Death & 2 of cups (clarified by 3 of wands)
Outcome: 6 of swords and Ace of pents

This is a friend (we’re not close) who I have a crush on and can not stop thinking about for a month now, I’m going insane haha. I believe I want an equal reciprocation of love that I’m craving and I’m very interested in getting to know her. She also has some curiosity towards me but she is more mentally torn regarding me.. so she does think of me. But, she’s holding herself back from thinking about deeper feelings either bc of the last hang out we had scared her with our chemistry or someone else is involved. Change is coming, one or both of us is craving connection. And a new beginning is prone to start once we get out of this individual mental rut we’re both experiencing

What do you think?

I’m searching for a part time job to keep me afloat a little bit as i go back to school

Interview was May 10? I really enjoyed the environment and purpose of this gym. I wanted this job.
She rushed me to send references to call that same day. I didnt like the rush because I wanted to ask my people before giving them their contact, but I sent it.
She said she’d call them the day after… she never did.
My references (mind you.. very professional people) are waiting and waiting.
I found myself having to email her to ask multiple times.
She eventually did, but never at the time she said she would call them.

5 weeks in total since the interview date, I asked for an update because long story short she promised me the position but there was no movement. No response. I accepted another shitty retail job bc I’m worried about money.

I randomly got a text 4 days later, she’s saying to not leave her and that shes working out the backend of things. I tell her, I’m still interested but no offer was given to me. She is communicating to me and trying to express whats been going on. I’m understanding but cautious

Then i got this email
“Conditional offer letter”
“Expected to work 0 hours a week”
“Varying based on department’s needs”

This doesnt feel secure, right? Should i forget about it? I need at least 15-20 hours of work weekly… and this whole process has been annoying. It’s the ymca, not some big corporate job.

NOT looking for interpretation help. Just sharing a read I did on myself 5 minutes ago. Was probably the most uplifting thing I needed after what i went there and am still trying. Interesting how powerful and raw tarot can be when you ask more internal questions

Ace of swords and ace of wands. It’s a clear yes to me. 😭 open to interpretations and discussion cause god damn. Tarot can be blunt as hell sometimes!

Ahhh my friend asked me this question and I was actually stuck. 4 of pents looks like theyre holding onto being together afraid of change. 3 of cups looks like embracing new vibes and energy, as if being single again. Ace of swords looks like reaching clarity

But what is it?? Lol. What do you think?

3 months after a hard break up… the rose colored glasses are off and I am coming to terms about how this is completely done. I ended up moving back to my parents. I had to quit my job because of the distance and also returning to school. Struggling to find a flexible job. I’m feeling heavily depressed because of the grief of my home/relationship ended, returning somewhere I outgrew, and no job. Struggling socially too.

What advice do i need?
The fool, ace of cups, tower clarified by high priestess
It feels like I need to embrace something new and fun. Go on an adventure, a hike. Interesting because that always heals me spiritually. The tower tells me too that I need to let this fall and crumble. To feel it. And cry it out. And it is guiding me to where i need to be spiritually. It shows my tears and chaos, but also, new beginnings

I live in NYC and lived in the busier “concrete” parts for 3 years. No bites whatsover. I just moved back to the more suburban side of NYC with my familg … so more open parks and blocks and stuff. Recently walked my dog in a trail. I used bug spray. I’ve had bed bugs YEARS ago and this is nothing like it (way more swollen and typically in a line). Also no signs of bed bugs. Are these just super itchy mosquito bites?

Context: I have a coworker who is a friend. Not a close friend but, our interactions when they do occur feel very emotionally aligned (we’ve both recently expressed it over drinks). I recently quit that job and since hanging out… my heart keeps circling back to her no matter how distracted or focused I am on other important things.

Her feelings towards me:
Queen of Pents, 6 of swords, 8 of wands
She feels care and tenderness when she thinks of me. I also heal something in her, close to feeling like “you bring calm to the things I’m navigating right now”. There’s also fast momentum of fuzzy feelings growing, whether that be platonic or romantic

Does she have feelings more than just friends?
Hanged man, 10 of pents, 3 of pents
She’s not really thinking on it or trying to. Shes pausing herself. But she does feel something long term stability/caring wise. All she knows is that we have a good working foundation and admires my support and care with her work wise.

Does she want to see me again/how does she feel about hanging with me again?
Page of swords, 7 of swords, 3 of wands
Yes and also no, but not no as in uninterested.. no, as in, distance or not being honest(?) this one lost me. 7 of swords felt like not being honest about something. 3 of wands feels like curiosity but hesitant

What is she not being honest about?
6 of pents, magician, fool
Maybe my intuition is off lol.. but the magician felt like a strong magnetic pull. Sexually. I could be wrong. But there is definitely mutual interest and a strong connection she feels and wants to embrace adventurously

I do not, I absolutely do not want to start seriously dating right now. I have no capacity for a relationship. However, I’m starting to feel more open just slightly, to meeting people again casually. With that, out of curiosity… I wanted to ask my deck what my next partner will be like?

I asked, her personality?
Queen of cups and 6 of pents
This intuitively felt so warm. I’m feeling someone who is emotional but not erratic or anything. Someone who seeks fairness, balance, mutual support and care. She wears her heart on her sleeves and does it in a warm, mature grown woman way. She isnt one to play mind games, and openly gives her heart where it feels equal and right

Her physical appearance?
Queen of pents, 9 of swords, ace of pents
Intuitively the queen of pents felt very feminine. I feel that she will be more feminine. Not supppperr girly… but loves to get dressed up, put on a dress, if she wears a suit its very feminine and “grown”. Not boring and business like. She might be insecure or feels stressed physicsally somehow. And she captures the attention of almost everyone

Her job/career:
10 of pents and 3 of pents
Intuitively i felt social work(?) 10 of pents felt like taking care of homes and people or multiple people. There’s collaboration and peer support. I’m not sure though

What do you think?

hey yall... as you can see, my financial aid kicked in and says i only owe $171 (2nd pic) but when i went to make a payment, it says $5000 about. Why is this? How does this get fixed? I emailed the bursar office and am still awaiting a reply. Perhaps its the memorial day weekend which is why things are delayed. I do not want to be booted off my summer courses for not paying. if anyone can help it would be much appreciated!

Prior to these 3 cards, i pulled some sad ass cards. Not in this order but I pulled 3 of wands, 6 of pents, 6 of swords, death, 5 of cups, 8 of cups.. stuff like that… regarding communication and feelings… it felt like she’s (my ex) is choosing to leave/move on/end officially. Or at least regarding my text to her

So in my heart, I just wanted answers and clarity.

Will she and I rebuild and reconnect together? Ace of pents

I didnt believe it. I thought my sad ass energy was influencing false hope.

Shuffled again. Ace of pents fell out..
I said.. okay “when? Time frame? Ace of swords.

I was confused. I grounded. Shuffled. And asked:
Will she and I rebuild a healthier relationship together? Ace of wands. When? Ace of swords.

My interpretation: Yes we will rebuild. Tarot is screaming in my face that right now terribly sucks and it needs to painfully end (and heal). Before there is any chance of this blossoming better. And it will. All aces. Time frame (ace of swords) confuses me though. My first thought feels that it will be when shes ready, to talk.. or reaches her own clarity.