u/lesbianFetus67

hello, Ive got my hands on nymphaea caerulea seeds, the blue searose looking thing that when you consume it, your dreams will be more wivid and also more intense. Does anyone know how do I consume it and what parts of the plants? And can I plant the seeds in my aquarium since I have heavy earth on the ground and the leaves will float on the water?

I had a bad trip about 3 weeks ago but yesterday I tried mushrooms again.
I took 0,7g of B+ but during the day and not secretly during the night 1g, 0,8g and I swear taking them during the day outside was the best and most pleasant experience ever. All my trips were somehow weird and uncomfortable and I started questioning if I should stop them, but than I tried it outsiede in a forest next to a lake instead in my dark room and it was amazing.

I took the shrooms and went on a swing and was swinging until I felt that they started kicking in and my body felt so weird light to control, I was inceredebly optimistic and happy and up to everything in that could potentially happen in my future I could master it. I went inside my shed and changed there to swimming clothes to go for a swim since I heard that swimming on shrooms is a incredible experience.
Let me tell you, it was THE BEST thing ever, I went into the lake and swam myself warm and than decided to swim around it entirely. I felt so happy, the trees were beautiful and I was so grateful to be here. Im usally very scared of deep water where I cannot touch the ground and if something touches me inside the water I freak out. But this time was diffrent I swam in deep water slowly and calmly again and something touched my foot, I brushed it off as a leaf and swam calmly the entire round around the lake I didnt hurry because I wasnt scared. I dont know if im the only one but when im on shrooms I start making weird faces so that was the only time I had to put myself together so people dont stare at me. I swam through the lake and I listended to the sound of the water when I moved. The sound was so beautyful and magical something out of this world, the feeling on water was also so freeing
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After I swam I decided to get out of the lake and dry myself, since I was on shrooms things felt fare more away for me than they accually were so I sat on a rock looking at the lake for a few minutes and the lake felt so far away and than again close. The trees were kind of "glowing" and I had also visuals on the sky. I sat there and listened to a dog barking and it felt like the sound was echoing through the lake and it was calming. After enough looking and enjoying the lake I decided to go to the shed amd the way there felt so incredebly long even though the walk was 5mins max. During that walk I enjoyed nature again and I noticed that my thoughts arent racing and owerwhelming like in every one of my trips before. My thoghts were calm and controlled. I got to the shed and decided to make myself bacon on the campfire. Unfortunately I was handeling the knife and cut myself with it (next time I will pre cut it so i dont use knives while tripping) and than I started the campfire, I put my bacon on a medal rod and started grilling it. The fire looked so intense colored and I saw visuals on the ground again. After my bacon was finished I ate it and it was kinda hard to eat since moving my mouth and chewing felt unfamiliar for me during that trip, either way it tasted amazing and I was extreamly focused on eating that bacon. After a good meal I decided to lay down in the sun and just chill, that was a good decision but I started having thoughts about the difficult challanges wich I still have to face and how they are coming closer and closer to me. I got a feeling of running out of time but than I pushed the thoughts aside and went inside to just stare at the wooden celling and than later my trip passed.

This was my best trip ever and im so happy that I couldve experienced the beauty of mushrooms. Never have I thought that it could be so great, and I also had a intresting thought during tripping that I wanted to share. While I was cutting the bacon I was listening to the radio news about how 26 people died in a bus crash. I thought about the number 26 and the human lives that you cannot put in a number because they are much more than just the number of their lifes lost. With that I mean that 26 doesnt matter because a life cannot be put into a number because its the most valuable thing ever.
I hope someone understands it and its not just a confusing thought to people.
Again thanks for reading this and I hope you all will have many beautyful trips.

I want to buy 93€ worth of xmr from haveno reto, I will be paying via SEPA. Is it safe to put all your card/bank information into the making account thing? when you buy xmr via sepa how long will it take until its in my wallet? will a wallet be created when I pay or when I set up my account? can I transfer the xmr from one to another wallet and pay with it? how does that all work.
if you have a better recommendation for buying monero without kyc tell me.

(since I work a shitty job 2,5€ per hour 93€ is very much to me, and i don't want my account to get drained)

here is the nightmare more context afterwards

"I was at the railway station and a nice looking man ased me for the time and told me that he accidentally went the wrong route and ended up in vienna from aachen germany with his train. I saw the empty train and asked him if i could sit with him at the front and if he would let me leave at the end of vienna. I got in, we exchanged numbers and he left me off where i wanted. Later we started texting and we met up, I think I was in love with him and went away from my family wirh him. everything was so nice we went to holydays together and we handled everything. But I started getting a weird feeling when he started showing me houses and saying "will this be your forever home?" I got this weird feeling and later went with him on holiday to india and when I wanted to leave he didn't want to give me my passport back. So I escaped from his house and onto the street and wrote across the windows that im being trafficked. Later I escaped outside and went to a restaurant and told the chef that i was being trafficked amd everyone else i told that too but nobody seemed to understand or do anything about it. Than the man got me ar the restaurant and i had to pretend everything was good. Later we got home and i finally wanted my passport back but he didn't want to give it to me and he locked me inside his home where multiple women like me were. We tried to escape but everytime we tried he wass beating us brutally"

wth was this dream??? is this the reality? At first I thought that human trafficking was so easy to spot and avoid by not talking to random people but it happened to me in my dream.

bad trip
I know damm well that this was the most stupid thing Ive ever done. Dont come after me Ive learned my lesson.

I got a new job and everyone was extremely disgustingly rude to me, I mean everyone coworkers boss ect. It was my first ever day there and my coworker started being mad at me for not working and just standing around?? (I literally arrived 20mins ago and didn't even have the slightest orientation in their kitchen) I was looking for work to do and not standing around doing nothing. After this horrible work day I wanted to kill myself and cried the entire evening. I impulsively got the idea to ask the mushrooms if I should kill myself and I ate them I didn't even weigh them it could have been 0,80g-3g I don't know nothing mattered in that moment.

The mushrooms kicked in a hour later and I cried even more terribly and it was the worst existential pain ive ever been, I was the worst state in my head I just wanted to die and be gone nothing mattered. Soon the scary visuals and thoughts started. An humanoid alien creature came out of my doorframe and started killing me. I felt everything the fear the pain the being ripped apart. Since I wanted to be dead so much I let the thing over me and soon it stopped. After that my thoughts became loops and i couldn't break them one sentence from the boss was replaying the entire time "You are doing it wrong" and every time he said it, a human head was being smashed on the table with a hammer and it scattered. It was extremely graphic the brain blood hair skull and I felt the head being mine. It went on for so long until I gave up again and saw nothing I was dead than male genitalia started raining from the sky and hitting me and slapping me It was insanely uncomfortable. At the end of the trip I couldn't even walk or hold my phone or anything.

Im doing better now and I won't take shrooms for a few months and I will try to process the whole trip.

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Hallo,
Ich wohne momentan in Wien aber würde gerne in Innsbruck studieren. Da ich mich im März für eine rettungssanitäter Ausbildung anmelden werde, würde ich gerne wissen ob es Rettungssanitäter jobs in Innsbruck gibt damit ich neben dem studium arbeiten kann.
Ich habe im Internet nach Rettungssanitäter jobs in Innsbruck und Tirol gesucht jedoch gar nicht findig geworden, nur einen habe ich in Voralberg für Vollzeit gefunden aber ich würde gerne Teilzeit arbeiten mit so 20-25 Stunden pro Woche.
Gibt es dort wirklich keine/kaum Rettungssanitäter jobs oder schaue ich am falschen Ort?? Soll ich einfach ne email versenden an verschiedene Organisationen ob irgendwelche stellen offen sind?😅
Wenn jemand im Rettungsdienst arbeitet ist es schwer sich dort arbeit zu finden?
Bin 17, (wenn die ausbildung abgeschlossen ist 18) und hab führerschein B prüfung in paar monaten.
wenn ihr irgendwelche anderen jobs fürs neben das studium zu empfehlen habt bitte sagts mir :)
Danke für eure hilfe.

I took 0,84g of B+ aborts yesterday evening and it was so confusing and intense.
(this was originally written in german but it was translated, sorry it it's weird I tried my best)

I took it at 8 PM and went hiking. The sky was extremely pink and the flowers were so intense, and I had a lot of energy and didn’t feel exhausted at all after the steep hike. After the hike, around 9:30 PM, it suddenly hit me really hard, and I went home and lay down. The curtain had flowers on it, and suddenly it transformed into a cube shape that was orange, spinning around, with flashes/threads coming out of it. My grandma has an air pump in the room where I was lying, and it is making bubbling sounds. I listened to it, and the pump said my name and spoke to me, but in a language I don’t speak. It sounded like it was talking directly to me, and the bubbling noises were melting together forming words, just incomplete ones.
I went to take a shower and washed my hair, and suddenly I felt a hand from behind me and got extremely scared. I completely forgot that I had two hands. After that, I got intense chills and went to bed to cover myself up, but I thought my pillow was my blanket.
Then I still had to hang up my towel on the balcony, and I started thinking in a foreign language that sounded exactly like the language of the air pump. Then I finally lay down for good, and the whole time I was flying over a river and falling into it. I had an extremely strong urge to move, and my tongue was supposedly moving outside my mouth even though it was actually inside my mouth.
For a short time, I lost my “I voice” my inner voice/my thoughts and I didn’t know who I was. I was just all of these confusing thoughts. Luckily, I found it again, but for those few seconds/minutes I was completely nothing.
Somehow, I was in the river and started chewing on myself, and I had my entire fist in my mouth. The urge that I had to hold onto myself was extremely strong.
I thought there was an animal sitting on the windowsill (it was actually a piece of glass). Then I went to the toilet at around 11 PM, and everything was covered in flowers. I couldn’t stand up anymore, and the floor tiles were liquid. I saw “Asian faces,” but my mother was banging on the toilet door and I had to put myself together and get up from the toilet. I washed my hands and looked into the mirror and I saw myself but I looked extremely disgusting and like a demon.
Then I finally fell asleep at 1 AM, and it stopped.

Wie macht ihr das? Wie lernt ihr das, sodass es im gedächnis bleibt? Soll ich mir zusammenfassungen schreiben? Karteikarten? einfach durchlesen und ganz oft wiederholen bis ich es kann? welche methoden nutzt ihr? Ich schreibe momentan karteikarten zu jeden thema und es nimmt enorm zeit ein und ich komme mit dem stoff gar nicht weiter und lerne nichts neues.

Ahojte,
pišem tento post bez google prekladaca aby ste videly na akom levely slovenciny som. (sama sa skusam naucit pisat lepšie takže prepacte)
Ja som slovenka a mam slovenske občianstvo. Bivam ale cely môj život v rakusku. Nabuducy rok chcela by som zmaturovat a ist na medizinu. Prihlasim sa vo viedny na medAT ale aj studovat v bratislave by bola opcia keby som nedostala miesto na meduni wien. To znamena ze budem pisat primačky v rakusku a bratislave aby som mala najvyšiu chancu hned začat studovat po maturite.
Moje otasky by boly, ako sa pripravit na tie primačky pre medicinu v bratislave? Bola som na stranke university a tam predavaly nejake podklady na primacie skusky. Čo to je? Ako sa dosvediem čo musim sa učit pre tu skušku? Kde dostanem material na učenie? čo tam vôbec predavaju? Je ta skuška len z biologie a chemie?
Čo este musim vediet? Je môj level slovenčiny dosť? Ja rozumiem všetko ked sa somnou njekdo rosprava ale pisanie je este celkom zle.
ďakujem

I already have an account, and I want to order something. I messaged the seller and they said that I should register on the markets on which they are and search up their users and than order so it's an escrow and not a FE.
I exactly want to do that and literally don't know where to register on these markets, I have the names from the markes and Im on their page? and see all of the posts and even subscribed but I cannot find anything to register or when I search up their name from the market I get redirected to the main search bar and not the one on the market. Please help, how do I do that?